4 Days into College and i’ve never been more blackpilled.

[roadtoltn]

only four days into college and I already feel like roping. I’ve gone to multiple hangouts and all I’ve received is eye tag and other things that aren’t even sufficing to what my friends are getting. I’m currently laying in my bed while friends are at the bar. I’m so completely the opposite of Neurotypical and I struggle talking to girls. I’ve ascended from out of my low LTN past but where I’m at now isn’t cutting it for girls to come up with me so I’m basically stuck because of the solace hyper game is women that I am surrounded by. I just have no chance all I want is just find a girl that wants to have children and so I can work and just come home and have a nice family. But after seeing this and what’s happened to me the last four days, I don’t think I’ll ever see it. I’m being honest this maybe the road that leads me to roping.

my autism is holding me back. I’m just so doomed.

 

[esoterik]

thats just how it goes bud

 

[roadtoltn]

thats just how it goes bud

It’s so hard to explain. I could have better pictures of myself to post on this forum and larp higher rating, but I’m just gonna be honest and take a selfie that I had from a couple days ago. everybody around me can just so easily talk to people and easily attract women and I can’t do anything about it. I get shivery and exhausted after talking with people from extended period of time this happened throughout my entire life. Do I take drugs to fix this or should I just kill myself?

 

[esoterik]

It’s so hard to explain. I could have better pictures of myself to post on this forum and larp higher rating, but I’m just gonna be honest and take a selfie that I had from a couple days ago. everybody around me can just so easily talk to people and easily attract women and I can’t do anything about it. I get shivery and exhausted after talking with people from extended period of time this happened throughout my entire life. Do I take drugs to fix this or should I just kill myself?

well thats up to your choice, i have a similar situation, but ive been coping with it for 1.5 years by taking adderall and focusing on making money to get surgery, but even after i get surgery, i dont think i would be able to forgive humans, so i would still be asexual, oh well, if its happening through your whole life and your (im guessing) 18-20, i dont think it will stop, sorry, i think the only way to heal from it is to find a girl that truly does care and want to heal you, buttttt how likely is that? not very likely, so you can play your chances how you will


and taking drugs just for lowering inhib is beyond stupid, even if u dont get side effects, dont take drugs to give people your time and energy unless you have a specific goal thats worth it, otherwise that is called submission, and you dont want to be a submissive little bitch do you

 

[browncurrycel]

You don't look that bad

 

[Hurricane1]

You don't look that bad

Tbh in college a lot of it is about being NT, having aura, and being tall because everyone is tall for some reason. What I’ve seen so far I think people can sense when you’re abused dog just based off how you look even if you don’t look bad

 

[Greyascension]

Shit man, do you have a decent frame? if not hop on roids ASAP, how's the height

 

[AverageCurryEnjoyer]

Height is law everywhere. Every single place Ive gone too, niggae be like you've grown tall. And start comparing.

Not a single comment on face. Just height

 

[ltn_looksminner]

Height is law everywhere. Every single place Ive gone too, niggae be like you've grown tall. And start comparing.

Not a single comment on face. Just height

Not a single comment on face cause the default compliment is height .

 

[AverageCurryEnjoyer]

Not a single comment on face cause the default compliment is height .

6 foot is average nowadays

 

[roadtoltn]

Shit man, do you have a decent frame? if not hop on roids ASAP, how's the height

ive done sarms and gh secretagogues. My bidelt is above average and im pretty muscular. Im like 5’10 1/2 barefooted

 

[Abdullahm06]

youre not gonna find a wife in that environment

 

[roadtoltn]

well thats up to your choice, i have a similar situation, but ive been coping with it for 1.5 years by taking adderall and focusing on making money to get surgery, but even after i get surgery, i dont think i would be able to forgive humans, so i would still be asexual, oh well, if its happening through your whole life and your (im guessing) 18-20, i dont think it will stop, sorry, i think the only way to heal from it is to find a girl that truly does care and want to heal you, buttttt how likely is that? not very likely, so you can play your chances how you will


and taking drugs just for lowering inhib is beyond stupid, even if u dont get side effects, dont take drugs to give people your time and energy unless you have a specific goal thats worth it, otherwise that is called submission, and you dont want to be a submissive little bitch do you

I hate parties and alcohol so maybe ill find someone at a nature park or a bike trail? I really like nature and physical activity