Deleted member 20735
17//ForeverAlone//Subhuman//Truecel//Balding
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I decided not to rot on a Saturday night, and instead go to the mall. I usually go to the mall at least once a month, mainly to go to the CD stores to see if they have any new CDs of some of my favorite artists (Bring Me The Horizon, Machine Gun Kelly, Fall Out Boy, The Used, etc), and if they have any radios that I could possibly buy, as I collect radios. When I go to the mall, I try to stay out of everyone's way, in tried and true dark triad fashion, just briskly sauntering (like the incel wojak) and listening to music. Occasionally, I will dance/sing, and I am serious about that. The dancing is more of an air guitar/air drum, but the singing is the biggest embarrassing thing that I do. However, I do it publicly so I can shake the fear of people hearing me sing, because I actually want to be a vocalist. I've recorded a bit, but not released much publicly, such as this:
Anyways, I was walking by a seating area, close to a play place for children. There was two brown couches, and I noticed out of the corner of my eye two latina foids, one probably younger than me (14-15) and another maybe a year or two older than me (18-19), sitting there. I was listening to "forget me too" by Machine Gun Kelly, featuring Halsey, simply enjoying the song and enjoying my own company as well. All of the sudden, I saw out of the corner of my eye the younger foid POINT at me with a SMILEY smirk on her face! She then leaned back a bit and started talking to the older girl, but I got the HECK out of there a little bit quicker after experiencing such a BRUTAL display of mockery by ANOTHER woman's eyes and expression! I half laughed at the situation, in sadness, but also a bit of happiness as well. I actually somewhat ENJOY when this happens, as it fuels my motivation to continue looksmaxxing, and voicemaxxing/musicmaxxing as well. It gives me lifefuel, and a reason to continue working and improving on myself. But, at the same time, it is so brutal.
I honestly don't blame them, though. My side profile is bruuuuuutal. I mean, BRUTAL! Just look at this image of it I took and uploaded a few days ago, as this is the closest picture I have of what my expression and head angle was at the time of the incident:
Why does life have to be so brutal for sub 3 PSL men? I just want to enjoy my MUSIC and HOBBIES in PEACE! Good thing I had a relatively good time tonight besides this incident, as I would have been sadder if it was any different. Before this, I ate at a nice restaurant, and finally got Dolby Atmos to work on my iPhone for Apple Music, which was lifefuel for me. I hope I will be able to get over this incident by improving my looks via softmaxxing and hardmaxxing, from mewing, to surgery. Maybe one day, instead of laughing at me, women will approach me and be nice to me, instead of bullying me, when I've done nothing to them. Maybe, just maybe.
Anyways, I was walking by a seating area, close to a play place for children. There was two brown couches, and I noticed out of the corner of my eye two latina foids, one probably younger than me (14-15) and another maybe a year or two older than me (18-19), sitting there. I was listening to "forget me too" by Machine Gun Kelly, featuring Halsey, simply enjoying the song and enjoying my own company as well. All of the sudden, I saw out of the corner of my eye the younger foid POINT at me with a SMILEY smirk on her face! She then leaned back a bit and started talking to the older girl, but I got the HECK out of there a little bit quicker after experiencing such a BRUTAL display of mockery by ANOTHER woman's eyes and expression! I half laughed at the situation, in sadness, but also a bit of happiness as well. I actually somewhat ENJOY when this happens, as it fuels my motivation to continue looksmaxxing, and voicemaxxing/musicmaxxing as well. It gives me lifefuel, and a reason to continue working and improving on myself. But, at the same time, it is so brutal.
I honestly don't blame them, though. My side profile is bruuuuuutal. I mean, BRUTAL! Just look at this image of it I took and uploaded a few days ago, as this is the closest picture I have of what my expression and head angle was at the time of the incident:
Why does life have to be so brutal for sub 3 PSL men? I just want to enjoy my MUSIC and HOBBIES in PEACE! Good thing I had a relatively good time tonight besides this incident, as I would have been sadder if it was any different. Before this, I ate at a nice restaurant, and finally got Dolby Atmos to work on my iPhone for Apple Music, which was lifefuel for me. I hope I will be able to get over this incident by improving my looks via softmaxxing and hardmaxxing, from mewing, to surgery. Maybe one day, instead of laughing at me, women will approach me and be nice to me, instead of bullying me, when I've done nothing to them. Maybe, just maybe.
