Got fat grafting, feel so fucking botched

[IDontBlameAnybody]

you and your mom need to chill out it'll be all fine.
did u do infra too ?
and besides that did the pexy help u think ?

Yes did infras too. I did the mistake by letting him do my temples too, I said dont but he kept insisting and i let him, now im rubbing my temples 24/7 to kill the fat lmao.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

you and your mom need to chill out it'll be all fine.
did u do infra too ?
and besides that did the pexy help u think ?

Yk, the worst thing is that my swelling is mild right now, the doc said it looks very mild to others who were 7 days post op. My bruising is still visible under certain lightning, but nothing too crazy.

Yet when I look in the mirror, I genuinely don't see a human. I see something that is not a human, something uncanny, something you just want to immediately look away from. My eyes look very small, my PFL looks non-existent right now, my hooding is uncannily positive.

My eyes resemble something that shouldn't be on this planet on a human body, more like an alienish underground predator, the eyes which if you shined a flashlight onto at night time, you would have crippling fear run down your spine.

It is insane. It looks insane. It makes me feel insane. I see dudes that look very okay 9 days post op, yet here I am.

The worst part is, it looks like nothing is wrong anymore in terms of swelling and bruising. It looks like this is the final result, like this is hooding, this is positive hooding, this is what we all want to get, yet this looks so inhumane, so terrible, so fucking cruel and mind-boggling on me.

And others that have claimed that they thought they were botched too at first, they still had visible swelling and everything. I'm sure they still looked like humans, it's just that they looked bad. It's not the case for me.

I REPEAT I DO NOT LOOK LIKE A FUCKING HUMAN RIGHT NOW. I JUST DON'T.

I hope you understand. I just feel like I've been turned into a fucking monster.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

you and your mom need to chill out it'll be all fine.
did u do infra too ?
and besides that did the pexy help u think ?

Imagine you just want to look better, you have a nice angular face, you just got braces and are prepared to fix your maxilla in a year, and you notice that your eyes just get hollow cuz you are very lean. You just decide to do some fat grafting and throw in a pexy to make your eyes just as good as your angularity, but you end up looking like a fucking monster from 30 Days Of Night.

That's the best way I can describe it, I look like the vampire from 30 days of night, my fucking glare is sinister right now, when I look into a mirror, I feel like the thing that looks back at me is about to bite through my fucking neck.

Ahh... Fuck... I should get some sleep maybe cuz this shit is killing me rn.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

At least the lady who removed my stitches didn't fucking scream, I told her to not scream and run away before taking my glasses off, she just laughed and said she is a medical worker and has seen all kinds of shit. I bet she hasn't seen a fucking sinister looking creature staring back at her, but hey she didn't care so it's fine.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

4-5 weeks from now

Someone in dms told me they started looking better 14 days post op in terms of losing the fat and what not. Shit for 4-5 weeks will be a fucking pain in the ass to look like I do rn. Hopefully I'll just lose enough fat to look human in the next week or so.

 

[LackEmpathyTherefor]

Yk, the worst thing is that my swelling is mild right now, the doc said it looks very mild to others who were 7 days post op. My bruising is still visible under certain lightning, but nothing too crazy.

Yet when I look in the mirror, I genuinely don't see a human. I see something that is not a human, something uncanny, something you just want to immediately look away from. My eyes look very small, my PFL looks non-existent right now, my hooding is uncannily positive.

My eyes resemble something that shouldn't be on this planet on a human body, more like an alienish underground predator, the eyes which if you shined a flashlight onto at night time, you would have crippling fear run down your spine.

It is insane. It looks insane. It makes me feel insane. I see dudes that look very okay 9 days post op, yet here I am.

The worst part is, it looks like nothing is wrong anymore in terms of swelling and bruising. It looks like this is the final result, like this is hooding, this is positive hooding, this is what we all want to get, yet this looks so inhumane, so terrible, so fucking cruel and mind-boggling on me.

And others that have claimed that they thought they were botched too at first, they still had visible swelling and everything. I'm sure they still looked like humans, it's just that they looked bad. It's not the case for me.

I REPEAT I DO NOT LOOK LIKE A FUCKING HUMAN RIGHT NOW. I JUST DON'T.

I hope you understand. I just feel like I've been turned into a fucking monster.

i've gotta say if the graft didn't make you better looking it certainly made you funnier lol
very poetic in your writing
bro it doesn't matter what your swelling amount is right now.
swelling is only one step, the next step is actual fat resorbing.
now i think it's less than with infras, so u just need to not be in a surplus ig

and you're not the first one to look weird from supra graft in the beggining.
another guy on the thread looked polish looking at first lmao

i felt like a monster too after trimax cuz of swelling and all, legit didn't want my family to see me. it's part of the process.

 

[LackEmpathyTherefor]

Yes did infras too. I did the mistake by letting him do my temples too, I said dont but he kept insisting and i let him, now im rubbing my temples 24/7 to kill the fat lmao.

how are your infras lookin ?
he also suggested i'd do the temples, weren't they hollow too ? Why do u regret doing it on temples ?

Also the pexy did it reduce your scleral show and make the lid less droopy ?
i'll dm you

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Its 11 days post op now and I still look like a subhuman, I messaged the clinic and they told me not to worry, and its just swelling and I should wait for the graft to settle, but damn I dont feel swollen at all no more, my face doesn't look that bruised anymore.

I genuinely feel like I'm fucking stuck with this look. FUUCK. And It's not just that "oh inject aqualyx bro". No.

It's mid fucking summer bro. I don't want to fucking live the next 6 months of my life sunglassmaxxing and trying to get rid of the excess fat. It's fucking bad. It's really really fucking bad.

I've seen 0 fucking fat resorption as of now.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Wish I could enjoy my summer rn with my friends, but I need to be so fucking isolated rn, I can't go anywhere without my glasses. I hate how I look right now. I look so fucking terrible. The recovery from this is brutal. And maybe that's cope, maybe it's not even the recovery anymore, maybe I'm just botched and need to accept it how it is and get upper bleph asap.

Fuck my life... It's genuinely so fucked. Life is so fucking bad right now.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Some are saying in DM's that it looks "fine". No it does not fucking look fine, looking like a fucking uncanny subhuman is not fine. Anybody who would think that this extremely positive uncanny canthal tilt with teeny tiny eyes looks nice is retarded.

It will be 12 days post op tommorow. Yet the retarded down syndrome look is still in my eyes.

Maybe I fucked up, maybe I truly fucked up with this one. At least when I got buccal fat removal last year, I looked like a human being after a week.

Not to mention my hollow cheeks haven't fully returned, my upper lip still is stiff and looks too big, bigger than my lower lip and IS STIFF ASF. And my face got pimples, idk if this is from the antibiotics or all the slop I ate in Thailand.

 

[vernowwww]

Some are saying in DM's that it looks "fine". No it does not fucking look fine, looking like a fucking uncanny subhuman is not fine. Anybody who would think that this extremely positive uncanny canthal tilt with teeny tiny eyes looks nice is retarded.

It will be 12 days post op tommorow. Yet the retarded down syndrome look is still in my eyes.

Maybe I fucked up, maybe I truly fucked up with this one. At least when I got buccal fat removal last year, I looked like a human being after a week.

Not to mention my hollow cheeks haven't fully returned, my upper lip still is stiff and looks too big, bigger than my lower lip and IS STIFF ASF. And my face got pimples, idk if this is from the antibiotics or all the slop I ate in Thailand.

bro i already told u u wont see much fat loss till after day 14, after that u will see the fat dying no point stressing u will be fine

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

bro i already told u u wont see much fat loss till after day 14, after that u will see the fat dying no point stressing u will be fine

I truly hope the down syndrome will go away

 

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“Trading sanity for looks”

Man ain’t that the truth jfl

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

“Trading sanity for looks”

Man ain’t that the truth jfl

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

“Trading sanity for looks”

Man ain’t that the truth jfl

Currently feels like I'm trading it for down syndrome honestly.

Fuck man I'm so depressed but I can't help but laugh

I worked my ass off for 2 months to get this surgery + plane tickets to thailand, went through all kinds of shit, just to end up with eyes that scream down syndrome.

 

[compost_]

Currently feels like I'm trading it for down syndrome honestly.

Fuck man I'm so depressed but I can't help but laugh

I worked my ass off for 2 months to get this surgery + plane tickets to thailand, went through all kinds of shit, just to end up with eyes that scream down syndrome.

Real decomping till tri this time next year

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Real decomping till tri this time next year

Oh did I forgot to mention Im decomping too rn lol 3 months into it, I'm literally turning myself into a retard as we speak

 

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Oh did I forgot to mention Im decomping too rn lol 3 months into it, I'm literally turning myself into a retard as we speak

Oh brutal

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Oh brutal

It is man, life is very much fucked right now for me. Worst fucking anxiety I've ever had and almost the worst depression too.

 

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It is man, life is very much fucked right now for me. Worst fucking anxiety I've ever had and almost the worst depression too.

the anxiety for me just overthinking tf outta my surgical plan and possible results n not going the way I want or not getting what I want from it makes feel like I’m going insane

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

the anxiety for me just overthinking tf outta my surgical plan and possible results n not going the way I want or not getting what I want from it makes feel like I’m going insane

Now try looking like a down who is scared shitless that he will never look normal again without upper bleph

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

the anxiety for me just overthinking tf outta my surgical plan and possible results n not going the way I want or not getting what I want from it makes feel like I’m going insane

Fortunately I'm just getting a lefort 1 with small impaction, not too much planning needed for that ngl

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

the anxiety for me just overthinking tf outta my surgical plan and possible results n not going the way I want or not getting what I want from it makes feel like I’m going insane

Though I'm eager to find out what kind of syndrome that might give me immediately post op