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Zephir
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God damn it bros... i fucked up.
I’m 18, I got kicked out of college 6 months ago for a “”””rape”””””” accusation, and life was still ok. I went back home and got a job, found a nice girl to fuck and chill with, and started building a nice friend circle.
Now I’ve been gone for the last 2 months working at a summer camp and all I can think about is how much I missed out in those prime high school years. I didn’t go to any huge parties and I didn’t listen to mumble rap and I didn’t play sports. FUCK FUCK FUCK ME. God damnit. My youth is slipping away.
Now I’m way more confident, socially developed, and on track but still I can’t help but yearn for the simplicity of HS. I wanna go back bros but I can’t... and I can’t go back to high school 2.0 (aka college) either now.
Once I get back home I have to live by myself and idk what I’ll do to cope with my late development... why am I only caring about this now that I’m out of Hs... wtf bros...
Life is so painful when your stuck in the past
I’m 18, I got kicked out of college 6 months ago for a “”””rape”””””” accusation, and life was still ok. I went back home and got a job, found a nice girl to fuck and chill with, and started building a nice friend circle.
Now I’ve been gone for the last 2 months working at a summer camp and all I can think about is how much I missed out in those prime high school years. I didn’t go to any huge parties and I didn’t listen to mumble rap and I didn’t play sports. FUCK FUCK FUCK ME. God damnit. My youth is slipping away.
Now I’m way more confident, socially developed, and on track but still I can’t help but yearn for the simplicity of HS. I wanna go back bros but I can’t... and I can’t go back to high school 2.0 (aka college) either now.
Once I get back home I have to live by myself and idk what I’ll do to cope with my late development... why am I only caring about this now that I’m out of Hs... wtf bros...
Life is so painful when your stuck in the past