My life is pure torture.

[MoggerGaston]

It merely exists of coping mechanisms at this point. Whether it's games, drugs, alcohol, working out, spending time on this forum.

Everything I do feels like one big cope; I am avoiding my mental illnesses and my shit life circumstances which have lead me there.

brutal

 

[Lynxress]

Did you found a Stacy psychologist in the ward ?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Did you found a Stacy psychologist in the ward ?

I saw one today at the ward.
She looked at me in an interesting/curious way, but I looked back at her in anger. As I normally do so that people don't attack me.

In my head I was already going through all the shit I would have to say/fraud with her to make her want to fuck me, and I was just not in the mood for that shit.

 

[Lynxress]

I saw one today at the ward.
She looked at me in an interesting/curious way, but I looked back at her in anger. As I normally do so that people don't attack me.

In my head I was already going through all the shit I would have to say/fraud with her to make her want to fuck me, and I was just not in the mood for that shit.

"As I normally do so that people don't attack me."

Is this a defence mechanism from any past trauma ?

 

[High Cortisol Chad]

What happened with post MDMA manic reflections?

 

[MoggerGaston]

"As I normally do so that people don't attack me."

Is this a defence mechanism from any past trauma ?

Yes. I used to be a happy ugly kid, and when I would look happy, people would often attack me for it because ugly people aren't allowed to be happy.

This includes my parents.

Now that I look mean most of the time, people leave me alone instead of bullying me.

 

[MoggerGaston]

What happened with post MDMA manic reflections?

Doesn't last, and the more often I do it, the less impactful it becomes.

Legit over for drugs-coping.

 

[Michael Myers]

At least you're not a shitskin like me.

 

[MoggerGaston]

At least you're not a shitskin like me.

were both truecels so who cares

 

[Abhorrence]

It merely exists of coping mechanisms at this point. Whether it's games, drugs, alcohol, working out, spending time on this forum.

Everything I do feels like one big cope; I am avoiding my mental illnesses and my shit life circumstances which have lead me there.

brutal

I've been like that ever since I hit puberty

 

[Michael Myers]

were both truecels so who cares

OP's reaction when he doesn't have sex for a week:

"I'm a truecel!"

My reaction while I never had sex in my entire life:

""

 

[Pikabro]

You should get married and join a religion ngl

 

[Abhorrence]

I've been like that ever since I hit puberty

while people were out with their friends having fun i would go straight back home anime and vidya all day in hs
then i started smoking then alcohol then drugs
added cope after cope on top of things i usually do

 

[Pikabro]

while people were out with their friends having fun i would go straight back home anime and vidya all day in hs
then i started smoking then alcohol then drugs
added cope after cope on top of things i usually do

Alcohol and drugs don’t seem natural ngl. I’m an internet/fantasy rotter why would I do drugs, something that’s a real world cope. I’m not a thugmaxxer or trauma victim

 

[MoggerGaston]

OP's reaction when he doesn't have sex for a week:

"I'm a truecel!"

My reaction while I never had sex in my entire life:

""

Get your facts straight: I've only had sex once in the past 2 years.

And get the facts about your own life straight as well: You said you had options, but don't want to take them; You are not putting in effort to get laid.

 

[Abhorrence]

Alcohol and drugs don’t seem natural ngl. I’m an internet/fantasy rotter why would I do drugs, something that’s a real world cope. I’m not a thugmaxxer or trauma victim

im a trauma victim
Mentally crippled by lonely teen years

 

[MoggerGaston]

You should get married and join a religion ngl

i want to join a cult, not some religion

 

[MoggerGaston]

while people were out with their friends having fun i would go straight back home anime and vidya all day in hs
then i started smoking then alcohol then drugs
added cope after cope on top of things i usually do

same shit here, cope after cope after cope.

Just getting further detached from what it means to have a thriving life.

 

[BoredPrince]

What do you think would change your life in the most positive way?

Is it looks, money or social life?

 

[BrahminBoss]

Mediterranean climate

 

[Pikabro]

im a trauma victim
Mentally crippled by lonely teen years

Trauma would be more escaping a warzone or getting raped than being loser.

 

[Shkreliii]

It merely exists of coping mechanisms at this point. Whether it's games, drugs, alcohol, working out, spending time on this forum.

Everything I do feels like one big cope; I am avoiding my mental illnesses and my shit life circumstances which have lead me there.

brutal

>hate life
>my life is nothing but coping mechanisms
>continues coping

 

[SoundnVision]

When I drink alot it makes me hate myself

 

[Earth Dollar]

I saw one today at the ward.
She looked at me in an interesting/curious way, but I looked back at her in anger. As I normally do so that people don't attack me.

In my head I was already going through all the shit I would have to say/fraud with her to make her want to fuck me, and I was just not in the mood for that shit.

are you actually in the ward rn?

 

[Entschuldigung]

Self pity master

 

[Pikabro]

Self pity master

I will defeat him one day

 

[_MVP_]

The only solution is to destroy the planet

 

[Deleted member 7580]

At least you're not a shitskin like me.

were both truecels so who cares

2 trucels who slay Stacie’s

Bluepilled again

 

[_MVP_]

Up

 

[Mr Test]

You should go to SEA: Raves, cheap drugs, nice weather and ofc lots of local teenage girls lusting for you

 

[MoggerGaston]

are you actually in the ward rn?

no, but ill be going there 2-3 days per week soon

 

[HardmaxxOrDeath]

Yes. I used to be a happy ugly kid, and when I would look happy, people would often attack me for it because ugly people aren't allowed to be happy.

This includes my parents.

Now that I look mean most of the time, people leave me alone instead of bullying me.

You remind me of Ryo Mashiba off HajimeNoIpoo

 

[Bojack]

i know that feel. If I could just get off my pills, my life would turn around once more !

 

[Latinus]

Yes. I used to be a happy ugly kid, and when I would look happy, people would often attack me for it because ugly people aren't allowed to be happy.

When I was at school I had a default smiling face (I think it was a coping mechanism of social anxiety) and many people mocked me for it, including some teachers. And I wasn't doing anything wrong...

 

[HardmaxxOrDeath]

When I was at school I had a default smiling face (I think it was a coping mechanism of social anxiety) and many people mocked me for it, including some teachers. And I wasn't doing anything wrong...

nobodies righteous nowadays everyone's animalistic

 

[vermillioncorefan]

It merely exists of coping mechanisms at this point. Whether it's games, drugs, alcohol, working out, spending time on this forum.

Everything I do feels like one big cope; I am avoiding my mental illnesses and my shit life circumstances which have lead me there.

brutal

my health in every aspect is a crock of shit