Psychophilly
Oxytocin explosion
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that's literally the definition of a genetic dead end. I don't know why i should keep living, a 27yo khhv with no money and future who apparently can't have child either.
I don't think i can cope with this anymore. i don't even feel like going ER anymore, i secretly love all people and don't want them to lose their loved ones.
I thought i wouldn't mind it that much, and will focus on science, become a tesla of some sort. but i know that i can't study shit when i know i will be a khhv forever with no love, no offspring, no place to call home.
Just leveled up in sui from phase why? to phase how? i'm no longer suicidal in a sense that im khvv i should kms, i failed at life i should kms, i failed my parents and brother i should kms. i'm more like OK, how to kms?
I don't think i can cope with this anymore. i don't even feel like going ER anymore, i secretly love all people and don't want them to lose their loved ones.
I thought i wouldn't mind it that much, and will focus on science, become a tesla of some sort. but i know that i can't study shit when i know i will be a khhv forever with no love, no offspring, no place to call home.
Just leveled up in sui from phase why? to phase how? i'm no longer suicidal in a sense that im khvv i should kms, i failed at life i should kms, i failed my parents and brother i should kms. i'm more like OK, how to kms?