5.5+ PSL OR DEATH
- Sep 10, 2018
I just can't bring myself to go out and talk to people. I have some friends but most of the times when they invite me out I just I don't know how else to explain this but I don't have the "energy" to do it. I tried forcing myself but that just didn't work out. I still have some kind of inferiority complex (An inferiority complex is the lack of self-esteem, a doubt and uncertainty about oneself, and feelings of not measuring up to standards. It is often subconscious, and is thought to drive afflicted individuals to overcompensate, resulting either in spectacular achievement or extremely asocial behavior.). I thought I got rid of it bu it still eats me from the inside that feeling of inadaquecy regarding social interactions. This shit even makes me neglect self care because its psychologically harmful. It was kinda bad and I think the overall blackpill ideology or reality reinforced that feeling to the point that its now difficult to even fight back. Why even fight is it really worth it at the end.