Why am I so unloveable

[Whiteboard7]

Every single day feels the same it just keeps on fucking looping over and over and over again, why must I push this boulder if I know the end result, all of this will turn to ash but I keep up the facade and sweet mask that I'm even happier and better than yesterday. I truly hate the way I look and I don't think I can even SoftMax any of it, my asymmetrical eyes, philtrum truly end me. Girls are interested in me yes girls! But what's even the point if it won't make me happy, deep down I'm still that ND loser that was exiled on a island from the world forced to stare across the bay at the life I could never achieve, I know this may just seem like Larp considering how I look but why does it matter, I'll never truly be good looking enough to enjoy this life, no foid could ever want somebody as ND and midwit IQ like me, idek my iq, I hope its high but I'm used to failure in this life. Nothing makes me happy anymore it just seems like I have to consistently keep on going over and over and over again, I can't even rope because of external factor in my life. If I did it would just be selfish, idk, why can't I just have a happy life is to much to ask, I know there's a God and he loves me but I always sin and fall short. I just want to Rot in my room and take a break from all of this all of this suffering, grinding, and forever movement in this life. Hopefully it will turn out better in the future but I don't even truly know that...

 

[Whiteboard7]

 

[imontheloose]

Didn't read, but you likely weren't meant to be alive, like most users here. There is no escape. The only way we can reach perfection is by reaching our correct states of non-existence.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Didn't read, but you likely weren't meant to be alive, like most users here. There is no escape. The only way we can reach perfection is by reaching our correct states of non-existence.

Can you elaborate, DNR .

 

[Whiteboard7]

Bump

 

[eon]

 

[Whiteboard7]

Idk why I wrote this bro, nobody's gonna take it seriously

 

[eon]

Idk why I wrote this bro, nobody's gonna take it seriously

Bro its looksmax.org 96% of the userbase are incels who have it just as bad if not worse.

People here dont care

 

[Whiteboard7]

Bro its looksmax.org 96% of the userbase are incels who have it just as bad if not worse.

People here dont care

Thats true, I guess I just wanted to vent lol

 

[The Fool]

Your voice

 

[eon]

Thats true, I guess I just wanted to vent lol

All good

 

[SomaliaSub5]

do something different with your life if youre gonna do the same thing every day dont expect to change

 

[GynoGladiator]

JoinedJul 18, 2025

 

[perculezz]

hope it gets better

 

[Whiteboard7]

JoinedJul 18, 2025
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This is my third account bhai

 

[Whiteboard7]

hope it gets better

Thank you bhai. Much love

 

[TimesZ]

Every single day feels the same it just keeps on fucking looping over and over and over again, why must I push this boulder if I know the end result, all of this will turn to ash but I keep up the facade and sweet mask that I'm even happier and better than yesterday. I truly hate the way I look and I don't think I can even SoftMax any of it, my asymmetrical eyes, philtrum truly end me. Girls are interested in me yes girls! But what's even the point if it won't make me happy, deep down I'm still that ND loser that was exiled on a island from the world forced to stare across the bay at the life I could never achieve, I know this may just seem like Larp considering how I look but why does it matter, I'll never truly be good looking enough to enjoy this life, no foid could ever want somebody as ND and midwit IQ like me, idek my iq, I hope its high but I'm used to failure in this life. Nothing makes me happy anymore it just seems like I have to consistently keep on going over and over and over again, I can't even rope because of external factor in my life. If I did it would just be selfish, idk, why can't I just have a happy life is to much to ask, I know there's a God and he loves me but I always sin and fall short. I just want to Rot in my room and take a break from all of this all of this suffering, grinding, and forever movement in this life. Hopefully it will turn out better in the future but I don't even truly know that...

dnr to be honest but funny story, i have or had a very nihilistic pov on life till yesterday where i almost bled out due to my blood thinner medication. before i blacked out i funnily told myself "i wish the cut was on my main artery" couple minutes later i couldnt hear or see anything and thought i was dying i was panicking and thought that it was the end. instead of accepting it in a nonchalant way like i thought i would i tried to stay wide awake and not lose conscious and did everything to survive so... even though
you might think life isnt worth living be thankful for what you have before its too late

 

[Whiteboard7]

do something different with your life if youre gonna do the same thing every day dont expect to change

I am trying, im just burnt out and depressed if im gonna be real

 

[Whiteboard7]

dnr to be honest but funny story, i have or had a very nihilistic pov on life till yesterday where i almost bled out due to my blood thinner medication. before i blacked out i funnily told myself "i wish the cut was on my main artery" couple minutes later i couldnt hear or see anything and thought i was dying i was panicking and thought that it was the end. instead of accepting it in a nonchalant way like i thought i would i tried to stay wide awake and not lose conscious and did everything to survive so... even thought you might think life isnt worth living be thankful for what you have before its too late

Thank you TimeZ, im sorry to hear that happened. I will try to keep a leveled head instead of having the thoughts consume me.