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Haven't socialized since 2019. ~2021 if you count doctors appointment or being in discord voice chat, but 2019 for any type of social gathering like a party or festival.
crazy, feels like yesterday but in 2019 2016 felt like yesterday. What I remember what that people generally got the ick from me, like if a female was assigned to group assignment or something they would treat it like violation of human rights. Some low tier people were neutral-indifferent to me and would talk if in bored situation but I think they all OD on heroin and rotted to dust by now. Lol at thinking social situation will get better because of advanced aging and prolonged social isolation, obviously the opposite.
Now i'm a 20 years oldcel geriatric krone. totally over, i walk around for hours with this vibe, wistfully longing for past glory days (1.5 weeks in 2017 when i was in close enough social proximity to a female to simp over voice chat in overwatch)
but at this age its hard to even care. I think it's the Maslow's Hierarchy of needs. I feel complete lack of energy every day, completely anhedonic except for chronic pains that seem to pop up at random, like game of whack a mole. After you whack hip flexor and back pain, teeth totally decay or knees are so weak you have to walk with a comical limp.
but 20 is YOUNG!!!!!!!
KYS retard bluepill coper subhuman
maybe at age 8 its possible to change a persons life tragectory if family wins lottery and injected with livestock style HGH and steroids regiment. but lol if u think its possible to change after age of 16. Brain becomes very inflexible and learning almost impossible, try to learn a language if u want to prove me wrong (impossible!). Although u can go from millionaire to billionaire or similar its pretty much watching the after-credits scene in video games.
maybe i will attempt to go outside in 5-10 years after leg lengthening surgery, bimax full face implants, money maxxx to multimillionaire etc, but even thats doubtful, i don't really believe it has any chance of success, look at amensia for example (assuming i could get 1/50th of his looks)
crazy, feels like yesterday but in 2019 2016 felt like yesterday. What I remember what that people generally got the ick from me, like if a female was assigned to group assignment or something they would treat it like violation of human rights. Some low tier people were neutral-indifferent to me and would talk if in bored situation but I think they all OD on heroin and rotted to dust by now. Lol at thinking social situation will get better because of advanced aging and prolonged social isolation, obviously the opposite.
Now i'm a 20 years oldcel geriatric krone. totally over, i walk around for hours with this vibe, wistfully longing for past glory days (1.5 weeks in 2017 when i was in close enough social proximity to a female to simp over voice chat in overwatch)
but at this age its hard to even care. I think it's the Maslow's Hierarchy of needs. I feel complete lack of energy every day, completely anhedonic except for chronic pains that seem to pop up at random, like game of whack a mole. After you whack hip flexor and back pain, teeth totally decay or knees are so weak you have to walk with a comical limp.
but 20 is YOUNG!!!!!!!
KYS retard bluepill coper subhuman
maybe at age 8 its possible to change a persons life tragectory if family wins lottery and injected with livestock style HGH and steroids regiment. but lol if u think its possible to change after age of 16. Brain becomes very inflexible and learning almost impossible, try to learn a language if u want to prove me wrong (impossible!). Although u can go from millionaire to billionaire or similar its pretty much watching the after-credits scene in video games.
maybe i will attempt to go outside in 5-10 years after leg lengthening surgery, bimax full face implants, money maxxx to multimillionaire etc, but even thats doubtful, i don't really believe it has any chance of success, look at amensia for example (assuming i could get 1/50th of his looks)