alien
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We met IRL 4 weeks ago. Via a meetup group. She DMed me 13 days ago and asked me out on a date, the day after the last meetup we went to. We have since went on four dates and had sex on our 4th date. She's 48. I'm 38. She went through menopause so she can't get pregnant so I fucked her raw. Unfortunately I didn't cum due to nerves. But I was hard as a rock. I made her cum twice. She takes very good care of herself and has nice big bazonkas and a nice fat ass. A tight pussy. Beautiful face. Brunette with brown eyes. She always offers to go Dutch. She even paid for my movie ticket once. I gave her a couple rides home. She cooked me dinner. And she's an amazing cook. She has an amazing sex drive. Loves to give head. I didn't even know women post-menopause craved sex like that.
Back in January 2015 when I had an autistic meltdown at the office and tendered my resignation (they wanted me to stay on until the end of my contract in April) I was a chubby cortisol-filled wagecuck who just broke up with a 2/10 currycel gf. Posting on sluthate like 20 times per day probably. I gave up on life. I wanted to visit Gandy. So I saw no point in wagecucking. Then I met Yogapants on sluthate back in May 2015, my ex-girlfriend, we lived less than 4 km. She gave me hope. But she was certified insane so it didn't last with us. So I went back to rotting and did bitcoin basement (but I didn't keep all my bitcoins, otherwise I would be rich now. So I'm not financially independent) and eventually got into investing in stocks to make passive income.
Back in May 2022 when Yogapants messaged me on reddit, unfortunately she didn't want me back, I was determined to leanmaxx. I was 168.2 lbs back in February 2022 @ 167cm (5'6"). I cut down to like 156-157 lbs in late March. But then I was now determined to cut even more. And then I joined a Planet Fitness in mid-July 2022. And then switched to a better gym in August 2022. I cut all the way down to 128.1 lbs and had visible abs. But I still didn't ascend so I went on a bulk for over a year. I'm up to 153.8 lbs this morning.
So now after leanmaxxing and then going on a bulk gymmaxxing, I met this sexy older woman who thinks I'm sexy. And now it's like "oh shit, I actually have something to lose now by being a lazy NEET." I'm pretty sure she is going to push for us to live together and she is going to want to go on vacations with me and shit. She's not a moocher but I still have to pull my own weight financially. So yeah, I need to get my shit together. But it's probably too late for me to get my shit together. I gave up on life at the age of 29.5 and became a rotter. And now I'm 38.
I think all this time leanmaxxing and gymmaxxing, I never actually thought I would find happiness. I thought it was all just a manlet oldcel COPE. But holy shit, there's a woman who really likes me now. And I'm going to disappoint her by being a loser with no ambition. She has already spoke poorly about her nephews (I think or was it cousins) for being unemployed drug addicts with no ambition. Like I guess I'm not 100% unemployed as I make some income trading. But the vast majority of my income isn't liquid. I have some dividends. But not enough to live off of. I dip into my savings to pay for expenses.
I regret giving up on life at 29.5 and becoming a rotter. (Though it could have worked out amazingly if I held on to my ethereum and bitcoins. Haha.)
Back in January 2015 when I had an autistic meltdown at the office and tendered my resignation (they wanted me to stay on until the end of my contract in April) I was a chubby cortisol-filled wagecuck who just broke up with a 2/10 currycel gf. Posting on sluthate like 20 times per day probably. I gave up on life. I wanted to visit Gandy. So I saw no point in wagecucking. Then I met Yogapants on sluthate back in May 2015, my ex-girlfriend, we lived less than 4 km. She gave me hope. But she was certified insane so it didn't last with us. So I went back to rotting and did bitcoin basement (but I didn't keep all my bitcoins, otherwise I would be rich now. So I'm not financially independent) and eventually got into investing in stocks to make passive income.
Back in May 2022 when Yogapants messaged me on reddit, unfortunately she didn't want me back, I was determined to leanmaxx. I was 168.2 lbs back in February 2022 @ 167cm (5'6"). I cut down to like 156-157 lbs in late March. But then I was now determined to cut even more. And then I joined a Planet Fitness in mid-July 2022. And then switched to a better gym in August 2022. I cut all the way down to 128.1 lbs and had visible abs. But I still didn't ascend so I went on a bulk for over a year. I'm up to 153.8 lbs this morning.
So now after leanmaxxing and then going on a bulk gymmaxxing, I met this sexy older woman who thinks I'm sexy. And now it's like "oh shit, I actually have something to lose now by being a lazy NEET." I'm pretty sure she is going to push for us to live together and she is going to want to go on vacations with me and shit. She's not a moocher but I still have to pull my own weight financially. So yeah, I need to get my shit together. But it's probably too late for me to get my shit together. I gave up on life at the age of 29.5 and became a rotter. And now I'm 38.
I think all this time leanmaxxing and gymmaxxing, I never actually thought I would find happiness. I thought it was all just a manlet oldcel COPE. But holy shit, there's a woman who really likes me now. And I'm going to disappoint her by being a loser with no ambition. She has already spoke poorly about her nephews (I think or was it cousins) for being unemployed drug addicts with no ambition. Like I guess I'm not 100% unemployed as I make some income trading. But the vast majority of my income isn't liquid. I have some dividends. But not enough to live off of. I dip into my savings to pay for expenses.
I regret giving up on life at 29.5 and becoming a rotter. (Though it could have worked out amazingly if I held on to my ethereum and bitcoins. Haha.)
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