(Pics) I am so shredded and it is hell on earth every day | Starvemaxxing is Lifemaxxing

Hey an OG user, remember seeing you years ago on my first account
I think the other comment I wrote I replied to to bring here for ur convenience might provide some context and why doing 1500 or something just wouldn't work
want to be done quick now
cage I looked up contrave and had used those but no effect stopping binges etc years ago
How do you control the reboundz?
 
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How do you control the reboundz?
GLP changed my life completely (post below), and then MAOI starting (parnate) raising my neurochemical baseline made it so these binges and falling off are no longer an issue now

 
Well said.

Life starts at 10% body fat.

I am 20% now and cutting out all junk food and alcohol, exercising everyday every muscle that is not sore.

My diet will consist of 2 Ensures, 4 scoops of whey protein, vitamin pills, and lots of caffeine

I haven’t notice the black pill yet from being a fat fuck right now because I work in tech surrounded by guys and old ladies, not a single hot chick.

Just because of this I am switching careers JFL, whatever it takes to have the motivation I had before when I was a college student, surrounded by prime women.
what are the best careers for slaying?
 
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what are the best careers for slaying?
I mean

Technically I can think of one

For someone gifted enough in physical requirements

And ready to lie about their profession to their loved ones…
 
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Well said.

Life starts at 10% body fat.

I am 20% now and cutting out all junk food and alcohol, exercising everyday every muscle that is not sore.

My diet will consist of 2 Ensures, 4 scoops of whey protein, vitamin pills, and lots of caffeine

I haven’t notice the black pill yet from being a fat fuck right now because I work in tech surrounded by guys and old ladies, not a single hot chick.

Just because of this I am switching careers JFL, whatever it takes to have the motivation I had before when I was a college student, surrounded by prime women.
When in your life did you hit high tier aesthetics (even if subsequent rounds enhanced u slightly more) - and were you super super motivated for a while to get lots of successes and redeem yourself and live in disbelief at the new life?
 
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When in your life did you hit high tier aesthetics (even if subsequent rounds enhanced u slightly more) - and were you super super motivated for a while to get lots of successes and redeem yourself and live in disbelief at the new life?
Curious about this as well
 
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Yeah, I've been fascinated by this dude for years. Would love if he shared more on what had to have been an unreal life transformation
 
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I mean

Technically I can think of one

For someone gifted enough in physical requirements

And ready to lie about their profession to their loved ones…
pornstar doesnt count as real slays imo
 
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When in your life did you hit high tier aesthetics (even if subsequent rounds enhanced u slightly more) - and were you super super motivated for a while to get lots of successes and redeem yourself and live in disbelief at the new life?
Yeah, I achieved peak looks in 2022 to 2023, got many dates and women telling me how dreamy I looked and that I should model

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I since have gotten fat, lost motivation, I guess I feel like I’m in prison

Getting my shit together again to enjoy the last years of my collagen and full head of hair lol
 
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Yeah, I achieved peak looks in 2022 to 2023, got many dates and women telling me how dreamy I looked and that I should model

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I since have gotten fat, lost motivation, I guess I feel like I’m in prison

Getting my shit together again to enjoy the last years of my collagen and full head of hair lol
You are doing hair stuff surely?

Why do you think you lost motivation and fell off for a while, and how long did this last for? Eventually after enough successes it just felt there wasn’t much new to strive for n stuff?
 
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Barrettmaxxing is legit if it makes your archetype look older if u have msucke
Immediately changes my age perception by like 2 years ffs
 
You are doing hair stuff surely?

Why do you think you lost motivation and fell off for a while, and how long did this last for? Eventually after enough successes it just felt there wasn’t much new to strive for n stuff?
Yeah will do hair transplant as needed

I think I just got too stressed and coped with junk food and alcohol
 
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Update: 8%?
 
Morning leanness rn

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I’m out of it enough that I got to my Botox appointment 30m early by accident (forehead, nose, and LLSAN by sides of nose to prevent slight tensing that creates naso folds), so here’s a post

Without the usual formatting effor

This is hell on earth. Pushing down to near 8%, 600-800c daily now OMAD PSMF. With confounding factors not all of which are directly related to diet:


-(Diet-related) Constant sleeping pill hangover - was hell trying to get thru the night on just melatonin or even trazadone lower dose, so it’s medium-dose trazadone (50mg) nightly + either diphenhydramine or doxylamine, the former being shorter half life so less hangover but also less likely to prevent an early waking.

-(Diet-related) Energy drinks - After 2 weeks of straight use, they stopped working in the way they were before, when hunger was super low despite 800-1000cals at the time, using an energy drink in the morning and often not being that hungry at OMAD dinner time, cruising thru lunch and the afternoon being a relative breeze. Now, I feel tunnel vision focus for a few hours, then a hunger and fatigue crash. Was planning to discontinue anyways due to various issues with them, but with hunger help only being temporal and not all-day at this point, it will just be easier to not use them and at least be stable throughout the day

-(Partially diet-related) - Blood pressure issues, super low blood pressure, everything going blurry for a minute when getting up, partially attenuated by some rice cake administration. No gym in 5 weeks due to the BP volatility issues

-(Partially diet-related) Crashed death tier estrogen - with starving as a natty temporarily crushing test, it tends to end up raising the E:T ratio. Took aromasin for a gyno flare up, and ig being super sensitive to anything I take rn, it sent me to crashed estrogen death pretty quickly: low motivation and outlook, no energy or drive, more muscle soreness n stuff. Compounding the hell

Guess what I DID NOT DO today?

Surpass 705 cals.

Would a refeed day make it easier, sure. Yet a day at maintenance - or god forbid above - is a day I am NOT getting closer to ending the deficit and going to maintenance. A day I am NOT getting closer to my absolute current peak-potential face. And being super lean and debloated, edging into territory a little beyond what I’ve done henceforth, is just unlocking new levels for my face. Getting Barrett-tier chiseled for the first time is a shocking experience week over week when it’s like you keep unlocking a new look you never thought possible.

Beautiful girls are out there, and they care if I am hot (in addition to charisma etc.); do they, does the world, CARE if my day would be “easier” if I ate more food today just to feel something in the midst of this complete malaise and blur of a life right now? I am NOT stopping

And the few people in my Skool that are actually action-takers and not hopeless wankers, who immediately hopped on PSMF as their life assignment until fully chiseled - I am going to set an example for them of what PUSHING THRU looks like. When there is no energy, low mood, difficult to get these basic tasks stacking up done, etc… but there is SOMETHING going right, which is that I am CLOSER EVERY DAY to having the constant absurd irreproachable facial angularity that I need and that everyone needs but few will ever get and that is worth dying for.

The face that caused the college girl at the aesthetics place reception to ask my age and about my life and be receptive to convo when this stuff didn’t tend to happen when I was nothing

Face to die for
dam im mirin tbh
 
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Morning leanness rn

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I’m out of it enough that I got to my Botox appointment 30m early by accident (forehead, nose, and LLSAN by sides of nose to prevent slight tensing that creates naso folds), so here’s a post

Without the usual formatting effor

This is hell on earth. Pushing down to near 8%, 600-800c daily now OMAD PSMF. With confounding factors not all of which are directly related to diet:


-(Diet-related) Constant sleeping pill hangover - was hell trying to get thru the night on just melatonin or even trazadone lower dose, so it’s medium-dose trazadone (50mg) nightly + either diphenhydramine or doxylamine, the former being shorter half life so less hangover but also less likely to prevent an early waking.

-(Diet-related) Energy drinks - After 2 weeks of straight use, they stopped working in the way they were before, when hunger was super low despite 800-1000cals at the time, using an energy drink in the morning and often not being that hungry at OMAD dinner time, cruising thru lunch and the afternoon being a relative breeze. Now, I feel tunnel vision focus for a few hours, then a hunger and fatigue crash. Was planning to discontinue anyways due to various issues with them, but with hunger help only being temporal and not all-day at this point, it will just be easier to not use them and at least be stable throughout the day

-(Partially diet-related) - Blood pressure issues, super low blood pressure, everything going blurry for a minute when getting up, partially attenuated by some rice cake administration. No gym in 5 weeks due to the BP volatility issues

-(Partially diet-related) Crashed death tier estrogen - with starving as a natty temporarily crushing test, it tends to end up raising the E:T ratio. Took aromasin for a gyno flare up, and ig being super sensitive to anything I take rn, it sent me to crashed estrogen death pretty quickly: low motivation and outlook, no energy or drive, more muscle soreness n stuff. Compounding the hell

Guess what I DID NOT DO today?

Surpass 705 cals.

Would a refeed day make it easier, sure. Yet a day at maintenance - or god forbid above - is a day I am NOT getting closer to ending the deficit and going to maintenance. A day I am NOT getting closer to my absolute current peak-potential face. And being super lean and debloated, edging into territory a little beyond what I’ve done henceforth, is just unlocking new levels for my face. Getting Barrett-tier chiseled for the first time is a shocking experience week over week when it’s like you keep unlocking a new look you never thought possible.

Beautiful girls are out there, and they care if I am hot (in addition to charisma etc.); do they, does the world, CARE if my day would be “easier” if I ate more food today just to feel something in the midst of this complete malaise and blur of a life right now? I am NOT stopping

And the few people in my Skool that are actually action-takers and not hopeless wankers, who immediately hopped on PSMF as their life assignment until fully chiseled - I am going to set an example for them of what PUSHING THRU looks like. When there is no energy, low mood, difficult to get these basic tasks stacking up done, etc… but there is SOMETHING going right, which is that I am CLOSER EVERY DAY to having the constant absurd irreproachable facial angularity that I need and that everyone needs but few will ever get and that is worth dying for.

The face that caused the college girl at the aesthetics place reception to ask my age and about my life and be receptive to convo when this stuff didn’t tend to happen when I was nothing

Face to die for
mirin dedication
 
After having this foid bro I can never go back to experienced girls

She is so easy and I haven't even slayed yet, she's just a wholesome virgin :Comfy:
why are you dating a chick that is so obsessed with you but havent yet popped her cherry?
 

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