im such a loser fucking hate way im living but i cant change it and i only get worse

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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
 
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DID NOT READ NIGGA KEEP WRITING ESSAYS
 
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Didn’t read but it sounds like ur just lazy, unmotivated and a bitch.


You know exactly what to do, yet you still don’t it.

Don’t ask others for advice. U arenr willing to suffer,

You already know how to do it. You just don’t.

U can keep crying on a forum or u can actually go change
 
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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
dnr, but for the title you seem like a bitch ass lazy nigger, if you're not willing to do anything just ropemaxx tbf.
blast caffeine and roids to get some motivation tho
 
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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
I feel u bro tho we have different problems
 
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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
Raypeat diet or raw primal go into the sun alot. If u live near the beach js go there and get some sun in while staring at buns .
 
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Raypeat diet or raw primal go into the sun alot
Funny GIF
 
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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
read every molecule maybe a antidepressant would make you more motivated

but for now, all you really are is lazy
 
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Accept it and LDAR all day boyo
This is the life
 
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Didn’t read but it sounds like ur just lazy, unmotivated and a bitch.


You know exactly what to do, yet you still don’t it.

Don’t ask others for advice. U arenr willing to suffer,

You already know how to do it. You just don’t.

U can keep crying on a forum or u can actually go change
yea gng i hate myself but not enough

im all 3 of these things bro but its only gotten worse n worse gng

like bro the lazy n unmotivated part i dont get cs i used to feel it and been able to push through and it wasnt as bad yk like only a little its fightable but nows its like so strong my desire my willpower to do anything is so low or super hard to fight i need to argue or make some conditions for doing it
 
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dnr, but for the title you seem like a bitch ass lazy nigger, if you're not willing to do anything just ropemaxx tbf.
blast caffeine and roids to get some motivation tho
fair i been thinking to ropemaxx but i dont fully feel like doing it and im not fully into the idea but at this path im on i dont know whats gonna happen next
 
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yea gng i hate myself but not enough

im all 3 of these things bro but its only gotten worse n worse gng

like bro the lazy n unmotivated part i dont get cs i used to feel it and been able to push through and it wasnt as bad yk like only a little its fightable but nows its like so strong my desire my willpower to do anything is so low or super hard to fight i need to argue or make some conditions for doing it
Dw man I’ve been there


I believe In u brah
 
Bro just find a goal and lock in on that
Also get enough sleep I’ve had weeks where all I could do is doom scroll and lay in bed but once I got enough slept and had a routine in my day and something to get better at and achieve I was locked also smoke less weed if you do
 
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Bro just find a goal and lock in on that
Also get enough sleep I’ve had weeks where all I could do is doom scroll and lay in bed but once I got enough slept and had a routine in my day and something to get better at and achieve I was locked also smoke less weed if you do
1. wouldnt believe me if i told u how cooked i am mby im js lazy ngl

2. my sleep schedule is fucking shit i sleep at 4 am and wake up 9 am daily then nap then js repeat cycle maybe i have brainfog maybe fixing this can be the path to fixing my mental state n then ascending
 
1. wouldnt believe me if i told u how cooked i am mby im js lazy ngl

2. my sleep schedule is fucking shit i sleep at 4 am and wake up 9 am daily then nap then js repeat cycle maybe i have brainfog maybe fixing this can be the path to fixing my mental state n then ascending
Mental state isn’t the issue it’s you my mental state is horrible and I’ve never been more locked in
 
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I am also very lazy cause life doesn't seem to be worth the effort

being subpar looking is a curse
 
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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
It’s pretty simple. Get off TikTok and go outside at 9am and come back at 9pm for like 2 weeks once you see what the outside world is like you’ll prolly feel more motivation to do the necessary things. Summer is tough because during the school year it is like the promise land, it’s what all of our work is leading to. But once summer arrives, in some ways it is worse than the school year. Summer is only fun and cool af if you’re actually out and doing things and meeting new people. If you just sit inside all day you may as well just be in school. This is brutal because I know what you’re taking about. If your around other people more I think you’ll be more hopeful about your situation. Pm me if you actually want help bro. I do wanna help you bro this is the worst way to live. But if you’re unwilling to take any first steps then you may as well rot unfortunately.
 
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It’s pretty simple. Get off TikTok and go outside at 9am and come back at 9pm for like 2 weeks once you see what the outside world is like you’ll prolly feel more motivation to do the necessary things. Summer is tough because during the school year it is like the promise land, it’s what all of our work is leading to. But once summer arrives, in some ways it is worse than the school year. Summer is only fun and cool af if you’re actually out and doing things and meeting new people. If you just sit inside all day you may as well just be in school. This is brutal because I know what you’re taking about. If your around other people more I think you’ll be more hopeful about your situation. Pm me if you actually want help bro. I do wanna help you bro this is the worst way to live. But if you’re unwilling to take any first steps then you may as well rot unfortunately.
yes bro everytime i go outside i feel good, i feel better, i get motivated. i went to the mall, saw baddies n shit and that motivated me. i dont go os much but ive tried to make more advances bc i stay inside all day from the time i wake up until like 5pm-9pm cus i watch siblings i cant rlly go unless theyre off n when theyre off i js procrasinate n lazymaxx.

im dead just fucking gonna try to fight the fuck out of myself n push myself through all atp bc one time i felt so bad yet i kept going to do more work bc i knew i had to n i still did it and after i got my reward the game.
 
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yes bro everytime i go outside i feel good, i feel better, i get motivated. i went to the mall, saw baddies n shit and that motivated me. i dont go os much but ive tried to make more advances bc i stay inside all day from the time i wake up until like 5pm-9pm cus i watch siblings i cant rlly go unless theyre off n when theyre off i js procrasinate n lazymaxx.

im dead just fucking gonna try to fight the fuck out of myself n push myself through all atp bc one time i felt so bad yet i kept going to do more work bc i knew i had to n i still did it and after i got my reward the game.
Fr it’s do or die
 
im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.

ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.

this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.

my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.

all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.

but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with

idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.

im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.


TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning

if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
Try to reduce things little by little; quitting everything overnight will be tough on your brain. Get some more sleep and don't overuse TikTok. It's difficult, yes, but try to cut down
 
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