couragecel
Romantic, but heartless
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I’m 17, and the photo I use as my avatar is actually me, so you already know what I look like. I started looking into looksmaxxing in 2024 to get clear skin and catch the eye of a girl I liked; then I just went deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole. At first, it was just YouTube Shorts about facial exercises, Oscar Patel, and stuff like that. But when I discovered Alain Delon, Richard Ramirez, and the world of "edits," I was fascinated. By mid-December 2024, I started eating only meat, eggs, fruit, and milk, while fasting, tanning as much as possible, and walking a lot. That’s how my year went—improving my haircut, clothes, and behavior. Nowadays, I’m the kind of guy who’s constantly measuring other people's facial features; I feel like I’m living in an edit all the time, and I get angry if I spot even a single pore on my face. I always want a perfect, glowing face, perfect hair, and an impeccable look—just to go to school. My skin is better than any girl's I see at school. All of this intensified threefold after I joined the "org"; my mind revolves around Alain Delon, Richard Ramirez, Dorian Gray, supermodels, and bell curves.