MoggerGaston
Nobody mogs like Gaston
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I realize now that the days that I have no energy to do whatsoever, like today, is because I am engulfed in anger and hatred for the world.
I just can't believe that someone like me, intelligent, physically strong, socially capable, decent-looking, has been stolen of so many basic human life experiences.
Nothing makes sense.
Like being the one of the best students of the entire country, but ending up as a rejected NEET.
It's ridiculous, I am an extreme victim of racism, discrimination, sexism, societal hatred; and my whole life reflects this insane unjust society's wrath.
I am in intense stress, hatred and anger today, yet again.
Extremely hostile.
I hate it, I hate being this angry as it makes me unable to enjoy life. All my energy is going into maintaining this state of alertness and hatred.
Fuck this garbage society, world, human life, everything.
In a decent world, I would've had a good respected job as an engineer, with a stacy wife, supportive social circles, family, being well-compensated at my job, owning a big house, materialistic joys, and so much more.
But this world isn't decent, it is far from it. It is a vile, hellish, unfair world. As if it was designed by Satan himself.
Fuck this existence. I was stolen from what was rightfully mine.
I just can't believe that someone like me, intelligent, physically strong, socially capable, decent-looking, has been stolen of so many basic human life experiences.
Nothing makes sense.
Like being the one of the best students of the entire country, but ending up as a rejected NEET.
It's ridiculous, I am an extreme victim of racism, discrimination, sexism, societal hatred; and my whole life reflects this insane unjust society's wrath.
I am in intense stress, hatred and anger today, yet again.
Extremely hostile.
I hate it, I hate being this angry as it makes me unable to enjoy life. All my energy is going into maintaining this state of alertness and hatred.
Fuck this garbage society, world, human life, everything.
In a decent world, I would've had a good respected job as an engineer, with a stacy wife, supportive social circles, family, being well-compensated at my job, owning a big house, materialistic joys, and so much more.
But this world isn't decent, it is far from it. It is a vile, hellish, unfair world. As if it was designed by Satan himself.
Fuck this existence. I was stolen from what was rightfully mine.