MoggerGaston
Nobody mogs like Gaston
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I did MDMA after the date with the 29yo HTB raver-girl from november, and kinda analyzed what happened and why I didn't slay her. It helps me get into this emotional/social mind pattern instead of being overly cold/insensitive/rational, my normal self.
I realized she was afraid of getting hurt and very untrustworthy of me. Basically: Only a chad can make her get over such feelings, even though I was more than good-looking enough for her if she didn't have these negative feelings/thoughts. (else she wouldn't have dated me)
I talked with her about this and she agreed.
And this is brutal tbh, because it means it's fucking dumb to date older women who have issues like this.
While I am slowly trying to convince her, taking things slow, making her slowly build trust. She is still talking to other men on dating apps, still being hit on at parties/raves/by colleagues.
And while I am building her up, making her feel trust again, it's very likely she is going to date one of these other men she is talking instead of me.
Wasted fucking effort. And this is exactly what happened.
I will never date women above age 23yo again, fuck that. Worst mistake.
I realized she was afraid of getting hurt and very untrustworthy of me. Basically: Only a chad can make her get over such feelings, even though I was more than good-looking enough for her if she didn't have these negative feelings/thoughts. (else she wouldn't have dated me)
I talked with her about this and she agreed.
And this is brutal tbh, because it means it's fucking dumb to date older women who have issues like this.
While I am slowly trying to convince her, taking things slow, making her slowly build trust. She is still talking to other men on dating apps, still being hit on at parties/raves/by colleagues.
And while I am building her up, making her feel trust again, it's very likely she is going to date one of these other men she is talking instead of me.
Wasted fucking effort. And this is exactly what happened.
I will never date women above age 23yo again, fuck that. Worst mistake.