maxilofailo
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INCOMING RANT
for the past few years my ego and pride have grown to earth shattering levels
I believe that I was chosen by God (jehova) for a special purpose
To bring peace to the world through chaos and destruction suffering pain and death (in Roblox jfl)
I fully believe this now
How can I not
Knowing everything about BP lookism
It just confirmed these beliefs
I aspire to be characters such as Macbeth, Paul Atredis, Eren Yeager, Anakin Skywalker
Fallen Angels because that’s what I am
I always believe in God from childhood till now
I still believe in God
But with the BP knowledge and lookism
It’s as though he’s cursed me
He created me to be hated and to spread hate
I feel so much hate inside mysef
Hate for me hate for them hate for you
Hate for everyone and everything tbh
Anger and sadness are basically all I ever feel
And people have told me to humble myself
But I cant
Because if I throw away ego and pride
What will I have left?
I don’t know who I am without those things
I’m 18 but I’m at the edge of being ready to just throw it all away
I mean what else is there to live for anyway if I don’t have Tyrone level genes
Fucking over bro
for the past few years my ego and pride have grown to earth shattering levels
I believe that I was chosen by God (jehova) for a special purpose
To bring peace to the world through chaos and destruction suffering pain and death (in Roblox jfl)
I fully believe this now
How can I not
Knowing everything about BP lookism
It just confirmed these beliefs
I aspire to be characters such as Macbeth, Paul Atredis, Eren Yeager, Anakin Skywalker
Fallen Angels because that’s what I am
I always believe in God from childhood till now
I still believe in God
But with the BP knowledge and lookism
It’s as though he’s cursed me
He created me to be hated and to spread hate
I feel so much hate inside mysef
Hate for me hate for them hate for you
Hate for everyone and everything tbh
Anger and sadness are basically all I ever feel
And people have told me to humble myself
But I cant
Because if I throw away ego and pride
What will I have left?
I don’t know who I am without those things
I’m 18 but I’m at the edge of being ready to just throw it all away
I mean what else is there to live for anyway if I don’t have Tyrone level genes
Fucking over bro