I had sex, and it was just a wet hole. Dont live your life for slaying.

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(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing


I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
 
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Don't squander your life force. @Jewgymmaxx @RXnd
 
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All this would have been avoided if you had simply had anal sex with foid
 
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Yeah yeah yeah “sex isn’t everything”

We know bro. But for people who don’t get any play it’s still a huge improvement
 
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You haven’t had tight virgin jb pussy so you wouldn’t know.

You fucked a whore with 59 bodies 😂
 
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If not white girl doesnt count
 
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Either escort pussy is bad, you didn't have any real attraction to her so the experience was ruined, or you were destined to avoid sex :feelshah:
 
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sex without validation is just masturbation with more effort
 
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Either escort pussy is bad, you didn't have any real attraction to her so the experience was ruined, or you were destined to avoid sex :feelshah:
Man give it some thought I'm dropping heat here

And I did acknowledge that, but I came quick the pussy is not even the issue
 
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You haven’t had tight virgin jb pussy so you wouldn’t know.

You fucked a whore with 59 bodies 😂
59 is a low ball her profession is getting cum inside of :forcedsmile:

She was 27, mathematically, as an escort, we should pressume about 10 bodies per month,

That's 120 per year,

Idk how long she's been doing it, but its definitely higher than 59
 
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She was white lol

You think I'd pay money for an ethnic :ROFLMAO:
Don’t you live in Texas? What are the odds you get caught for soliciting a hooker
 
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(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing


I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
tdlr you lost your virginity to a escort instead of a teen gf who’s a virgin aswell and didn’t experience actual sex. Gg, you can’t takyour virginity back now so might aswell kill yourself
 
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tdlr you lost your virginity to a escort instead of a teen gf who’s a virgin aswell and didn’t experience actual sex. Gg, you can’t takyour virginity back now so might aswell kill yourself
I'm not a girl who got her cervix ruptured and bleed out

I'm a male

Idk why people keep saying this, it's quite retarded
 
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I'm not a girl who got her cervix ruptured and bleed out

I'm a male

Idk why people keep saying this, it's quite retarded
Still, your first time should be special.. with a girl you actually love and are attached to
 
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Don’t you live in Texas? What are the odds you get caught for soliciting a hooker
I mean you think the FBI gives a fuck about the lonely dudes who desperately want a crumb of pussy

No, they'll crack down on the website, or the women, nobody gives a fuck about me seeing a escort
 
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Still, your first time should be special.. with a girl you actually love and are attached to
I'm glad it wasn't

The 1 year streak begins with no apprehensions now, it was not special, but very useful

With this impression left in my mind, if you are right, I'm still gaining from it,

Now I can truly lock in
 
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what happened to the cold approaching at walmart nigga?
 
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sex with an escort =/= passionate sex with a real girl desiring you
 
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Truthbomb thread, read and agreed till the last molecule.
 
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sex with an escort =/= passionate sex with a real girl desiring you
I don't disagree

But either way it's fun dopamine, like a drug, like smoking the pipe, like puffing on Zaza

It's just a fun thing, not the purpose of life

You get it, then you come down, and you are not better off for it.
 
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Truthbomb thread, read and agreed till the last molecule.
It wasn't worth the money, like 240$ to have sex

But it was worth 240$ to know sex isn't that important

That realization / mindset is valuable and I will get great use out of it

More guys on here would probably chill out if they fucked an escort
 
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Yea tbh the anticipation of sex is more exciting than the actual sex. Not just for escorts, I used to east my ex's little ass out every other day while she sucked me off and I always imagined myself getting much much more pleasure from it while anticipating it before meeting her.
 
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59 is a low ball her profession is getting cum inside of :forcedsmile:

She was 27, mathematically, as an escort, we should pressume about 10 bodies per month,

That's 120 per year,

Idk how long she's been doing it, but its definitely higher than 59
Did the escort even moan with how many dicks she’s fucked? 😂

I imagine it’s 1m times better with a girl yk not just physically but mentally as well.
 
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I'm glad it wasn't

The 1 year streak begins with no apprehensions now, it was not special, but very useful

With this impression left in my mind, if you are right, I'm still gaining from it,

Now I can truly lock in
Bro, you cannot compare sex with a escort with a girl that actually WANTS you and DESIRES you. it’s not the same..
 
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(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing


I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
Nigga if this is a long thread it's over for our IQ
 
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(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing


I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
lol the reason why you didnt feel anything because it was an escort aka a sexdoll which you didnt have any feelings with. if u have sex with someone u love it will be way different saar
 
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(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing


I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
how did she look like?
 
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Did the escort even moan with how many dicks she’s fucked? 😂

I imagine it’s 1m times better with a girl yk not just physically but mentally as well.
She did yeah

I mean she stopped during round 2 because she said she wasn't enjoying it

Which would imply she enjoyed it initially, I am a good looking guy and she was probably pleasantly suprised

But my dick is below average I know it was fake moans
 
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It wasn't worth the money, like 240$ to have sex

But it was worth 240$ to know sex isn't that important

That realization / mindset is valuable and I will get great use out of it

More guys on here would probably chill out if they fucked an escort
That wouldn't have been your takeaway from your situation if it was a positive experience, you said it was akward and that she sucked you with a condom on:lul:. She also scammed you out of 50 bucks. When you fuck a foid who actually wants your glizzy because she wants you instead of your money you'll change your mind. I'm not arguing it's the goal in life (you say that like its the only other option) but it is important for your mental and if you ever want a stable relationship
 
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how did she look like?
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Honestly facially looked better in person

But has a soulless look to her, lost any semblance of her youthful spark.
 
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That wouldn't have been your takeaway from your situation if it was a positive experience, you said it was akward and that she sucked you with a condom on:lul:. She also scammed you out of 50 bucks. When you fuck a foid who actually wants your glizzy because she wants you instead of your money you'll change your mind. I'm not arguing it's the goal in life (you say that like its the only other option) but it is important for your mental and if you ever want a stable relationship
It was an adequate experience

She just got me hard with the BJ then I fucked with the condom,

It was fine
 
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this is why i love my ai gf tbh
 
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Don't mythologize sex

Mythologize yourself and be remembered
 
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Realistic sex doll tbh.

Imagine how coomfuel inducing to see a low bc girl you met at uni in that way in which you’ve never seen her before. It’s def 10000000000000000x better than that.
 
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It was an adequate experience

She just got me hard with the BJ then I fucked with the condom,

It was fine
No it wasn't, you fucked a nasty whore to fill a void in your heart and failed. You got hard because of excitement/nervousness because it was your first time, not because you actually wanted to fuck her:feelshah:
 
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Realistic sex doll tbh.

Imagine how coomfuel inducing to see a low bc girl you met at uni in that way in which you’ve never seen her before. It’s def 10000000000000000x better than that.
Maybe 2x better

Bunch of virgins wanting to hold on to their fantasy that sex is the grand prize golden ticket willy Wonka type shit

I knew it'd be impossible to convey or be believed, I expected these responses

The high iq niggas will get the point
 
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No it wasn't, you fucked a nasty whore to fill a void in your heart and failed. You got hard because of excitement/nervousness because it was your first time, not because you actually wanted to fuck her:feelshah:
Are you virgin
 
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(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing


I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
Post nut clarity hitting like a truck i see :lul:
 
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800 posts since 2023

I may assume your lying but that checks out, only incel losers like me rack up 10s of thousands of posts per year :ROFLMAO:
 
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(Inb4 "it was a whore nigga doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose

Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing


I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted

After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home

I wasn't even thinking about it,

It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit

I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,

However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore

It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, niggas will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun

Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex

It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.

I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive

Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals

Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward

I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else

Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly

@autistic_tendencies @superpsycho @AuraMaxxing @esoterik @VV62

I'm going on the esoteric arc, I'll be studying Jung, Steiner, P hall, and potentially others

I'll be meditating meticulously to achieve out of body states

I thought I needed to have sex to get over it, and while it is true, that's only because I never felt it

If somebody could adequately understand it through explanation alone, if I could do so, I could have avoided this and stayed virgin with 0 burden on my back

But thats impossible, almost impossible, very hard to convince someone of what I'm here trying to convince you.

Lots of users literally live for it, claim they're "NEETing" and not contributing to society by choice because society doesn't allow them to fuck stacy box

Lots of users have 5-8 years of planned moneymaxxing and surgeries lined up in their mind,

Its crazy. It's not necessary, slaying is not worth dedicating your entire life towards

Live for yourself, you must find your own goal,

Life without a goal is suffering,

You, and I, have confused this, and concluding life without sex is suffering

We we wrong, life without purpose is suffering, and because we all desperately fantasize and resent the world for not being able to have sex, we've placed sex at the finish line

The finish line, is leaving a mark, being a badass in your own right, in your own mind.

Depression is self aggression, you don't hate women, you hate yourself.
Probably cuz she wasn’t a virgin and you had no connection

Condoms are cucked too ngl
 
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Probably cuz she wasn’t a virgin and you had no connection

Condoms are cucked too ngl
Not untrue

But doesn't make my post untrue either

I stand by my take
 
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