Why do I keep searching up the word fear on google ?

[Vermilioncore]

Whenever I’m nervous I just automatically go on my phone and type the word fear into google without even realizing it, it’s like when people scratch their heads or hum when they’re nervous
What caused this

 

[KingMulatto]

Autism

 

[Makeyousit]

Very good

 

[ReadBooksEveryday]

Cuz you in fear of gettin fired from Mcdonalds