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Last year I met this amazing girl, and as we got to know each other we clearly developed feeling for each other. Everybody else noticed and actually even joked about it openly....I was too high inhibition to ask her out though so in her last week here she actually asked me out....told me we should go having dinner together sometimes. I was too high inhibition to even accept her invitation and made up some excuses.
anyway even before that we spent whole evenings together walking alone throughout the city....clearly touching each other but nobody made the final move
then she had to move back to France (she was in erasmus) and she invited me to come visiting her in Paris....multiple times
we used to chat all the times....but gradually less and less
we used to watch each other stories on Instagram all the times.....one time I didn't do it on purpose to see if she would even notice and remember me and damn...she did notice because the next day (and the day after that) she didn't watch mine despite being online all the time....before that she never missed a single story I shared.
fast forward to now.....I'm pretty sure she is now dating another guy even though she's still kind and very nice to me sending me long texts ecc. I'm gonna rope soon.
P.S: I'm angry as fuck for two reason:
1) This girl was HOT and traditional.....she wasn't the classical slut, indeed in the 6 months she spent in erasmus (where all girls usually fuck everybody) she didn't fuck anybody. I know because I was her roommate, and no she didn't spend nights to somebody's else places or shit like that. She never even went clubbing. We used to go out all together with my other roomates.
I even checked tinder all the time to look if she was there, and nope
Damn she was so nice and I wanted to LTR her...if I did I'd have become a classical normie with a cute girlfriend who he met through his social circle. Indeed, it's my opinion that there isn't much of a difference between us and a normie....we are all in the 80% and for us the only way to LTR a cute girl is through a social circle. Indeed, the proof is that when these guys break up with their gfs they get depressed because they can't find another girlfriend for a very looong time.
2) My high inhibition keeps ruining my life. I couldn't even accept an invitation of an official date made by HER. My looks isn't much of problem now that I've looksmaxed. The problem is that I'm a 28yo virgin and I'm afraid to have my first time with a girl I like. Or actually with anybody....I think they would laugh at me even an escort and deep down I can't bear that.
That's why teenage years are so important, you have to make all the experience back then and not when you're an adult. It screw you mentally.
Fuck my life.
anyway even before that we spent whole evenings together walking alone throughout the city....clearly touching each other but nobody made the final move
then she had to move back to France (she was in erasmus) and she invited me to come visiting her in Paris....multiple times
we used to chat all the times....but gradually less and less
we used to watch each other stories on Instagram all the times.....one time I didn't do it on purpose to see if she would even notice and remember me and damn...she did notice because the next day (and the day after that) she didn't watch mine despite being online all the time....before that she never missed a single story I shared.
fast forward to now.....I'm pretty sure she is now dating another guy even though she's still kind and very nice to me sending me long texts ecc. I'm gonna rope soon.
P.S: I'm angry as fuck for two reason:
1) This girl was HOT and traditional.....she wasn't the classical slut, indeed in the 6 months she spent in erasmus (where all girls usually fuck everybody) she didn't fuck anybody. I know because I was her roommate, and no she didn't spend nights to somebody's else places or shit like that. She never even went clubbing. We used to go out all together with my other roomates.
I even checked tinder all the time to look if she was there, and nope
Damn she was so nice and I wanted to LTR her...if I did I'd have become a classical normie with a cute girlfriend who he met through his social circle. Indeed, it's my opinion that there isn't much of a difference between us and a normie....we are all in the 80% and for us the only way to LTR a cute girl is through a social circle. Indeed, the proof is that when these guys break up with their gfs they get depressed because they can't find another girlfriend for a very looong time.
2) My high inhibition keeps ruining my life. I couldn't even accept an invitation of an official date made by HER. My looks isn't much of problem now that I've looksmaxed. The problem is that I'm a 28yo virgin and I'm afraid to have my first time with a girl I like. Or actually with anybody....I think they would laugh at me even an escort and deep down I can't bear that.
That's why teenage years are so important, you have to make all the experience back then and not when you're an adult. It screw you mentally.
Fuck my life.
