15 y/o KHHV with a heavily ruined psyche, help me please :(

[Kilimanjaro]

What would happen if you did every softmax:

Body: Perfect posture Comfortable Slim fit clothing Good physique (Gymcell and if your desperate then steroids) Lifts (3-4 inches of height) Shoulder Pads Eyes Concealer Contacts Thick straight eyebrows (Minoxidil + Plucking with tweezers) Dying eyebrows and eyelashes...

looksmax.org

https://looksmax.org/threads/how-to-kill-neuroticism-and-lower-inhibtion-megathread.28447/

 

[fvolkek]

If you are 15 you need to get a peptide stack to increase your HGH, maybe some mild dose of an AI and sports and gymmax as your main or one of your top3 hobbies. You get instant status being good at any team sports or muscular.

thx

Try yubo

thanks. I’ve tried but I look better in pictures than irl

you need to HIT THE GYM BRO

Face>>>>>>>Body

You look good facially, just insecure narcissist.

Work on your self esteem and mental health and leave this site forever.

Thanks

^
Tighten up bro, alot of people have it worse and would kill to look like you at only 15. You're definitely gonna become better looking as you grow.

Like looksmaxxer said try and focus on your mental health and maybe quit these forums since they subconsciously influence how you think and behave

fair enough, thanks. I started using this forums in January though, and I’ve been feeling like this probably like four years ago

No they arent retard when i was at school 50% had already had sex by 15 and 90% kiss, hug, etc

Exactly

 

[mewcoper]

I'm with my PC so I'll send you what I posted so you could rate me some weeks ago. Here's my face and body. Again, just to clarify, I look much much worse irl, like truecel tier, especially when looking at me from the back. And I know that I'm ugly because my life experiences confirm it.

FACE​

BODY (my only 'good' trait for my age in terms of aesthetics)

https://looksmax.org/threads/rate-my-twig-body-15-y-o.317117/

jfl bro beleive me you are not ugly you are low tier normie at worst, and you are just 15 i will be 23 virgin next month, i envy your youth just focus on topics which you said cs, entrepreneurship you will be life mog everyone in your area in your early 20s if you stick that topics i am also working on theese topics i started when i was 19 i wish i started earlier rather rot with my normie friends imagine founding this forum at 15

 

[fvolkek]

jfl bro beleive me you are not ugly you are low tier normie at worst, and you are just 15 i will be 23 virgin next month, i envy your youth just focus on topics which you said cs, entrepreneurship you will be life mog everyone in your area in your early 20s if you stick that topics i am also working on theese topics i started when i was 19 i wish i started earlier rather rot with my normie friends imagine founding this forum at 15

thanks

 

[Deleted member 12669]

You look normal bro. You are young and you can ascend with your base. Take Xanax or Propranolol or go see a male therapist. That is my only advice to you.

Why tf are you telling a 15 year old to take propranolol

 

[fvolkek]

Why tf are you telling a 15 year old to take propranolol

I don’t even know what that is, but I don’t mind dying at this point

 

[Deleted member 12669]

I don’t even know what that is, but I don’t mind dying at this point

Its used for high blood pressure primarily, but people use it for anxiety as well. Reading your situation you do not need to take this at all and fuck up your health, same with xanax

 

[fvolkek]

Its used for high blood pressure primarily, but people use it for anxiety as well. Reading your situation you do not need to take this at all and fuck up your health, same with xanax

Fair enough, thanks

 

[Chad69]

Benzos help but yet again Iam heavily addicted to them

 

[fvolkek]

Benzos help but yet again Iam heavily addicted to them

I don’t wanna end up like Jordan Peterson

 

[Chad69]

I don’t wanna end up like Jordan Peterson

Who

 

[Chad69]

I don’t wanna end up like Jordan Peterson

Just use in moderation

 

[Chad69]

Just use in moderation

Just use it* in moderation

 

[Madhate]

I've been coping throughout my teenage years with

Lol, you are literally 15, shut the fuck up lmao, you haven't been through half your teenage years.
I also don't get what advice you need, judging by your post you already know what you're working towards, what job approximately you will have? I also saw your rating threads and you are 4.5 psl, and i'm a brutal rater jfl. Also seeing as you're learning tons of different shit, you are literally 0.0001% in your age range, most people are fucking braindamaged and especially at your age, and they will fail brutally in life, getting an average job with average income with an average wife. Who the fuck wants to be NT, LMAOO. Being NT is being average. I see this as a brag thread tbh the way you are typing, "I'm 2 psl", when you are obviously not.

 

[fvolkek]

Lol, you are literally 15, shut the fuck up lmao, you haven't been through half your teenage years.
I also don't get what advice you need, judging by your post you already know what you're working towards, what job approximately you will have? I also saw your rating threads and you are 4.5 psl, and i'm a brutal rater jfl. Also seeing as you're learning tons of different shit, you are literally 0.0001% in your age range, most people are fucking braindamaged and especially at your age, and they will fail brutally in life, getting an average job with average income with an average wife. Who the fuck wants to be NT, LMAOO. Being NT is being average. I see this as a brag thread tbh the way you are typing, "I'm 2 psl", when you are obviously not.

Look at my acne right now. Lol. i cant even shave because of it. I’m 2 PSL AT MOST.
But thanks dude for everything. The thing is that what if I don’t succeed at life? I would have wasted all my teenage years grinding for something that I’ve failed. I’m also not gaining any experiences since 2018 probably.

 

[sorrowfulsad]

not a single word. inject t

 

[sorrowfulsad]

Look at my acne right now. Lol. i cant even shave because of it. I’m 2 PSL AT MOST.
But thanks dude for everything. The thing is that what if I don’t succeed at life? I would have wasted all my teenage years grinding for something that I’ve failed. I’m also not gaining any experiences since 2018 probably.

youre 3 psl

 

[Philtrumcel]

15yo

Yeah fr lol

 

[Philtrumcel]

youre 3 psl

If you are 15 you should leave this place

 

[sorrowfulsad]

If you are 15 you should leave this place

im not the nigga who made the thread bro

 

[sKdLeL]

height? curious tbh.

 

[ChristianChad]

Hey guys, I haven't posted here in a while but I need your advice to help me in a bunch of ways. It's related to egomaxxing, NTmaxxing and whatnot, because I know that in terms of looks I can't do anything, yeah, I've swallowed the blackpill already.
Anyway, so to introduce myself, I'm 15, I'm a truecel and I live in Argentina, so sorry if I make any grammar or writing mistakes. I've been lurking on these forums for a while, I had posted the rating thing just out of curiosity, I look much better in those pictures that what I actually do by the way. I know that in terms of face I'm a 2/10, especially now with acne; but in terms of body I would probably be an 8/10 for my age if it wasn't because of my crappy posture, but who cares tbh. I barely have actual friends, I never get invited to go out and it goes without saying that I'm a KHHV.
I also live in an unhealthy family environment although love them. But for the stated reasons I'm low-key destroyed psychologically and have incredibly low self-esteem -- not only people here have told me that, but also various people irl. And I'm also kinda struggling with depression since late-2020 but have suffered from it several times before as well, never in a suicidal way though -- neither now -- and here's why.
I've been coping throughout my teenage years with "one day I'll be successful and all my depression will fade away" or "one day I will be much more attractive when I grow up, I'm only insert age". I literally base my personality on being 'intellectual' and been praised as such by teachers and classmates, even foids but it's usually to ask me stuff lol. But that's because I know a lot about useless stuff and I'm sometimes a fraud, in other words I'm a pseudo.
So I've been pressuring myself to be successful in terms of status and economy, otherwise, I would kill myself because my life would be worthless. Thus I've been autistically reading tons of books on mostly entrepreneurship in my free time (I've read 6 non-fiction books so far in 2021); learning calculus, computer science, photoshop, piano, SEO, trading, chess and other possibly useful stuff.
So, the thing is that I'm going to become an hero if I don't make it, I not only base my entire personality on being a promising 'talent', let's say, or whatever you may call it because I don't actually have any talent besides from appearing as someone smart when I'm actually not; but it's also my only hope for 'ascension', feeling good about myself and not being at the bottom of the social hierarchy (status). So if I don't achieve my goals what's the purpose of my life? I wouldn't only be an abhorrently ugly KHHV with no friends, but most importantly I would feel horrible about myself for not being able to fulfil my only goal in my life. I'm basically going all-in with no plan B

So I'm venting all of this for what? Why is this in the looksmaxxing forum and not in the offtopic one? Well I need your help. I need to egomaxx and NTmaxx and basically fix all of my problems to improve in general, both for socialmaxxing and for my future.

Any advice is truly welcome because I'm really lost in life and I've been feeling like this for a while. Once again sorry if something here doesn't make sense, English isn't my first language

Check out John Butler (not the musician) on YouTube. Check out The Book Of Five Rings (there's a reading of it on YouTube also but I suggest get it), here is more of his principles in text
Visit an Orthodox Church, please read The Bible (New Testament), it is available online.
The way is to stop feeling sorry for yourself, stop using the internet, stop playing video games, stop any habit of pornography and or masturbation.
Check out Ray Peat.

 

[ChristianChad]

Lol, you are literally 15, shut the fuck up lmao, you haven't been through half your teenage years.
I also don't get what advice you need, judging by your post you already know what you're working towards, what job approximately you will have? I also saw your rating threads and you are 4.5 psl, and i'm a brutal rater jfl. Also seeing as you're learning tons of different shit, you are literally 0.0001% in your age range, most people are fucking braindamaged and especially at your age, and they will fail brutally in life, getting an average job with average income with an average wife. Who the fuck wants to be NT, LMAOO. Being NT is being average. I see this as a brag thread tbh the way you are typing, "I'm 2 psl", when you are obviously not.

Fuck off

 

[Deleted member 12002]

Hey guys, I haven't posted here in a while but I need your advice to help me in a bunch of ways. It's related to egomaxxing, NTmaxxing and whatnot, because I know that in terms of looks I can't do anything, yeah, I've swallowed the blackpill already.
Anyway, so to introduce myself, I'm 15, I'm a truecel and I live in Argentina, so sorry if I make any grammar or writing mistakes. I've been lurking on these forums for a while, I had posted the rating thing just out of curiosity, I look much better in those pictures that what I actually do by the way. I know that in terms of face I'm a 2/10, especially now with acne; but in terms of body I would probably be an 8/10 for my age if it wasn't because of my crappy posture, but who cares tbh. I barely have actual friends, I never get invited to go out and it goes without saying that I'm a KHHV.
I also live in an unhealthy family environment although love them. But for the stated reasons I'm low-key destroyed psychologically and have incredibly low self-esteem -- not only people here have told me that, but also various people irl. And I'm also kinda struggling with depression since late-2020 but have suffered from it several times before as well, never in a suicidal way though -- neither now -- and here's why.
I've been coping throughout my teenage years with "one day I'll be successful and all my depression will fade away" or "one day I will be much more attractive when I grow up, I'm only insert age". I literally base my personality on being 'intellectual' and been praised as such by teachers and classmates, even foids but it's usually to ask me stuff lol. But that's because I know a lot about useless stuff and I'm sometimes a fraud, in other words I'm a pseudo.
So I've been pressuring myself to be successful in terms of status and economy, otherwise, I would kill myself because my life would be worthless. Thus I've been autistically reading tons of books on mostly entrepreneurship in my free time (I've read 6 non-fiction books so far in 2021); learning calculus, computer science, photoshop, piano, SEO, trading, chess and other possibly useful stuff.
So, the thing is that I'm going to become an hero if I don't make it, I not only base my entire personality on being a promising 'talent', let's say, or whatever you may call it because I don't actually have any talent besides from appearing as someone smart when I'm actually not; but it's also my only hope for 'ascension', feeling good about myself and not being at the bottom of the social hierarchy (status). So if I don't achieve my goals what's the purpose of my life? I wouldn't only be an abhorrently ugly KHHV with no friends, but most importantly I would feel horrible about myself for not being able to fulfil my only goal in my life. I'm basically going all-in with no plan B

So I'm venting all of this for what? Why is this in the looksmaxxing forum and not in the offtopic one? Well I need your help. I need to egomaxx and NTmaxx and basically fix all of my problems to improve in general, both for socialmaxxing and for my future.

Any advice is truly welcome because I'm really lost in life and I've been feeling like this for a while. Once again sorry if something here doesn't make sense, English isn't my first language

Dude, almost nobody is "low-key destroyed psychologically" at only 15 years old. Certainly not you. You're just a stupid teenager is all. I wish I could do you a favor and beat the ever loving sh*t out of you. I'll bet that's something your father never did. Make a man out you a little bit. Give you a little taste of reality so you don't worry any more about psychological bullsh*t. Psychology's not real.

 

[Deleted member 2214]

Tbh if I am not wrong about who u are u need to wait for your gross acne to get over since first impressions are what make the most effect/difference on what people think about u and u? U are a mega pizza face, one of the biggest in the foumr by far so the blackpill affects u by a mile.

 

[fvolkek]

height? curious tbh.

5’10 for now

Check out John Butler (not the musician) on YouTube. Check out The Book Of Five Rings (there's a reading of it on YouTube also but I suggest get it), here is more of his principles in text
Visit an Orthodox Church, please read The Bible (New Testament), it is available online.
The way is to stop feeling sorry for yourself, stop using the internet, stop playing video games, stop any habit of pornography and or masturbation.
Check out Ray Peat.

Chrispilling me won’t fix anything for me I’m afraid

Tbh if I am not wrong about who u are u need to wait for your gross acne to get over since first impressions are what make the most effect/difference on what people think about u and u? U are a mega pizza face, one of the biggest in the foumr by far so the blackpill affects u by a mile.

I didn’t have acne 4 weeks ago, it’s not only about my acne.

 

[Deleted member 2214]

I didn’t have acne 4 weeks ago, it’s not only about my acne.

Cope nigga, u have constellations all over your cheeks. This is why u sit alone at lunch.

 

[Deleted member 7901]

15

 

[Deleted member 9217]

Don't overthink as much. Try to calm down. Play sports, relax and don't give a shit whether people think ur smart. People praise u constantly if u say anything remotely intelligent at age 15. Just find a way to lower ur anxiety and don't pressure urself to be successful. Ur gonna kill urself if u keep putting so much pressure on urself.

 

[ChristianChad]

Chrispilling me won’t fix anything for me I’m afraid

I was in a similar position like you and I got Christpilled early. I cannot emphasize it enough, it is the way. The way meaning that any other path will lead you astray towards death, and the path of Christ is a very narrow one. Christ is the opposite of Entropy, suffering and confusion. He will Save you, I think the Salvation is from suffering.
How many more years will you let this go on?

 

[fvolkek]

Cope nigga, u have constellations all over your cheeks. This is why u sit alone at lunch.

In any case acne would be my cope, I lived all my life without acne and I was still ugly. Now I’m subhuman tier but it’s not just acne.

 

[Deleted member 2214]

In any case acne would be my cope, I loved all my life without acne and I was still ugly. Now I’m subhuman tier but it’s not just acne.

Tbh... how much do u weigh and at what bodyfat? U don't look recessed... but u could be.

 

[fvolkek]

Tbh... how much do u weigh and at what bodyfat? U don't look recessed... but u could be.

This is me right now. I’m not fat, in any case I’m too skinny. My body isn’t my problem (I mean, I have shitty posture but that’s it).
Idk what’s my body fat percentage but it’s probably normal. I have a naturally bloated face.

edit: I’m 5’10 and weigh 61 kg

 

[Deleted member 2214]

View attachment 1087390
This is me right now. I’m not fat, in any case I’m too skinny. My body isn’t my problem (I mean, I have shitty posture but that’s it).
Idk what’s my body fat percentage but it’s probably normal. I have a naturally bloated face.

¿Por qué tu si tienes abdominales y yo no? Si no te lo mereces, soy 2 años mayor que tú y tengo abdominales alineados, no cincelados.

Confiame, si ahorita te arreglas bien y sigues tratando de sacar la poca gordez que tengas en tu cara sera al menos un 6/10 de adulto.

 

[fvolkek]

¿Por qué tu si tienes abdominales y yo no? Si no te lo mereces, soy 2 años mayor que tú y tengo abdominales alineados, no cincelados.

Confiame, si ahorita te arreglas bien y sigues tratando de sacar la poca gordez que tengas en tu cara sera al menos un 6/10 de adulto.

Gracias loko, de adulto puede ser que llegue a ser un 6/10 porque tengo plata ahorrada y seguramente me alcance para una buena rinoplastía y operación en la boca porque posta que ando muy mal en ese sentido. Si a eso le sumo statusmaxxing, me arreglo la piel y gymmaxxeo, seguramente llegue a ser un 7/10, por eso soy optimista. Igual lo dudo.

 

[Deleted member 2214]

Gracias loko, de adulto puede ser que llegue a ser un 6/10 porque tengo plata ahorrada y seguramente me alcance para una buena rinoplastía y operación en la boca porque posta que ando muy mal en ese sentido. Si a eso le sumo statusmaxxing, me arreglo la piel y gymmaxxeo, seguramente llegue a ser un 7/10, por eso soy optimista. Igual lo dudo.

Eras mas Chad que yo era a los 14-15.

 

[fvolkek]

Eras mas Chad que yo era a los 14-15.

Puede ser, pero las experiencias de vida me conforman que soy un 2 PSL como máximo. Las minas fuera de joda me tienen asco. Igual sigo siendo optimista y estoy copeando con que de grande puedo llegar a ser un htn

 

[Deleted member 2214]

Puede ser, pero las experiencias de vida me conforman que soy un 2 PSL como máximo. Las minas fuera de joda me tienen asco. Igual sigo siendo optimista y estoy copeando con que de grande puedo llegar a ser un htn

Buena suerte.

 

[ChristianChad]

View attachment 1087390
This is me right now. I’m not fat, in any case I’m too skinny. My body isn’t my problem (I mean, I have shitty posture but that’s it).
Idk what’s my body fat percentage but it’s probably normal. I have a naturally bloated face.

edit: I’m 5’10 and weigh 61 kg

Eat eat eat

 

[mewcoper]

Hey guys, I haven't posted here in a while but I need your advice to help me in a bunch of ways. It's related to egomaxxing, NTmaxxing and whatnot, because I know that in terms of looks I can't do anything, yeah, I've swallowed the blackpill already.
Anyway, so to introduce myself, I'm 15, I'm a truecel and I live in Argentina, so sorry if I make any grammar or writing mistakes. I've been lurking on these forums for a while, I had posted the rating thing just out of curiosity, I look much better in those pictures that what I actually do by the way. I know that in terms of face I'm a 2/10, especially now with acne; but in terms of body I would probably be an 8/10 for my age if it wasn't because of my crappy posture, but who cares tbh. I barely have actual friends, I never get invited to go out and it goes without saying that I'm a KHHV.
I also live in an unhealthy family environment although love them. But for the stated reasons I'm low-key destroyed psychologically and have incredibly low self-esteem -- not only people here have told me that, but also various people irl. And I'm also kinda struggling with depression since late-2020 but have suffered from it several times before as well, never in a suicidal way though -- neither now -- and here's why.
I've been coping throughout my teenage years with "one day I'll be successful and all my depression will fade away" or "one day I will be much more attractive when I grow up, I'm only insert age". I literally base my personality on being 'intellectual' and been praised as such by teachers and classmates, even foids but it's usually to ask me stuff lol. But that's because I know a lot about useless stuff and I'm sometimes a fraud, in other words I'm a pseudo.
So I've been pressuring myself to be successful in terms of status and economy, otherwise, I would kill myself because my life would be worthless. Thus I've been autistically reading tons of books on mostly entrepreneurship in my free time (I've read 6 non-fiction books so far in 2021); learning calculus, computer science, photoshop, piano, SEO, trading, chess and other possibly useful stuff.
So, the thing is that I'm going to become an hero if I don't make it, I not only base my entire personality on being a promising 'talent', let's say, or whatever you may call it because I don't actually have any talent besides from appearing as someone smart when I'm actually not; but it's also my only hope for 'ascension', feeling good about myself and not being at the bottom of the social hierarchy (status). So if I don't achieve my goals what's the purpose of my life? I wouldn't only be an abhorrently ugly KHHV with no friends, but most importantly I would feel horrible about myself for not being able to fulfil my only goal in my life. I'm basically going all-in with no plan B

So I'm venting all of this for what? Why is this in the looksmaxxing forum and not in the offtopic one? Well I need your help. I need to egomaxx and NTmaxx and basically fix all of my problems to improve in general, both for socialmaxxing and for my future.

Any advice is truly welcome because I'm really lost in life and I've been feeling like this for a while. Once again sorry if something here doesn't make sense, English isn't my first language

dnr, nothing wrong with being 15 year old khhv ngl when you hit 20 come back