How long did it take?
Mine's controversial, it was on and off for a while. But I'd say a week after the nail in the coffin. And the crazy part is the most I loved her in our 2 years was 1 week before I stopped caring about her.
Motherfuck. Like a year going for me now. No amount of fuckbuddies can make her disappear.
It all eventually goes away, trust me. You may think she is the love of your life and everything that you'll never forget her even when you are all grown up, but you will. It's a matter of time.
Time really takes everything, huh? Hoping it doesn’t take that long though. Keeping on remembering and thinking about her makes me feel less of a man for whatever reason.
Inspirational. The me of today is smarter than the me of a year or two ago. I’ve learned my faults and bettered myself. Thanks to her, I am now a better man than I may have been before.
Knowing she won't be in your life is a quick way to forget, look you've had this much history with her how can you have a future with her? How can you let yourself be married and have children with a girl that you've had so much history within a bad way. I suggest you also spend your time being outside with friends' family or watching a movie, just distract yourself.
Done that. My gears work slower, but nothing’s disappeared yet.
The really shitty part about all this is that she was friends with many of my friends. Tomboyish, you may call her. They never looked at me the same again for… suppose her lies, so haven’t been talking to them for a while. What “true friend” would just take the word of another they’ve known for a lesser period of time? Losing those I called my “best friends” delivered that second punch, which only makes me think about her more.
You can always start again, find another group of friends and a new woman. They were never your friend, and she was nothing more than a stranger to you. I guarantee you, in 3 months you would have forgotten her and never looked at her the same again.
