darkness97
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the hot coworker saga continues.
after i walked out on her, she was crying and i comforted her and apologized. i messaged her and we hashed it out and we started to go out again. we went out two other times together and we had actual dates. when she told me she was never interested in me i realized that she had to be lying and i felt like i intuitively understood her.
after our date last night she in a round a bout way admitted to liking me or being into me. i almost threw my drink at her for lying to me so fucking hard. she then mentioned that i was really feminine and felt like i was a "gay best friend". but i think she was just pissed off and annoyed that i wasn't making a move on her and making her pay for her own shit.
anything that i do that causes her to think or be independent makes her feel like she is in her 'masculine'. i thought she was being fucking stupid. i dress masculine, act masculine and i respect what women tell me. i just look like a 'pretty person' and that isn't within my control. the more masculine i act and become the more scary i become. i could grow a beard but i become really intimidating when i grow one so i am not about it.
i still don't really know how i feel about her, but i will continue hanging out with her.
after i walked out on her, she was crying and i comforted her and apologized. i messaged her and we hashed it out and we started to go out again. we went out two other times together and we had actual dates. when she told me she was never interested in me i realized that she had to be lying and i felt like i intuitively understood her.
after our date last night she in a round a bout way admitted to liking me or being into me. i almost threw my drink at her for lying to me so fucking hard. she then mentioned that i was really feminine and felt like i was a "gay best friend". but i think she was just pissed off and annoyed that i wasn't making a move on her and making her pay for her own shit.
anything that i do that causes her to think or be independent makes her feel like she is in her 'masculine'. i thought she was being fucking stupid. i dress masculine, act masculine and i respect what women tell me. i just look like a 'pretty person' and that isn't within my control. the more masculine i act and become the more scary i become. i could grow a beard but i become really intimidating when i grow one so i am not about it.
i still don't really know how i feel about her, but i will continue hanging out with her.