I think I'm extremely high inhib and reject white English culture (as a mixed guy) because of the way I was raised.

I was born and raised in the Home Counties in southeast England, known to be full of white racist Tory parents and their offspring, who are equally as racist as their parents.

I am also nametaxed.

Went to grammar school there, and felt racially segregated by the white students because I wasn't white enough for them, despite being half-white. I feel it's to do with how I was raised, rather than my race, as some half-white students were accepted by whites (i.e. the heavily white-washed ones).

Having a brainwashed (but cool and somewhat liberalized) convert former goth-raver mother and strict Arab immigrant dad didn't really help either, I guess. I didn't go to parties at school, didn't do any substances, couldn't blend in with the white students at all. My sister couldn't do these things either (but unlike me, she rebelled like crazy when she went to uni, and now looks like some stereotypical KPOP twitter stan with pink hair and DIY piercings which she doesn't use when she comes home for the holidays).

Some of the mixed white/something else students fitted in very well with the whites, especially the girls. There were two girls who were of the same ethnicity as me (and looked like white people too), were invited to 90% white parties and shit, but were mostly treated as side pieces and there just for entertainment/numbers. These were girls who wanted to be white so badly. One of them after uni even REVERTED BACK to her ethnic culture after trying to live life like a typical white girl. Both girls were also nametaxed.

I also questioned a girl (not nametaxed) who was also mixed and whitewashed (south Asian and white), only kept white friends, desperately wanted to be white and be accepted by them (while rejecting her ethnic side). She got so offended when I told her she wasn't white and wouldn't be accepted fully by white people.

So in secondary school, I mostly stayed with other ethnics, who coped with fancy cars and expensive clothes/thugmaxxing. These people were mostly seen as a source of entertainment. I had only one white friend from school.

I started to develop a strong fear of missing out due to the fact I was raised this way and therefore being extremely cautious about things, and it certainly affected my uni years.

Fast-forward to uni. I did go to parties here and there but avoided any substance abuse because of how high-inhib and protected I was back in secondary school. But after one year, I noticed how fast many of the white students were descending due to substance abuse, mostly alcohol and some drugs. I didn't want to become like them. So I took the time to lean down (I was overweight) and looksmax/take care of my skin, and within midway of my third year, I vastly improved my looks and noticed people treating me a lot better, particularly women. But I was still so high inhib and didn't want to slay like crazy, so I kept to myself and remained incel.

My god, white foids with the strong East End accents, loud voices yelling "LICHERALLY" in the library and baggy clothes annoyed the fuck out of me. They were so white they refused to associate with any non-whites.

I think all this made me the guy I am today; avoidant of substance abuse/cheap junk food, and chooses not to partake in FwB/one-night stands. But I think it somewhat damaged me in a sense that I'm extremely high inhib about the activities I do (e.g. I never went to any festivals because I'm frightened about the stuff that goes on in there, like stampedes, plus sleeping in a minging tent) and people thinking I'm odd because I don't like meaningless slays (body count of 1 at age 24 from a failed relationship from a toxic girl).

I also don't want to get a whole set of STIs either; I like being clean. I kept that a secret from many of the people I did drinking games with at uni (I drank water JFL), because I know I'd be laughed at if I revealed I was a virgin at the time when they talked about sex acts they did. A body count of 0 as a male is frankly laughable, especially for a white-looking male like me.

After being unable to fit in with white people and their culture during secondary school, I started to embrace my ethnic side and rejected almost all white values, as I know I never will fit in with them anyway, especially not in what I believe is the most racist area of the UK. Most of my friends were other ethnics; the few that lived in my county and their friends who lived in London. I made friends with mostly ethnic students at Uni, but sometimes did DnD/nerdy activities with some white students (I didn't keep friends with any of them as they went their own ways). I feel I fit in better with other ethnics (of any ethnicity) rather than whites as I know I am free to be myself, embrace my culture without being judged.

And I guess that's why I don't include most the vast majority of white women in my dating pool; their dating style in general isn't compatible with my lifestyle. I don't think they'd feel comfortable with having a bunch of ethnic men with them either (i.e. me and my friends.)

No, I'm not a total pushover either, despite looking like some beta Cole Sprouse clone nerd. I do rock climbing, wouldn't be hesitant to fight other men (not women and children) if my safety is compromised and thinking of joining boxing classes. Being a man's man is definitely appealing to me; we were born to protect women and our offspring.

I wonder if being raised this way made me the high inhib, white-rejecting guy I am today.
I did read:geek:. but seriously you might be high inhib but you should be grateful you did not get sucked into the drinking and drugs culture of white anglos. I was into that for the past couple of years and it hit my body hard. drinking and smoking is fun but will ruin your looks. one white girl I know does ketamine, drinks and smokes all the time. she has literally aged by 5 years in the past year, her and her boyfriend both look like shit now. the reason white people are said to age badly is because of the drinking and drugs culture, I believe.

aside from this I encourage you to reconnect with your ethnic side. dont get poisoned by the joke that is modern culture you will regret it. you will be able to go for trad ethnic girls too.

also south east UK is not the most racist. visit some other parts of UK and the local whites just use the N word freely. you NEVER see this happen in the south east.
 
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I did read:geek:. but seriously you might be high inhib but you should be grateful you did not get sucked into the drinking and drugs culture of white anglos. I was into that for the past couple of years and it hit my body hard. drinking and smoking is fun but will ruin your looks. one white girl I know does ketamine, drinks and smokes all the time. she has literally aged by 5 years in the past year, her and her boyfriend both look like shit now. the reason white people are said to age badly is because of the drinking and drugs culture, I believe.

aside from this I encourage you to reconnect with your ethnic side. dont get poisoned by the joke that is modern culture you will regret it. you will be able to go for trad ethnic girls too.

also south east UK is not the most racist. visit some other parts of UK and the local whites just use the N word freely. you NEVER see this happen in the south east.
I agree with me being high inhib and I don't know how white anglos find drinking, smoking and doing drugs a cool thing to do. I'm worried I'd descend hard. Plus all those shitty takeaways they eat?
I know one guy from the North who lives down here now who did all that stuff (except smoking and drinking) - he already looks 28 and he's 25
I've been told I look quite young for my age, but I guess I'd attribute it to my lifestyle.

Nice! I think my clean lifestyle would increase my appeal to trad ethnic girls - most girls who prefer guys with cleaner lifestyles tend to be ethnics from observations. I fully embrace my ethnic side and to be fair, I don't really connect with my white side that much, apart from say my looks and music/TV preferences.

I studied in the North; of course people are much more racist there. But still they are in the South despite the large amount of multiculturalism, but they tend to be more subtle about it.
 
why connect with the side that's a failo with a shit nigger rap culture? just become more white
 
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why connect with the side that's a failo with a shit rap culture? just become more white
I don't connect with white culture that much apart from maybe the music is quite nice.
 
why connect with the side that's a failo with a shit nigger rap culture? just become more white
ethnic culture is a failio to whores because ethnics arent afraid to hate on gross women. if you are an ethnic who is serious about being happy in life, take advantage of the ethnic culture you have a link too and exploit it to find a relatively modest and mentally stable life partner. just as white people get rightfully shat on for trying to act like niggas, ethnics should not want to act like white people. look at the state of modern white people ffs. medicated, lazy, bitter and stupid.
I agree with me being high inhib and I don't know how white anglos find drinking, smoking and doing drugs a cool thing to do. I'm worried I'd descend hard. Plus all those shitty takeaways they eat?
I know one guy from the North who lives down here now who did all that stuff (except smoking and drinking) - he already looks 28 and he's 25
I've been told I look quite young for my age, but I guess I'd attribute it to my lifestyle.

Nice! I think my clean lifestyle would increase my appeal to trad ethnic girls - most girls who prefer guys with cleaner lifestyles tend to be ethnics from observations. I fully embrace my ethnic side and to be fair, I don't really connect with my white side that much, apart from say my looks and music/TV preferences.

I studied in the North; of course people are much more racist there. But still they are in the South despite the large amount of multiculturalism, but they tend to be more subtle about it.
western culture accepts drinking as the best way of socialising. even business events offer champagne to guests. it is ingrained since a young age that alcohol = good and alcohol is easily available everywhere. I was given alcohol by parents before I was even 10.

I used to look very young for my age (getting ID'd for energy drinks as a 19 year old) but now I look my age, mostly due to harsh conditions +drink, drugs, roids and smoking. rarely get ID'd now and I hate it so I am anti-agemaxxing before its too late.
 
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ethnic culture is a failio to whores because ethnics arent afraid to hate on gross women. if you are an ethnic who is serious about being happy in life, take advantage of the ethnic culture you have a link too and exploit it to find a relatively modest and mentally stable life partner. just as white people get rightfully shat on for trying to act like niggas, ethnics should not want to act like white people. look at the state of modern white people ffs. medicated, lazy, bitter and stupid.

western culture accepts drinking as the best way of socialising. even business events offer champagne to guests. it is ingrained since a young age that alcohol = good and alcohol is easily available everywhere. I was given alcohol by parents before I was even 10.

I used to look very young for my age (getting ID'd for energy drinks as a 19 year old) but now I look my age, mostly due to harsh conditions +drink, drugs, roids and smoking. rarely get ID'd now and I hate it so I am anti-agemaxxing before its too late.
I am aware of that yes. What's so special about white women? They age fast, have a degenerate lifestyle and are so judgemental about what we ethnics do.

I always used to be ID'd before going into clubs right until I was 22 when I was at uni. Even then, I was clean and just liked to observe people while with a small circle of ethnic friends.

See this:
 
I am aware of that yes. What's so special about white women? They age fast, have a degenerate lifestyle and are so judgemental about what we ethnics do.

I always used to be ID'd before going into clubs right until I was 22 when I was at uni. Even then, I was clean and just liked to observe people while with a small circle of ethnic friends.

See this:
white woman are dominant in all forms of media as being the pinnacle of beauty. media spends all its time licking the collective pussies of white women. white women experience zero social barriers to anything they try. also pale features do just look better on women. whether that is biological or social im not sure.

with this considered it makes sense that the typical normie who is plugged in to the media matrix would obsess over white women. who, like you said, age like shit, are whores and often very dirty and unclean in private.
 
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How old are you?

You need to have a phase where you party, anon.
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I was born and raised in the Home Counties in southeast England, known to be full of white racist Tory parents and their offspring, who are equally as racist as their parents.

I am also nametaxed.

Went to grammar school there, and felt racially segregated by the white students because I wasn't white enough for them, despite being half-white. I feel it's to do with how I was raised, rather than my race, as some half-white students were accepted by whites (i.e. the heavily white-washed ones).

Having a brainwashed (but cool and somewhat liberalized) convert former goth-raver mother and strict Arab immigrant dad didn't really help either, I guess. I didn't go to parties at school, didn't do any substances, couldn't blend in with the white students at all. My sister couldn't do these things either (but unlike me, she rebelled like crazy when she went to uni, and now looks like some stereotypical KPOP twitter stan with pink hair and DIY piercings which she doesn't use when she comes home for the holidays).

Some of the mixed white/something else students fitted in very well with the whites, especially the girls. There were two girls who were of the same ethnicity as me (and looked like white people too), were invited to 90% white parties and shit, but were mostly treated as side pieces and there just for entertainment/numbers. These were girls who wanted to be white so badly. One of them after uni even REVERTED BACK to her ethnic culture after trying to live life like a typical white girl. Both girls were also nametaxed.

I also questioned a girl (not nametaxed) who was also mixed and whitewashed (south Asian and white), only kept white friends, desperately wanted to be white and be accepted by them (while rejecting her ethnic side). She got so offended when I told her she wasn't white and wouldn't be accepted fully by white people.

So in secondary school, I mostly stayed with other ethnics, who coped with fancy cars and expensive clothes/thugmaxxing. These people were mostly seen as a source of entertainment. I had only one white friend from school.

I started to develop a strong fear of missing out due to the fact I was raised this way and therefore being extremely cautious about things, and it certainly affected my uni years.

Fast-forward to uni. I did go to parties here and there but avoided any substance abuse because of how high-inhib and protected I was back in secondary school. But after one year, I noticed how fast many of the white students were descending due to substance abuse, mostly alcohol and some drugs. I didn't want to become like them. So I took the time to lean down (I was overweight) and looksmax/take care of my skin, and within midway of my third year, I vastly improved my looks and noticed people treating me a lot better, particularly women. But I was still so high inhib and didn't want to slay like crazy, so I kept to myself and remained incel.

My god, white foids with the strong East End accents, loud voices yelling "LICHERALLY" in the library and baggy clothes annoyed the fuck out of me. They were so white they refused to associate with any non-whites.

I think all this made me the guy I am today; avoidant of substance abuse/cheap junk food, and chooses not to partake in FwB/one-night stands. But I think it somewhat damaged me in a sense that I'm extremely high inhib about the activities I do (e.g. I never went to any festivals because I'm frightened about the stuff that goes on in there, like stampedes, plus sleeping in a minging tent) and people thinking I'm odd because I don't like meaningless slays (body count of 1 at age 24 from a failed relationship from a toxic girl).

I also don't want to get a whole set of STIs either; I like being clean. I kept that a secret from many of the people I did drinking games with at uni (I drank water JFL), because I know I'd be laughed at if I revealed I was a virgin at the time when they talked about sex acts they did. A body count of 0 as a male is frankly laughable, especially for a white-looking male like me.

After being unable to fit in with white people and their culture during secondary school, I started to embrace my ethnic side and rejected almost all white values, as I know I never will fit in with them anyway, especially not in what I believe is the most racist area of the UK. Most of my friends were other ethnics; the few that lived in my county and their friends who lived in London. I made friends with mostly ethnic students at Uni, but sometimes did DnD/nerdy activities with some white students (I didn't keep friends with any of them as they went their own ways). I feel I fit in better with other ethnics (of any ethnicity) rather than whites as I know I am free to be myself, embrace my culture without being judged.

And I guess that's why I don't include most the vast majority of white women in my dating pool; their dating style in general isn't compatible with my lifestyle. I don't think they'd feel comfortable with having a bunch of ethnic men with them either (i.e. me and my friends.)

No, I'm not a total pushover either, despite looking like some beta Cole Sprouse clone nerd. I do rock climbing, wouldn't be hesitant to fight other men (not women and children) if my safety is compromised and thinking of joining boxing classes. Being a man's man is definitely appealing to me; we were born to protect women and our offspring.

I wonder if being raised this way made me the high inhib, white-rejecting guy I am today.
Can 100% relate to this upbringing can really shape you especially not wanting to be involved with the drugs side of things . It is also super hard to relate to a lot of whites at university if your not into That Culture/ don’t Play Sports
 
I was born and raised in the Home Counties in southeast England, known to be full of white racist Tory parents and their offspring, who are equally as racist as their parents.

I am also nametaxed.

Went to grammar school there, and felt racially segregated by the white students because I wasn't white enough for them, despite being half-white. I feel it's to do with how I was raised, rather than my race, as some half-white students were accepted by whites (i.e. the heavily white-washed ones).

Having a brainwashed (but cool and somewhat liberalized) convert former goth-raver mother and strict Arab immigrant dad didn't really help either, I guess. I didn't go to parties at school, didn't do any substances, couldn't blend in with the white students at all. My sister couldn't do these things either (but unlike me, she rebelled like crazy when she went to uni, and now looks like some stereotypical KPOP twitter stan with pink hair and DIY piercings which she doesn't use when she comes home for the holidays).

Some of the mixed white/something else students fitted in very well with the whites, especially the girls. There were two girls who were of the same ethnicity as me (and looked like white people too), were invited to 90% white parties and shit, but were mostly treated as side pieces and there just for entertainment/numbers. These were girls who wanted to be white so badly. One of them after uni even REVERTED BACK to her ethnic culture after trying to live life like a typical white girl. Both girls were also nametaxed.

I also questioned a girl (not nametaxed) who was also mixed and whitewashed (south Asian and white), only kept white friends, desperately wanted to be white and be accepted by them (while rejecting her ethnic side). She got so offended when I told her she wasn't white and wouldn't be accepted fully by white people.

So in secondary school, I mostly stayed with other ethnics, who coped with fancy cars and expensive clothes/thugmaxxing. These people were mostly seen as a source of entertainment. I had only one white friend from school.

I started to develop a strong fear of missing out due to the fact I was raised this way and therefore being extremely cautious about things, and it certainly affected my uni years.

Fast-forward to uni. I did go to parties here and there but avoided any substance abuse because of how high-inhib and protected I was back in secondary school. But after one year, I noticed how fast many of the white students were descending due to substance abuse, mostly alcohol and some drugs. I didn't want to become like them. So I took the time to lean down (I was overweight) and looksmax/take care of my skin, and within midway of my third year, I vastly improved my looks and noticed people treating me a lot better, particularly women. But I was still so high inhib and didn't want to slay like crazy, so I kept to myself and remained incel.

My god, white foids with the strong East End accents, loud voices yelling "LICHERALLY" in the library and baggy clothes annoyed the fuck out of me. They were so white they refused to associate with any non-whites.

I think all this made me the guy I am today; avoidant of substance abuse/cheap junk food, and chooses not to partake in FwB/one-night stands. But I think it somewhat damaged me in a sense that I'm extremely high inhib about the activities I do (e.g. I never went to any festivals because I'm frightened about the stuff that goes on in there, like stampedes, plus sleeping in a minging tent) and people thinking I'm odd because I don't like meaningless slays (body count of 1 at age 24 from a failed relationship from a toxic girl).

I also don't want to get a whole set of STIs either; I like being clean. I kept that a secret from many of the people I did drinking games with at uni (I drank water JFL), because I know I'd be laughed at if I revealed I was a virgin at the time when they talked about sex acts they did. A body count of 0 as a male is frankly laughable, especially for a white-looking male like me.

After being unable to fit in with white people and their culture during secondary school, I started to embrace my ethnic side and rejected almost all white values, as I know I never will fit in with them anyway, especially not in what I believe is the most racist area of the UK. Most of my friends were other ethnics; the few that lived in my county and their friends who lived in London. I made friends with mostly ethnic students at Uni, but sometimes did DnD/nerdy activities with some white students (I didn't keep friends with any of them as they went their own ways). I feel I fit in better with other ethnics (of any ethnicity) rather than whites as I know I am free to be myself, embrace my culture without being judged.

And I guess that's why I don't include most the vast majority of white women in my dating pool; their dating style in general isn't compatible with my lifestyle. I don't think they'd feel comfortable with having a bunch of ethnic men with them either (i.e. me and my friends.)

No, I'm not a total pushover either, despite looking like some beta Cole Sprouse clone nerd. I do rock climbing, wouldn't be hesitant to fight other men (not women and children) if my safety is compromised and thinking of joining boxing classes. Being a man's man is definitely appealing to me; we were born to protect women and our offspring.

I wonder if being raised this way made me the high inhib, white-rejecting guy I am today.



Interesting read.


This is exactly why I'm against mix-racing. The child suffers.
 
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I was born and raised in the Home Counties in southeast England, known to be full of white racist Tory parents and their offspring, who are equally as racist as their parents.

I am also nametaxed.

Went to grammar school there, and felt racially segregated by the white students because I wasn't white enough for them, despite being half-white. I feel it's to do with how I was raised, rather than my race, as some half-white students were accepted by whites (i.e. the heavily white-washed ones).

Having a brainwashed (but cool and somewhat liberalized) convert former goth-raver mother and strict Arab immigrant dad didn't really help either, I guess. I didn't go to parties at school, didn't do any substances, couldn't blend in with the white students at all. My sister couldn't do these things either (but unlike me, she rebelled like crazy when she went to uni, and now looks like some stereotypical KPOP twitter stan with pink hair and DIY piercings which she doesn't use when she comes home for the holidays).

Some of the mixed white/something else students fitted in very well with the whites, especially the girls. There were two girls who were of the same ethnicity as me (and looked like white people too), were invited to 90% white parties and shit, but were mostly treated as side pieces and there just for entertainment/numbers. These were girls who wanted to be white so badly. One of them after uni even REVERTED BACK to her ethnic culture after trying to live life like a typical white girl. Both girls were also nametaxed.

I also questioned a girl (not nametaxed) who was also mixed and whitewashed (south Asian and white), only kept white friends, desperately wanted to be white and be accepted by them (while rejecting her ethnic side). She got so offended when I told her she wasn't white and wouldn't be accepted fully by white people.

So in secondary school, I mostly stayed with other ethnics, who coped with fancy cars and expensive clothes/thugmaxxing. These people were mostly seen as a source of entertainment. I had only one white friend from school.

I started to develop a strong fear of missing out due to the fact I was raised this way and therefore being extremely cautious about things, and it certainly affected my uni years.

Fast-forward to uni. I did go to parties here and there but avoided any substance abuse because of how high-inhib and protected I was back in secondary school. But after one year, I noticed how fast many of the white students were descending due to substance abuse, mostly alcohol and some drugs. I didn't want to become like them. So I took the time to lean down (I was overweight) and looksmax/take care of my skin, and within midway of my third year, I vastly improved my looks and noticed people treating me a lot better, particularly women. But I was still so high inhib and didn't want to slay like crazy, so I kept to myself and remained incel.

My god, white foids with the strong East End accents, loud voices yelling "LICHERALLY" in the library and baggy clothes annoyed the fuck out of me. They were so white they refused to associate with any non-whites.

I think all this made me the guy I am today; avoidant of substance abuse/cheap junk food, and chooses not to partake in FwB/one-night stands. But I think it somewhat damaged me in a sense that I'm extremely high inhib about the activities I do (e.g. I never went to any festivals because I'm frightened about the stuff that goes on in there, like stampedes, plus sleeping in a minging tent) and people thinking I'm odd because I don't like meaningless slays (body count of 1 at age 24 from a failed relationship from a toxic girl).

I also don't want to get a whole set of STIs either; I like being clean. I kept that a secret from many of the people I did drinking games with at uni (I drank water JFL), because I know I'd be laughed at if I revealed I was a virgin at the time when they talked about sex acts they did. A body count of 0 as a male is frankly laughable, especially for a white-looking male like me.

After being unable to fit in with white people and their culture during secondary school, I started to embrace my ethnic side and rejected almost all white values, as I know I never will fit in with them anyway, especially not in what I believe is the most racist area of the UK. Most of my friends were other ethnics; the few that lived in my county and their friends who lived in London. I made friends with mostly ethnic students at Uni, but sometimes did DnD/nerdy activities with some white students (I didn't keep friends with any of them as they went their own ways). I feel I fit in better with other ethnics (of any ethnicity) rather than whites as I know I am free to be myself, embrace my culture without being judged.

And I guess that's why I don't include most the vast majority of white women in my dating pool; their dating style in general isn't compatible with my lifestyle. I don't think they'd feel comfortable with having a bunch of ethnic men with them either (i.e. me and my friends.)

No, I'm not a total pushover either, despite looking like some beta Cole Sprouse clone nerd. I do rock climbing, wouldn't be hesitant to fight other men (not women and children) if my safety is compromised and thinking of joining boxing classes. Being a man's man is definitely appealing to me; we were born to protect women and our offspring.

I wonder if being raised this way made me the high inhib, white-rejecting guy I am today.
It's probably a combination of your personality at birth and the trauma you experienced as a child, that made you high inhib. I don't see it as bad though, as long as you enjoy your life, it does not seem like you hate it. But yeah you might resent white people a bit, in which case it would be beneficial for you to forgive the white race.
 
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I give a fuck you dumb lightbluecel faggot. Shut your little cunt and start sucking on my balls
 
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Suck it the way your family sucked mine? :feelsgood:
 

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