Might kill myself someday

[Gengar]

I don't have a reason to stay.

 

[Gengar]

I'm not suicidal or anything. Far from it, actually. Just looking at this realistically. It just seems like an inevitable reality. I'm not talking anytime soon, I'm talking years from now. Decades, maybe. By that time, though, I will have been forgotten by people here, so that's good for two reasons. It means no one can feel bad for me nor can anyone celebrate it. I'll be forgotten in real life too, because I'm planning on moving to a new city someday, somewhere I've never been before.

I'm not the kind of person to talk about this stuff in real life. I'll just laugh, smile, make jokes you think aren't even funny. Or I'll be completely quiet. So I would never consider going into therapy or even talking to my friends about this. I just don't want any help. It's kind of funny because I'm often the guy who does help others. But I'm fine with that, I like helping others. I just don't like getting help in return. I don't know why, but I'm the same with gifts. I like giving them, but I don't want any myself. It's weird. I'm weird.

Serious replies only, I will be deleting troll posts. I never do this normally in my threads. Feel free to shitpost in the meantime, though, because I'll be making some chai first and then I'm gonna chill in the backyard and drink my chai in isolation. Then I gotta do some garden work since I haven't done it in a long while. I did a bit of it yesterday, but there was a wasp and I noped out.

 

[Deleted member 14693]

nigga tortured himself staying celibate for allah all his life just to ruin it all by roping

 

[Samiscool234]

No one escapes the death pill

 

[Yuno_howitez]

Never give up, nah nah nah, I won't give up, nah nah nah, Let me love youuu

 

[JovenCansao]

I don't have a reason to stay.

Do you have a reason to off yourself? Mental pain? Depression?

 

[Deleted member 14693]

I'm not suicidal or anything. Far from it, actually. Just looking at this realistically. It just seems like an inevitable reality. I'm not talking anytime soon, I'm talking years from now. Decades, maybe. By that time, though, I will have been forgotten by people here, so that's good for two reasons. It means no one can feel bad for me nor can anyone celebrate it. I'll be forgotten in real life too, because I'm planning on moving to a new city someday, somewhere I've never been before.

And what would the benefit of suicide be then if you have no desire to die?

 

[Yuno_howitez]

why don't you get a wageslave job and betabuxx for some used up LTB so you can at least spend your old age with someone? Better than to kill yourself alone, there are trucel tier guys and fat living in villages just spending their lives away with their wife, working on the garden and shit.

 

[flippasav]

Stay closer to allah namaz everyday.

 

[Psychophilly]

i will never rope and when i'm about to die i will tobe and ask for allah forgiveness then say ashahdo allah etc, just in case 72 virgin JB in heaven is real.

 

[horizontallytall]

Hopefully mi have made my mind so much dependent on heught that i think if i reach my desired height i will never get depressed . I mean the only thing u do all day is stretching and breaking my back all day and sprinting 8 kilometers and in last 1.5 years i have spend every day in this room in a city alone and have not talked to anyone .my mind will be released from this cage after 1.5 years . I reached 5'11 from 5'6.5 it gives me immense dopamine and i think it will last forever if i reach my desired 6'3 . I wrote all this to say that if u reach an seemingly impossible goal then the dopamine and memory lasts really really long. I drink like 4 glasses of chai really gived good dopamine for whole day work . My whole life since last 2 years have revolved around height.

 

[Deleted member 21628]

I'm not suicidal or anything. Far from it, actually. Just looking at this realistically. It just seems like an inevitable reality. I'm not talking anytime soon, I'm talking years from now. Decades, maybe. By that time, though, I will have been forgotten by people here, so that's good for two reasons. It means no one can feel bad for me nor can anyone celebrate it. I'll be forgotten in real life too, because I'm planning on moving to a new city someday, somewhere I've never been before.

I'm not the kind of person to talk about this stuff in real life. I'll just laugh, smile, make jokes you think aren't even funny. Or I'll be completely quiet. So I would never consider going into therapy or even talking to my friends about this. I just don't want any help. It's kind of funny because I'm often the guy who does help others. But I'm fine with that, I like helping others. I just don't like getting help in return. I don't know why, but I'm the same with gifts. I like giving them, but I don't want any myself. It's weird. I'm weird.

Serious replies only, I will be deleting troll posts. I never do this normally in my threads. Feel free to shitpost in the meantime, though, because I'll be making some chai first and then I'm gonna chill in the backyard and drink my chai in isolation. Then I gotta do some garden work since I haven't done it in a long while. I did a bit of it yesterday, but there was a wasp and I noped out.

lol

dnr

lolloll

 

[Splinter901]

free er ticket

 

[Deleted member 22924]

Dont kill yourself I think about it too sometimes allot actually just believe it will get better try to socialize maybe lose some weight talk with girls you can always send me in pm if you need somebody to talk with bhai

 

[Deleted member 22924]

I am here for you bhai

 

[Constantin Denis]

Hopefully mi have made my mind so much dependent on heught that i think if i reach my desired height i will never get depressed . I mean the only thing u do all day is stretching and breaking my back all day and sprinting 8 kilometers and in last 1.5 years i have spend every day in this room in a city alone and have not talked to anyone .my mind will be released from this cage after 1.5 years . I reached 5'11 from 5'6.5 it gives me immense dopamine and i think it will last forever if i reach my desired 6'3 . I wrote all this to say that if u reach an seemingly impossible goal then the dopamine and memory lasts really really long. I drink like 4 glasses of chai really gived good dopamine for whole day work . My whole life since last 2 years have revolved around height.

sprinting for microfractures ? what else do you do bro

 

[WeiWei]

So are you saying you wanna kkys coz you're bored and you feel your future is bleak? I can resonate with that 100%, the bleak future part. Shit's painful af.

 

[horizontallytall]

sprinting for microfractures ? what else do you do bro

sprinting for microfractures ? what else do you do bro

Nah the growth plates dont fully close by 19 i gained 2 inch inseam i mean leg height used to run hence the cell proliferation increased and i drunk 2.5 liters milk but i was very protein deficient before so that maybe

 

[Reformed]

I’m not gonna try and stop u from roping because ur situation is really bad and it’s bluepilled af to try and stop you. But in the meanwhile copemax with as much food, video games, etc. as possible and enjoy ur life to the fullest. Make sure u use up all ur money and even take a loan and spend it on things u enjoy. Take as much as possible before going, fuck the bank jews they can’t do shit after u rope.

 

[Deleted member 30884]

I'm not suicidal or anything. Far from it, actually. Just looking at this realistically. It just seems like an inevitable reality. I'm not talking anytime soon, I'm talking years from now. Decades, maybe. By that time, though, I will have been forgotten by people here, so that's good for two reasons. It means no one can feel bad for me nor can anyone celebrate it. I'll be forgotten in real life too, because I'm planning on moving to a new city someday, somewhere I've never been before.

I'm not the kind of person to talk about this stuff in real life. I'll just laugh, smile, make jokes you think aren't even funny. Or I'll be completely quiet. So I would never consider going into therapy or even talking to my friends about this. I just don't want any help. It's kind of funny because I'm often the guy who does help others. But I'm fine with that, I like helping others. I just don't like getting help in return. I don't know why, but I'm the same with gifts. I like giving them, but I don't want any myself. It's weird. I'm weird.

Serious replies only, I will be deleting troll posts. I never do this normally in my threads. Feel free to shitpost in the meantime, though, because I'll be making some chai first and then I'm gonna chill in the backyard and drink my chai in isolation. Then I gotta do some garden work since I haven't done it in a long while. I did a bit of it yesterday, but there was a wasp and I noped out.

Yea life is kinda meaningless without a religion.

 

[INB]

I'm not suicidal or anything. Far from it, actually. Just looking at this realistically. It just seems like an inevitable reality. I'm not talking anytime soon, I'm talking years from now. Decades, maybe. By that time, though, I will have been forgotten by people here, so that's good for two reasons. It means no one can feel bad for me nor can anyone celebrate it. I'll be forgotten in real life too, because I'm planning on moving to a new city someday, somewhere I've never been before.

I'm not the kind of person to talk about this stuff in real life. I'll just laugh, smile, make jokes you think aren't even funny. Or I'll be completely quiet. So I would never consider going into therapy or even talking to my friends about this. I just don't want any help. It's kind of funny because I'm often the guy who does help others. But I'm fine with that, I like helping others. I just don't like getting help in return. I don't know why, but I'm the same with gifts. I like giving them, but I don't want any myself. It's weird. I'm weird.

Serious replies only, I will be deleting troll posts. I never do this normally in my threads. Feel free to shitpost in the meantime, though, because I'll be making some chai first and then I'm gonna chill in the backyard and drink my chai in isolation. Then I gotta do some garden work since I haven't done it in a long while. I did a bit of it yesterday, but there was a wasp and I noped out.

at least enjoy your life while time of you roping comes, or make a kid, they are pretty good at maintaining you alive

 

[Deleted member 8365]

I don't have a reason to stay.

Haram

 

[Debetro]

idk there are other options althought the ones users above recommend are bluepilled af and worse than kys

you can destine the rest of your life for things like doing risky activities which nobody else would do because most people think they have something to lose, offer yourself for scientifical advances, become gay and experience how cocks feel, go er with me etc. killing yourself is not funny at all and wouldn't recommend it to you

 

[The Grinch]

Have you thought about buying a dog or a cat? This cured many peoples depression

 

[aspiringexcel]

I'm not suicidal or anything. Far from it, actually. Just looking at this realistically. It just seems like an inevitable reality. I'm not talking anytime soon, I'm talking years from now. Decades, maybe. By that time, though, I will have been forgotten by people here, so that's good for two reasons. It means no one can feel bad for me nor can anyone celebrate it. I'll be forgotten in real life too, because I'm planning on moving to a new city someday, somewhere I've never been before.

I'm not the kind of person to talk about this stuff in real life. I'll just laugh, smile, make jokes you think aren't even funny. Or I'll be completely quiet. So I would never consider going into therapy or even talking to my friends about this. I just don't want any help. It's kind of funny because I'm often the guy who does help others. But I'm fine with that, I like helping others. I just don't like getting help in return. I don't know why, but I'm the same with gifts. I like giving them, but I don't want any myself. It's weird. I'm weird.

Serious replies only, I will be deleting troll posts. I never do this normally in my threads. Feel free to shitpost in the meantime, though, because I'll be making some chai first and then I'm gonna chill in the backyard and drink my chai in isolation. Then I gotta do some garden work since I haven't done it in a long while. I did a bit of it yesterday, but there was a wasp and I noped out.

Ill prolly kms at 35 simply because i dont see the point of life. I relate to u a lot bhai

 

[It'snotover]

Same, that's what i think too. I won't rope today, i won't rope tomorrow but will probably do it in the far future. I see nothing good in the future.

 

[horizontallytall]

I'm not suicidal or anything. Far from it, actually. Just looking at this realistically. It just seems like an inevitable reality. I'm not talking anytime soon, I'm talking years from now. Decades, maybe. By that time, though, I will have been forgotten by people here, so that's good for two reasons. It means no one can feel bad for me nor can anyone celebrate it. I'll be forgotten in real life too, because I'm planning on moving to a new city someday, somewhere I've never been before.

I'm not the kind of person to talk about this stuff in real life. I'll just laugh, smile, make jokes you think aren't even funny. Or I'll be completely quiet. So I would never consider going into therapy or even talking to my friends about this. I just don't want any help. It's kind of funny because I'm often the guy who does help others. But I'm fine with that, I like helping others. I just don't like getting help in return. I don't know why, but I'm the same with gifts. I like giving them, but I don't want any myself. It's weird. I'm weird.

Serious replies only, I will be deleting troll posts. I never do this normally in my threads. Feel free to shitpost in the meantime, though, because I'll be making some chai first and then I'm gonna chill in the backyard and drink my chai in isolation. Then I gotta do some garden work since I haven't done it in a long while. I did a bit of it yesterday, but there was a wasp and I noped out.

Bro save some money we can have a tour in india together next year or a year after the upcoming

 

[dutchboi]

Never back down never what??🗣🗣

 

[ObamasLastName]

least nihilistic looksmaxxer

 

[Deleted member 23391]

Given that you are Muslim, you should know this is very haram. That will send you straight to Jahanam. By killing yourself you are destroying Allah's creation which is an insult to the will of Allah.

 

[chadcelmax]

see you tomorrow

 

[Vermilioncore]

I know I will for sure. If tragedy strikes a loved one, I’m not strong enough to withstand the pain. I’ll take myself out of this life. Angus cloud type shit innjt

 

[Deleted member 24770]

I'm not suicidal or anything. Far from it, actually. Just looking at this realistically. It just seems like an inevitable reality. I'm not talking anytime soon, I'm talking years from now. Decades, maybe. By that time, though, I will have been forgotten by people here, so that's good for two reasons. It means no one can feel bad for me nor can anyone celebrate it. I'll be forgotten in real life too, because I'm planning on moving to a new city someday, somewhere I've never been before.

I'm not the kind of person to talk about this stuff in real life. I'll just laugh, smile, make jokes you think aren't even funny. Or I'll be completely quiet. So I would never consider going into therapy or even talking to my friends about this. I just don't want any help. It's kind of funny because I'm often the guy who does help others. But I'm fine with that, I like helping others. I just don't like getting help in return. I don't know why, but I'm the same with gifts. I like giving them, but I don't want any myself. It's weird. I'm weird.

Serious replies only, I will be deleting troll posts. I never do this normally in my threads. Feel free to shitpost in the meantime, though, because I'll be making some chai first and then I'm gonna chill in the backyard and drink my chai in isolation. Then I gotta do some garden work since I haven't done it in a long while. I did a bit of it yesterday, but there was a wasp and I noped out.

Bhai don’t u mean a lot to people here unironically jfl

 

[BongMog]

Think about your family bhai

 

[BongMog]

And honestly fuck a lot of prostitutes , no biggie

 

[aesthetic beauty]

I'm not suicidal or anything. Far from it, actually. Just looking at this realistically. It just seems like an inevitable reality. I'm not talking anytime soon, I'm talking years from now. Decades, maybe. By that time, though, I will have been forgotten by people here, so that's good for two reasons. It means no one can feel bad for me nor can anyone celebrate it. I'll be forgotten in real life too, because I'm planning on moving to a new city someday, somewhere I've never been before.

I'm not the kind of person to talk about this stuff in real life. I'll just laugh, smile, make jokes you think aren't even funny. Or I'll be completely quiet. So I would never consider going into therapy or even talking to my friends about this. I just don't want any help. It's kind of funny because I'm often the guy who does help others. But I'm fine with that, I like helping others. I just don't like getting help in return. I don't know why, but I'm the same with gifts. I like giving them, but I don't want any myself. It's weird. I'm weird.

Serious replies only, I will be deleting troll posts. I never do this normally in my threads. Feel free to shitpost in the meantime, though, because I'll be making some chai first and then I'm gonna chill in the backyard and drink my chai in isolation. Then I gotta do some garden work since I haven't done it in a long while. I did a bit of it yesterday, but there was a wasp and I noped out.

You could get remembered here.

 

[dakchuh]

why? because you're ugly?

 

[Banasura]

Bhai why don't u just feel gratitude for existing and this gift God has given you? To experience the lowest of lows and the highest of highs, to be able to bear witness to the greatness of God, don't let a few mm of bone stop you from being grateful for possessing a spirit and soul. Think on the bright side, atleast u r not turk.

 

[0hMan]

You've spoke to me about religion brother and as for me fear of god has kept me from roping countless times. You and I both know suicide is majorly haram, and to risk eternal suffering for short suffering on earth is foolish. I hope you feel better bhai, I know it's really bluepilled to say but I really do hope you find the right woman for you. You seem like you truly have a great heart and I hope your misfortunes end soon. God bless brother, and I hope you have a better life starting soon.

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

Ok

 

[whiteislandpill]

I'm not suicidal or anything. Far from it, actually. Just looking at this realistically. It just seems like an inevitable reality. I'm not talking anytime soon, I'm talking years from now. Decades, maybe. By that time, though, I will have been forgotten by people here, so that's good for two reasons. It means no one can feel bad for me nor can anyone celebrate it. I'll be forgotten in real life too, because I'm planning on moving to a new city someday, somewhere I've never been before.

I'm not the kind of person to talk about this stuff in real life. I'll just laugh, smile, make jokes you think aren't even funny. Or I'll be completely quiet. So I would never consider going into therapy or even talking to my friends about this. I just don't want any help. It's kind of funny because I'm often the guy who does help others. But I'm fine with that, I like helping others. I just don't like getting help in return. I don't know why, but I'm the same with gifts. I like giving them, but I don't want any myself. It's weird. I'm weird.

Serious replies only, I will be deleting troll posts. I never do this normally in my threads. Feel free to shitpost in the meantime, though, because I'll be making some chai first and then I'm gonna chill in the backyard and drink my chai in isolation. Then I gotta do some garden work since I haven't done it in a long while. I did a bit of it yesterday, but there was a wasp and I noped out.

Bro is scared of a wasp

 

[deadmanwalking]

I don't have a reason to stay.

Stay, then ER when you turn 80.

 

[Zer0/∞]

What is a good age to rope?

 

[Deleted member 19174]

I really really want you to live. Hit me up in the discord server crody, I don’t want you to die.

 

[Gengar]

nigga tortured himself staying celibate for allah all his life just to ruin it all by roping

Lol. You got a point. But I feel like I’m going to hell anyway, I mean… I barely pray. I don’t have the energy.

 

[Gengar]

No one escapes the death pill

I agree. But it’s better to die from a disease than to rope. So I low-key hope that if I actually rope that it’s better to get some deadly disease.

 

[Gengar]

Never give up, nah nah nah, I won't give up, nah nah nah, Let me love youuu

Which song is this?

Sounds like blink-182

 

[Gengar]

Do you have a reason to off yourself? Mental pain? Depression?

I used to be depressed. I’m empty these days. I don’t care about myself enough to live just for me.

 

[Gengar]

And what would the benefit of suicide be then if you have no desire to die?

Speeding up the process, basically. If I’m destined for hell anyway due my lack of prayers, then it doesn’t make a difference if I do it. That’s how I see it.

 

[Deleted member 31155]

how old are you?