ascendingincel3179
blackincel
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im such a loser i feel so demotivated, i have no energy to do anything even playing video games my favorite thing that interests me, i still procrasinate it and don't play it i have to force myself n remind myself.
ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.
this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.
my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.
all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.
but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with
idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.
im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.
TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning
if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly
ITS A BATTLE to take care of myself. I legit wake up, doomscroll. I hear my alarm, I get out of bed to turn it off then sleep in.
this summer i was supposed to ascend, workout, and get money. i barely get money, i don't workout, and ive descended more then ascended.
my biggest struggle is acne, i legit lowered my acne in 2 weeks by js having a good consistent routine. i legit bought adapalene, yet i never use it.
all this fucking talk about ascending, quitting my bad habits, adn when times come i cant.
but now its gotten even worse. even things i like, even basic self-care, i dead fight with myself my own brain just to do smth and even that has conditions. whenever i used to do good things the start would be hard once i did it, i wouldnt care and after a bit id like it n b happy asl. now i js want it to be over with
idk why im posting here im js need somewhere to let ts out cus idk what the fuck is wrong with me. i doomscroll for hours a day, stay up late to 3-5 am daily. i g**n daily, im a fucking loser. I keep getting worse n worse, no motivation, no tiktok can motivate me anymore ive legit reached rock bottom. i always think id fix it but the truth is i like it. i like all the bad shit im doing cus my willpower to improve isnt strong enough n even tho i hate myself i really dont ccare.
im gonna go back to school chopped, same guy, worst than before. at ts rate ill never fucking lose my v card.
TLDR: I have no energy to do nothing not even basic self care. Im addicted to doomscrolling/gooning
if u have gone thru smth like this or anything simillar or what to do if i could get my feelings back id b happy bro i feel like shit but i dont wanna do anything i dont know what to do honestly