no i think it is called skinny fat because at the time i had more chubby cheeks and only top 2 abs revealed
i think its just my genetics
You have body dysmorphia.
no not anymore even tho i am anorexic i am still starving
if you started lifting the problem of being skinny fat would fix itself over time
i am not skinny fat anymore but i dont need to lfake my looks to be attractive
YOU FUCKING DUMBASS
you need to fucking be focusing on getting your normal looks back, undo everything you did to yourself face-wise
no i think im higher psl
i cant man
THEN WHY DO YOU GET NO WOMEN?
YOU EVEN ADMIT DESCENCION HERE DUMBASS
Talk to a surgeon
i went on photofeeler and i got a zero on looks zero on trustworthiness everythingTHEN WHY DO YOU GET NO WOMEN?
BECAUSE YOU AREN'T HIGHER IN PSL!
WOMEN USED TO PRAISE YOU IN THE COMMENTS ON INSTAGRAM AND TIKTOK AND NOW THEY'RE SCARED AND YOU THINK YOU HAVE HIGHER PSL?
GO ON PHOTOFEELER AND EVALUATE YOUR PAST AND PRESENT PICTURES AND TRUST ME, YOUR PAST ONES WILL DO MUCH BETTER!
no surgeries
try your old pictures, before you descended
Damn James you have worst puberty ever you descended so hard then.
i did and was called attractive
nigga its the collagen pill hair pill even race pill ive become so much whiter now than i was before
Yes you d better be 4 PSL slightly recessed boneless Normie like me so much easier to ascend. I was boneless but always got harmony.
no african just german
Then stop saying you ascended, YOU FUCKING DUMBASS!
RECOVER YOUR LOOKS
i cant pics dont hi tthe same
WITH SURGERY! REVERSE THE SURGERY!
yall think its that easy bahaha
it is worth the try
U should sell movie rights to your life story to some studiohttps://looksmax.org/threads/biggest-descension-in-history-rate-14-year-old-me-looksmax-origin-story.489929/
heres part one to those havent seen this, this is my life story, i repeat this is not a troll.
These are my experiences, and how the blackpill can ruin a young person's life.
So we all know this shit took place after December 25th, 2020. I took the blackpill, and it would end up changing my life for the worse.
If I would've known what taking such a strong responsibility, and having this powerful information would do to me? I would've ignored it, and lived ignorantly in bliss.
late July 2020, I am 14 years old, the start of school. I was skinny fat, but I was starting to bulk and get better abs.
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August 7th 2020:
I successfully cut and starved for 7 days (kinda), but wouldn't have full anorexic abs like I do now. I was also looksmaxxed, had NT hair, wore light green color contacts to accentuate my natural color, had glowing skin, was starting to bulk up, etc.
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October 12th, 2020:
Me and my friends had just gotten back from the mall in a small town called Wylie Texas, I believe it was called Stonebriar, but I couldn't recall it because I haven't been there in so long.
Me and a few others went, but in this video only me and my friend Victor were to appear in this video.
He's also the nigga that features on the song that goes My GURL SHES MY...yeah im not even gonna get into that because that song's embarrassing as fuck, and spotify won't let me unrelease it.
Regardless, we had just gotten back to my neighborhood in Wylie, and Victor saw Bernadette from school was filming TikToks down the street, at the time she only had 30k followers, would eventually get 250k+ and blow the fuck up.
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October 19th, 2020:
It was a weekend or so if I remember it, the boys all came over for the day;
Jaylen (The Indian, and Dominican mix)
nelson (The mexican, i didn't capitalize his name because he'd end up becoming dead to me, and he betrayed and bullied me at school and start fights and physically hit me at school with his new friends)
https://imgur.com/a/QLxRjjG
This kid nelson ruined my life forever, and I will never recover from the pain him and his friends caused me.
Bernadette (The famous tiktok Phillipina with the short hair)
Victor (The most popular kid at school at the time, and it only helped my status walking around with him and other people percieving me as high status due to his assosiation, he would later lose all his connections, and friends because he was accused of being a pedo even tho he was just tryna fuck JBS and ended up shaving his head a few months ago or else they would've killed him. Niggas really hired a hitman on him if he didn't shave his head, so he had to do it. Regardless, still my nigga to this day even though we don't talk much no more, I stuck up for even when no one else did.)
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Victor had it really hard after this, he ended up getting stabbed and beat up outside his apartment, and he had to go into hiding but it went away after 8 months today.
I feel really bad, because his reputation got ruined, just like mine, because of some puck ass niggas who go around defaming people. And I got associated as the friend of a pedo, but I didn't care cuz im a real nigga, I am ride or die unlike most normies. Victor was my nigga, and still is my nigga to dis DAY!
They came over and we just made music and tiktoks the whole time, ate hella good pizza, we worked out too, it was fun as fuck.
Sad that I'll never get these memories back, because of inceldom.
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October 20th, 2020:
Bernadette came over just by herself to make some tiktoks (The ones including the next one got hundreds of thousands of views by this point, and all the girls in the comments were talking about how fine I was, how cute I looked, and how they begged me to appear in more of her videos.) and we had an hour workout session, and we just hung out, and talked about life. Don't get any weird ideas either you dumb fuckin niggas, Bernadette played for the other team, no hate towards her for that, I may hate gay people, but she was a kind fucking person. At this point I would've still been considered "skinnyish" but I was still bulking, as you could see I didn't have visible cheekbones, because of body fat but because I wouldn't grow them until the past few months, and I wouldn't have gotten bulked up until the proceeding months.
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October 31st, 2020:
It was Halloween, me, nelson, Jaylen, Victor, Victor's brother, and Geo all ganged up to take on the biggest neighborhood in our city, we got hella candy, met hella girls, and went to a big ass fucking party.
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November 12, 2020:
I was still pretty happy, going to parties, hanging out with girls, working out, just living the NT life listening to Juice Wrld (now I listen to more incelish music like Def Leppard, and Iron Maiden are a few of my favorite artists while back then I liked more NT music.)
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December 15th, 2020:
At the time I took this pic, I was hanging out with my nigga nelson.
If you wanna see our pic go look at the other thread, cuz thats part.
one. I would've later discovered looksmax, ten days later, and it would've ruined my FUCKING LIFE!
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March 10th, 2021:
I am 15 year olds, after January.
My hair had started to grow, and my reputation started to fall.
At this point, girls still found me attractive because I didn't jestermax and act like a fuck nigga on tiktok (that'll be in part 3 or 4)
nelson actually took this photo, and at this time I was only 3 months into the blackpill so it didn't take a big toll on me.
I showed nelson a few videos about the blackpill, and I actually decided to show him looksmax. Taught him some words, like normie, and over. He thought it was weird, he said "u weird brauuah" and he laughed saying it was over for ugly people, after I taught him that.
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April 10th, my hair would've been considered non NT at this point,
I was getting skinnier and skinnier, stopped working out because of what looksmax told me "its all about face bro!"
This was the last time me and nelson ever hung out, me and him took photos that day, but its on my other PC no one really cares about that nigga anyway. He would've ended up telling all my secrets to everyone, hitting me randomly at school, and starting fights, pushing me in the hallway, verbally insulting me for no reason. He said he hated me, all because everyone else disliked me. I did nothing to him, he was my brother, and he betrayed me. All the past 3 years spent with him, all the birthday gifts I bought him, I gave him a $1000 dollar PC one time (not for birthday, just bc i was a good friend) because he couldn't afford one, I consoled him when his girlfriend broke up with him, and anything he needed I would've done for him. It's whatever though, nothing I can change about it, I wasted so many years on a nigga that would turn on me, and I'll never waste anymore ON ANYONE ELSE. I don't need friends, I don't care how much it makes me appear as an incel, you cannot trust anyone EVER.
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Current physique: December 2021 - Now (April 26th 2022)
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I look like shit now, 100 lbs, have barely grown an inch since 2020 when I was 14
I am now 16 years old, Starvemaxxed, have ZERO muscle or arm definition WHATSOEVER.
I have no friends, no girls.
Anyone who I talked to from my old city hates me, my old band hates me because I said the n word and got exposed even though they said it during practices, every girl hates me because I was considered taboo at my school and they care about status, almost every guy hates me or ignores me for my cringy videos I used to post last year.
At least I got a job so I can save up for future surgeries, and I got HGH so maybe I can gymcel and improve as I have free gym membership access for the next two years, but I don't know if it'll save me. I'm fucked beyond repair, no one has ever been there for me.
No family, no friends, no NOTHING!
You may ask why am I making this? The reason is not because of sympathy and reactions, I want ANSWERS to why I am this way. I am making logs, and retracing my footsteps so I can see how I've become deranged lunatic, and how I can not make the same mistake in the future, if I ever get the chance to become better.
It's brutally over, how can I recover?
[ISPOILER]Trick question, I can't.[/ISPOILER]
TLDR: IT'S OVER DUE TO MY SHIT UPBRINGING AND SOCIETAL TORMENT, I'LL NEVER FIND HAPPINESS OR LOVE EVER!
xD idk man i just dont understand why im so ugly
if i got better lips could i slay
Yes probably. It's the top one that seems too big in proportion to the rest of your face. I would heavily advice going to Beverly Hills and consulting with a reputable surgeon there beforehand though. A good one will be able to properly analyze your face, and truly decide what needs to be changed to improve your aesthetics.
From what I gathered you have a lot of money so you could probably easily afford a trip and consultation at the least. Please do your research beforehand though. Don't get bogged to the point of no return. Also never do fillers.
i think i just need rhino
Your nose is fine. If it were any smaller you'd be Michael Jackson tier.
ok maybe that swhat i need then nigga madison beer nose
its crazy tbh bc girls never ever mentioned anything about my ears at that time so i didnt know it was a failo but i have grown into them a bit so they dont stick out as much but my hair still covers them bc they still arent good ears
hy me and the niggas were being NT listening to ghetto rap or wahteverarmed and dangerous was the shit back in the day
ur nose is already nonexsistence and looks feminine + like michael jackson
Pretty sure he's just fucking with us at this point.
yeah but it needs to look more like madison beer shapoe
damn your back nice seeing u bro but it's just so brutal man i can't go back it's just how it is shoulda woulda coulda i have many regrets but there's nothing i can do about it anymore i was never NT ever since i was a small child i just happened to have good genetics but even then it got fucked
