4 Days into College and i’ve never been more blackpilled.

roadtoltn

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only four days into college and I already feel like roping. I’ve gone to multiple hangouts and all I’ve received is eye tag and other things that aren’t even sufficing to what my friends are getting. I’m currently laying in my bed while friends are at the bar. I’m so completely the opposite of Neurotypical and I struggle talking to girls. I’ve ascended from out of my low LTN past but where I’m at now isn’t cutting it for girls to come up with me so I’m basically stuck because of the solace hyper game is women that I am surrounded by. I just have no chance all I want is just find a girl that wants to have children and so I can work and just come home and have a nice family. But after seeing this and what’s happened to me the last four days, I don’t think I’ll ever see it. I’m being honest this maybe the road that leads me to roping.

my autism is holding me back. I’m just so doomed.
 

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thats just how it goes bud
 
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thats just how it goes bud
It’s so hard to explain. I could have better pictures of myself to post on this forum and larp higher rating, but I’m just gonna be honest and take a selfie that I had from a couple days ago. everybody around me can just so easily talk to people and easily attract women and I can’t do anything about it. I get shivery and exhausted after talking with people from extended period of time this happened throughout my entire life. Do I take drugs to fix this or should I just kill myself?
 
It’s so hard to explain. I could have better pictures of myself to post on this forum and larp higher rating, but I’m just gonna be honest and take a selfie that I had from a couple days ago. everybody around me can just so easily talk to people and easily attract women and I can’t do anything about it. I get shivery and exhausted after talking with people from extended period of time this happened throughout my entire life. Do I take drugs to fix this or should I just kill myself?
well thats up to your choice, i have a similar situation, but ive been coping with it for 1.5 years by taking adderall and focusing on making money to get surgery, but even after i get surgery, i dont think i would be able to forgive humans, so i would still be asexual, oh well, if its happening through your whole life and your (im guessing) 18-20, i dont think it will stop, sorry, i think the only way to heal from it is to find a girl that truly does care and want to heal you, buttttt how likely is that? not very likely, so you can play your chances how you will


and taking drugs just for lowering inhib is beyond stupid, even if u dont get side effects, dont take drugs to give people your time and energy unless you have a specific goal thats worth it, otherwise that is called submission, and you dont want to be a submissive little bitch do you
 
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You don't look that bad
 
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You don't look that bad
Tbh in college a lot of it is about being NT, having aura, and being tall because everyone is tall for some reason. What I’ve seen so far I think people can sense when you’re abused dog just based off how you look even if you don’t look bad
 
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Shit man, do you have a decent frame? if not hop on roids ASAP, how's the height
 
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Height is law everywhere. Every single place Ive gone too, niggae be like you've grown tall. And start comparing.

Not a single comment on face. Just height
 
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Height is law everywhere. Every single place Ive gone too, niggae be like you've grown tall. And start comparing.

Not a single comment on face. Just height
Not a single comment on face cause the default compliment is height .
 
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Shit man, do you have a decent frame? if not hop on roids ASAP, how's the height
ive done sarms and gh secretagogues. My bidelt is above average and im pretty muscular. Im like 5’10 1/2 barefooted
 
youre not gonna find a wife in that environment
 
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well thats up to your choice, i have a similar situation, but ive been coping with it for 1.5 years by taking adderall and focusing on making money to get surgery, but even after i get surgery, i dont think i would be able to forgive humans, so i would still be asexual, oh well, if its happening through your whole life and your (im guessing) 18-20, i dont think it will stop, sorry, i think the only way to heal from it is to find a girl that truly does care and want to heal you, buttttt how likely is that? not very likely, so you can play your chances how you will


and taking drugs just for lowering inhib is beyond stupid, even if u dont get side effects, dont take drugs to give people your time and energy unless you have a specific goal thats worth it, otherwise that is called submission, and you dont want to be a submissive little bitch do you
I hate parties and alcohol so maybe ill find someone at a nature park or a bike trail? I really like nature and physical activity
 
ive done sarms and gh secretagogues. My bidelt is above average and im pretty muscular. Im like 5’10 1/2 barefooted
Wear boots with a 1-1.5 inch heel and use 1 inch lifts or 1.5 Do roids
 
only four days into college and I already feel like roping. I’ve gone to multiple hangouts and all I’ve received is eye tag and other things that aren’t even sufficing to what my friends are getting. I’m currently laying in my bed while friends are at the bar. I’m so completely the opposite of Neurotypical and I struggle talking to girls. I’ve ascended from out of my low LTN past but where I’m at now isn’t cutting it for girls to come up with me so I’m basically stuck because of the solace hyper game is women that I am surrounded by. I just have no chance all I want is just find a girl that wants to have children and so I can work and just come home and have a nice family. But after seeing this and what’s happened to me the last four days, I don’t think I’ll ever see it. I’m being honest this maybe the road that leads me to roping.

my autism is holding me back. I’m just so doomed.
ma nigga you wasting them genes
 
Dude your insecurity is holding you back. You are awkward cause you cant relax and focus on anything other than hidden social dynamics nobody else around you thinks about. I knew a ton of dudes in college who were less traditional good looking and shorter than you who got women fine. Infact id say it was common. You need to see a therapist bro. You havent even gave it a few months and youre already giving up. Its your mind thats ruining it for you.
 
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only four days into college and I already feel like roping. I’ve gone to multiple hangouts and all I’ve received is eye tag and other things that aren’t even sufficing to what my friends are getting. I’m currently laying in my bed while friends are at the bar. I’m so completely the opposite of Neurotypical and I struggle talking to girls. I’ve ascended from out of my low LTN past but where I’m at now isn’t cutting it for girls to come up with me so I’m basically stuck because of the solace hyper game is women that I am surrounded by. I just have no chance all I want is just find a girl that wants to have children and so I can work and just come home and have a nice family. But after seeing this and what’s happened to me the last four days, I don’t think I’ll ever see it. I’m being honest this maybe the road that leads me to roping.

my autism is holding me back. I’m just so doomed.
you look good. if youre going to a college in the us with a lot of non-whites 5'10 1/2" should be a decent height. my 6'3" friend goes to UT Austin and heightmogs like 98% of dudes there. also, you're mentioning how you don't like bars and parties and shit, but you should really think about where the girls you actually wanna date hangout. try a debating club or someshit, you're basically forced to talk together as you come up with arguments and shit and its a good place to mog. or join your college's golf club for a casual game, golf is a really social sport and lets you spend a lot of time with girls you dont know.
 
Bro, you look like young Chico and you are literally a prettyboy. You are above average attractive, an 8.5/10. You just lack identity. How tall are you?
 
Bro, you look like young Chico and you are literally a prettyboy. You are above average attractive, an 8.5/10. You just lack identity. How tall are you?
Der'cordnigger never rate again
 
Der'cordnigger never rate again
Shut up incel. You're always jealous of other guys who look good but haven't yet reached their potential. If he had 2 million views, you would have been dick riding.
 
Height is law everywhere. Every single place Ive gone too, niggae be like you've grown tall. And start comparing.

Not a single comment on face. Just height
perhaps u just havent ascended that much yet
 
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perhaps u just havent ascended that much yet
nah, height is socially acceptable to comment on. but this might be becuase Im stilll a child talking to adults.:Comfy:
 
only four days into college and I already feel like roping. I’ve gone to multiple hangouts and all I’ve received is eye tag and other things that aren’t even sufficing to what my friends are getting. I’m currently laying in my bed while friends are at the bar. I’m so completely the opposite of Neurotypical and I struggle talking to girls. I’ve ascended from out of my low LTN past but where I’m at now isn’t cutting it for girls to come up with me so I’m basically stuck because of the solace hyper game is women that I am surrounded by. I just have no chance all I want is just find a girl that wants to have children and so I can work and just come home and have a nice family. But after seeing this and what’s happened to me the last four days, I don’t think I’ll ever see it. I’m being honest this maybe the road that leads me to roping.

my autism is holding me back. I’m just so doomed.
They will always sense something is wrong with you and you cant change that

You can put on a mask but you will start leaking

I have abandoned the dream to have a normal life I will do what I was meant to do
 
You look bloated af zero bones mass
 
Lies btw guys.
There are good women at university, contrary to popular belief.
theres good women everywhere but is that really the place to look..
 
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theres good women everywhere but is that really the place to look..
No, there is not good women everywhere.
Absolutely is it a place to look. JFL
 
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I hate parties and alcohol so maybe ill find someone at a nature park or a bike trail? I really like nature and physical activity
Find a girl that likes the same shit. Don't waste time with the whores at the parties, because like you mentioned you want a family. You're not gonna find one at a nightclub bro. Leave them for the other degenerates.
 
theres good women everywhere but is that really the place to look..
What's the alternative :lul: Go to the club? Go to Walmart

Nothing wrong with college women
 
only four days into college and I already feel like roping. I’ve gone to multiple hangouts and all I’ve received is eye tag and other things that aren’t even sufficing to what my friends are getting. I’m currently laying in my bed while friends are at the bar. I’m so completely the opposite of Neurotypical and I struggle talking to girls. I’ve ascended from out of my low LTN past but where I’m at now isn’t cutting it for girls to come up with me so I’m basically stuck because of the solace hyper game is women that I am surrounded by. I just have no chance all I want is just find a girl that wants to have children and so I can work and just come home and have a nice family. But after seeing this and what’s happened to me the last four days, I don’t think I’ll ever see it. I’m being honest this maybe the road that leads me to roping.

my autism is holding me back. I’m just so doomed.
atleast you look normal and actually have friends lol
 
how tall are you ? US schools are fucked if ur short
 
only four days into college and I already feel like roping. I’ve gone to multiple hangouts and all I’ve received is eye tag and other things that aren’t even sufficing to what my friends are getting. I’m currently laying in my bed while friends are at the bar. I’m so completely the opposite of Neurotypical and I struggle talking to girls. I’ve ascended from out of my low LTN past but where I’m at now isn’t cutting it for girls to come up with me so I’m basically stuck because of the solace hyper game is women that I am surrounded by. I just have no chance all I want is just find a girl that wants to have children and so I can work and just come home and have a nice family. But after seeing this and what’s happened to me the last four days, I don’t think I’ll ever see it. I’m being honest this maybe the road that leads me to roping.

my autism is holding me back. I’m just so doomed.
brutal same. ive just gone on to focus on how to use my scholarship refund to get surgery in mexico on my first trip alone. honestly just try to become friends with a girl and play into a relationship, you def look good enough. I personally mass-approach and dont even make it into the talking stage now that my filler has migrated and im bulkcelling its so fucking brutal welp
 
I just have no chance all I want is just find a girl that wants to have children and so I can work and just come home and have a nice family. But after seeing this and what’s happened to me the last four days, I don’t think I’ll ever see it

’m so completely the opposite of Neurotypical and I struggle talking to girls. I’ve ascended from out of my low LTN past but where I’m at now isn’t cutting it for girls to come up with me so I’m basically stuck because of the solace hyper game is women that I am surrounded by.
blah blah blah blah blah you are atleast hmtn nigga JUST FUCKING FAKE IT. TED BUNDY WAS A FUCKING MTN AND GOT PUSSY FROM PRETENDING TO BE A NORMAL PERSON, YOU CAN DO IT TOO.

the only place in the world youre gonna have a better than average shot at finding a "good girl" is in a church or some bullshit religion based club at your college so if youre not going to be like everyone else and have meaningless sex then start there ig
 
only four days into college and I already feel like roping. I’ve gone to multiple hangouts and all I’ve received is eye tag and other things that aren’t even sufficing to what my friends are getting. I’m currently laying in my bed while friends are at the bar. I’m so completely the opposite of Neurotypical and I struggle talking to girls. I’ve ascended from out of my low LTN past but where I’m at now isn’t cutting it for girls to come up with me so I’m basically stuck because of the solace hyper game is women that I am surrounded by. I just have no chance all I want is just find a girl that wants to have children and so I can work and just come home and have a nice family. But after seeing this and what’s happened to me the last four days, I don’t think I’ll ever see it. I’m being honest this maybe the road that leads me to roping.

my autism is holding me back. I’m just so doomed.
dnr but if you look like that and cant slay we should probably detonate an atomic bomb on this retarded faggot infested planet
 
only four days into college and I already feel like roping. I’ve gone to multiple hangouts and all I’ve received is eye tag and other things that aren’t even sufficing to what my friends are getting. I’m currently laying in my bed while friends are at the bar. I’m so completely the opposite of Neurotypical and I struggle talking to girls. I’ve ascended from out of my low LTN past but where I’m at now isn’t cutting it for girls to come up with me so I’m basically stuck because of the solace hyper game is women that I am surrounded by. I just have no chance all I want is just find a girl that wants to have children and so I can work and just come home and have a nice family. But after seeing this and what’s happened to me the last four days, I don’t think I’ll ever see it. I’m being honest this maybe the road that leads me to roping.

my autism is holding me back. I’m just so doomed.
Im sure someone is going to marry you and have kids with you
 
only four days into college and I already feel like roping. I’ve gone to multiple hangouts and all I’ve received is eye tag and other things that aren’t even sufficing to what my friends are getting. I’m currently laying in my bed while friends are at the bar. I’m so completely the opposite of Neurotypical and I struggle talking to girls. I’ve ascended from out of my low LTN past but where I’m at now isn’t cutting it for girls to come up with me so I’m basically stuck because of the solace hyper game is women that I am surrounded by. I just have no chance all I want is just find a girl that wants to have children and so I can work and just come home and have a nice family. But after seeing this and what’s happened to me the last four days, I don’t think I’ll ever see it. I’m being honest this maybe the road that leads me to roping.

my autism is holding me back. I’m just so doomed.
this is the fate of east european or nordic niggas when they live in west europe or NA
 
Youre not even ugly you faggot
 

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