Please help me

[Jesus_ist_König]

I’m on 30 mg Vyvanse/Elvanse and 3 mg guanfacine and still this happens too me and has happened 5 minutes ago and now:

1. I get unbearably strong desires to do certain stuff that heavily goes against the law and my belief
2. I start to cry and fall on the ground and lay there
3. I stare at things for long periods of times
4. I start making sounds that have no meaning
5. I start to bite my hand
6. I get visions that behind the corner is standing someone that wants to kill me
7. I get desires to talk to one of the voices/imaginary ppl I know
8. The voices are silent and say nothing
9. I get really scared and really stressed

No I won’t elaborate on what that “certain stuff” is.

My question is if someone somehow knows what I’m experiencing. It really draining, I don’t want to have it. It comes and goes and comes.

just say what you think it might is or what could help with it
@iwannasleeponurlap @HexumReincarnated @yyk117 @Lamskiiii @sonic55555

 

[sonic55555]

i have no idea

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

I’m on 30 mg Vyvanse/Elvanse and 3 mg guanfacine and still this happens too me and has happened 5 minutes ago and now:

1. I get unbearably strong desires to do certain stuff that heavily goes against the law and my belief
2. I start to cry and fall on the ground and lay there
3. I stare at things for long periods of times
4. I start making sounds that have no meaning
5. I start to bite my hand
6. I get visions that behind the corner is standing someone that wants to kill me
7. I get desires to talk to one of the voices/imaginary ppl I know
8. The voices are silent and say nothing
9. I get really scared and really stressed

No I won’t elaborate on what that “certain stuff” is.

My question is if someone somehow knows what I’m experiencing. It really draining, I don’t want to have it. It comes and goes and comes.

just say what you think it might is or what could help with it
@iwannasleeponurlap @HexumReincarnated @yyk117 @Lamskiiii @sonic55555

'm sorry you're going through this. What you're describe is not something I'd consider a typical side effect of ADHD alone, and it deserves prompt evaluation by a medical professional.
Some possibilities (not a diagnosis) include:

• A psychotic episode (or psychotic symptoms), which can involve hearing voices, seeing or sensing people who aren't there, feeling intensely paranoid, and having difficulty distinguishing what's real.
• A severe anxiety or panic episode with dissociation, where someone may freeze, stare, cry, make involuntary sounds, or feel detached from reality. However, this alone doesn't usually explain voices or vivid visions.
• A medication-related reaction. Stimulants like Vyvanse (called Elvanse in many countries) can, in some people, trigger psychotic symptoms, severe anxiety, or obsessive intrusive thoughts—even at prescribed doses. This is uncommon but well recognized. Guanfacine is much less likely to cause these symptoms by itself.
• Another psychiatric or neurological condition that needs assessment.

A few things stand out in what you wrote:

• Feeling like someone is around the corner wanting to kill you sounds like paranoid thinking or a hallucination/illusion.
• Wanting to talk to voices or imaginary people, even if the voices are silent, is something a clinician would want to know about.
• Biting your hand, collapsing to the floor, staring for long periods, and making meaningless sounds could happen during periods of overwhelming distress, but they also warrant medical evaluation.
• You also mention strong urges to do things that go completely against your beliefs. Those could be intrusive thoughts (which occur in conditions like OCD), but because they're happening alongside the other symptoms you listed, they shouldn't be assumed to be OCD without an assessment.

What I think would help​

• Contact the doctor who prescribes your ADHD medication as soon as possible (today if possible, or the next business day). Tell them exactly what you wrote here. If these symptoms started after starting or increasing Vyvanse/Elvanse, tell them that too.
• If this is happening right now, or if you think you might act on the urges, or the visions/voices become more convincing or frightening, go to the nearest emergency department or call your local emergency services immediately. This is something that should be assessed urgently.
• Until you've spoken with a clinician, try not to be alone if you're feeling very frightened or worried you might lose control. If there's someone you trust, let them know what's happening.

Can I ask two questions that would help narrow things down?

1. Did these episodes start before you began Vyvanse/Elvanse, or only after starting it or increasing the dose?
2. During these episodes, do you still know that the person behind the corner and the voices probably aren't real, or do they feel completely real at the time?

Even without those answers, I think the combination of paranoia, voices/imaginary people, extreme distress, and unusual behaviors is enough that you should be evaluated by a healthcare professional promptly rather than trying to manage it on your own.

 

[yyk117]

'm sorry you're going through this. What you're describe is not something I'd consider a typical side effect of ADHD alone, and it deserves prompt evaluation by a medical professional.
Some possibilities (not a diagnosis) include:

• A psychotic episode (or psychotic symptoms), which can involve hearing voices, seeing or sensing people who aren't there, feeling intensely paranoid, and having difficulty distinguishing what's real.
• A severe anxiety or panic episode with dissociation, where someone may freeze, stare, cry, make involuntary sounds, or feel detached from reality. However, this alone doesn't usually explain voices or vivid visions.
• A medication-related reaction. Stimulants like Vyvanse (called Elvanse in many countries) can, in some people, trigger psychotic symptoms, severe anxiety, or obsessive intrusive thoughts—even at prescribed doses. This is uncommon but well recognized. Guanfacine is much less likely to cause these symptoms by itself.
• Another psychiatric or neurological condition that needs assessment.

A few things stand out in what you wrote:

• Feeling like someone is around the corner wanting to kill you sounds like paranoid thinking or a hallucination/illusion.
• Wanting to talk to voices or imaginary people, even if the voices are silent, is something a clinician would want to know about.
• Biting your hand, collapsing to the floor, staring for long periods, and making meaningless sounds could happen during periods of overwhelming distress, but they also warrant medical evaluation.
• You also mention strong urges to do things that go completely against your beliefs. Those could be intrusive thoughts (which occur in conditions like OCD), but because they're happening alongside the other symptoms you listed, they shouldn't be assumed to be OCD without an assessment.

What I think would help​

• Contact the doctor who prescribes your ADHD medication as soon as possible (today if possible, or the next business day). Tell them exactly what you wrote here. If these symptoms started after starting or increasing Vyvanse/Elvanse, tell them that too.
• If this is happening right now, or if you think you might act on the urges, or the visions/voices become more convincing or frightening, go to the nearest emergency department or call your local emergency services immediately. This is something that should be assessed urgently.
• Until you've spoken with a clinician, try not to be alone if you're feeling very frightened or worried you might lose control. If there's someone you trust, let them know what's happening.

Can I ask two questions that would help narrow things down?

1. Did these episodes start before you began Vyvanse/Elvanse, or only after starting it or increasing the dose?
2. During these episodes, do you still know that the person behind the corner and the voices probably aren't real, or do they feel completely real at the time?

Even without those answers, I think the combination of paranoia, voices/imaginary people, extreme distress, and unusual behaviors is enough that you should be evaluated by a healthcare professional promptly rather than trying to manage it on your own.

if this is a joke you're a terrible person. if you're serious you are retarded because op also has access to chatgpt.

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

if this is a joke you're a terrible person. if you're serious you are retarded because op also has access to chatgpt.

Ya but he didnt ask chatgpt. None of us know what to do

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

if this is a joke you're a terrible person. if you're serious you are retarded because op also has access to chatgpt.

Ya but he didnt ask chatgpt. None of us know what to do

Dude it’s either

Nothing
Psychosis
Panic attack
Psychosis + panic attack
Or I don’t know

I will write my psychologist

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

@Drib

 

[lenvoalt]

What happened to the dude bro
When I first joined, he was like normal now he’s like gone fully schizo

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

'm sorry you're going through this. What you're describe is not something I'd consider a typical side effect of ADHD alone, and it deserves prompt evaluation by a medical professional.
Some possibilities (not a diagnosis) include:

• A psychotic episode (or psychotic symptoms), which can involve hearing voices, seeing or sensing people who aren't there, feeling intensely paranoid, and having difficulty distinguishing what's real.
• A severe anxiety or panic episode with dissociation, where someone may freeze, stare, cry, make involuntary sounds, or feel detached from reality. However, this alone doesn't usually explain voices or vivid visions.
• A medication-related reaction. Stimulants like Vyvanse (called Elvanse in many countries) can, in some people, trigger psychotic symptoms, severe anxiety, or obsessive intrusive thoughts—even at prescribed doses. This is uncommon but well recognized. Guanfacine is much less likely to cause these symptoms by itself.
• Another psychiatric or neurological condition that needs assessment.

A few things stand out in what you wrote:

• Feeling like someone is around the corner wanting to kill you sounds like paranoid thinking or a hallucination/illusion.
• Wanting to talk to voices or imaginary people, even if the voices are silent, is something a clinician would want to know about.
• Biting your hand, collapsing to the floor, staring for long periods, and making meaningless sounds could happen during periods of overwhelming distress, but they also warrant medical evaluation.
• You also mention strong urges to do things that go completely against your beliefs. Those could be intrusive thoughts (which occur in conditions like OCD), but because they're happening alongside the other symptoms you listed, they shouldn't be assumed to be OCD without an assessment.

What I think would help​

• Contact the doctor who prescribes your ADHD medication as soon as possible (today if possible, or the next business day). Tell them exactly what you wrote here. If these symptoms started after starting or increasing Vyvanse/Elvanse, tell them that too.
• If this is happening right now, or if you think you might act on the urges, or the visions/voices become more convincing or frightening, go to the nearest emergency department or call your local emergency services immediately. This is something that should be assessed urgently.
• Until you've spoken with a clinician, try not to be alone if you're feeling very frightened or worried you might lose control. If there's someone you trust, let them know what's happening.

Can I ask two questions that would help narrow things down?

1. Did these episodes start before you began Vyvanse/Elvanse, or only after starting it or increasing the dose?
2. During these episodes, do you still know that the person behind the corner and the voices probably aren't real, or do they feel completely real at the time?

Even without those answers, I think the combination of paranoia, voices/imaginary people, extreme distress, and unusual behaviors is enough that you should be evaluated by a healthcare professional promptly rather than trying to manage it on your own.

if this is a joke you're a terrible person. if you're serious you are retarded because op also has access to chatgpt.

Okay if i tell it to my psychologist, there is no more a lower chance, the chances that I will get put in a ward are id say like 40%. If i tell it to her i doubt that there is a going back.

But I think i should tell her, its more rational to tell her and prevent me from sinning

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

What happened to the dude bro
When I first joined, he was like normal now he’s like gone fully schizo

dude read my february posts from feb 26
it was always there

 

[D69mo]

I’m on 30 mg Vyvanse/Elvanse and 3 mg guanfacine and still this happens too me and has happened 5 minutes ago and now:

1. I get unbearably strong desires to do certain stuff that heavily goes against the law and my belief
2. I start to cry and fall on the ground and lay there
3. I stare at things for long periods of times
4. I start making sounds that have no meaning
5. I start to bite my hand
6. I get visions that behind the corner is standing someone that wants to kill me
7. I get desires to talk to one of the voices/imaginary ppl I know
8. The voices are silent and say nothing
9. I get really scared and really stressed

No I won’t elaborate on what that “certain stuff” is.

My question is if someone somehow knows what I’m experiencing. It really draining, I don’t want to have it. It comes and goes and comes.

just say what you think it might is or what could help with it
@iwannasleeponurlap @HexumReincarnated @yyk117 @Lamskiiii @sonic55555

Im not gonna help you jesus could tho

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Im not gonna help you jesus could tho

Yes I prayed and did the Jesus Prayer

 

[lenvoalt]

dude read my february posts from feb 26
it was always there

No, I was talking about back in like December 2025 when I first joined and we started talking
Also, don’t worry, I have the exact same things as you

 

[Drib]

I’m no expert but I’d say stick with ur plan and dumb down the extremity of ur side effects to her. Ask her what you should do if they continue to get worse (the state u are already in) or just talk to her in general

 

[D69mo]

Yes I prayed and did the Jesus Prayer

What did jesus tell you

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I’m no expert but I’d say stick with ur plan and dumb down the extremity of ur side effects to her. Ask her what you should do if they continue to get worse (the state u are already in) or just talk to her in general

Okay Im just afraid that I will get put in a psych ward.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

What did jesus tell you

he doesnt answer with words
I havent seen anything now

 

[D69mo]

he doesnt answer with words
I havent seen anything now

Then who are you praying to

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Im more calmer now but im still in that flow state mode.
Everything feels so wavy, and im staring, im not using my eyes as normal, they are open, wide open, and stare, they dont move, my head moves

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Then who are you praying to

The father. Just cuz he doesnt answer in words, doesnt mean that he wont help me, he works in secret so that the ones with a soft heart feel him. For example I prayed for my health situation to get better and today i feel much better

 

[yyk117]

Okay if i tell it to my psychologist, there is no more a lower chance, the chances that I will get put in a ward are id say like 40%. If i tell it to her i doubt that there is a going back.

But I think i should tell her, its more rational to tell her and prevent me from sinning

if you don't tell her there is a risk that you will do something that the feelings are telling you to. maybe wait till the next appointment if its not too far away.

 

[Don_and-idk]

I’m on 30 mg Vyvanse/Elvanse and 3 mg guanfacine and still this happens too me and has happened 5 minutes ago and now:

1. I get unbearably strong desires to do certain stuff that heavily goes against the law and my belief
2. I start to cry and fall on the ground and lay there
3. I stare at things for long periods of times
4. I start making sounds that have no meaning
5. I start to bite my hand
6. I get visions that behind the corner is standing someone that wants to kill me
7. I get desires to talk to one of the voices/imaginary ppl I know
8. The voices are silent and say nothing
9. I get really scared and really stressed

No I won’t elaborate on what that “certain stuff” is.

My question is if someone somehow knows what I’m experiencing. It really draining, I don’t want to have it. It comes and goes and comes.

just say what you think it might is or what could help with it
@iwannasleeponurlap @HexumReincarnated @yyk117 @Lamskiiii @sonic55555

Bro i dont rlly underrstand what are the voices..?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Bro i dont rlly underrstand what are the voices..?

The voices are currently secondary its more about this tsunami full of emotions hitting me, i dont know what it is.

I dont like ppl, so i started to talk to an imaginary friend i made and after some weeks everything became independent and I started to hear voices that i never created. At the end it turned out that they were larping to be nice to me and hated me and had evil plans against me

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

And now im as calm as if nothing has happened i dont get this shit anymore

 

[Don_and-idk]

The voices are currently secondary its more about this tsunami full of emotions hitting me, i dont know what it is.

I dont like ppl, so i started to talk to an imaginary friend i made and after some weeks everything became independent and I started to hear voices that i never created. At the end it turned out that they were larping to be nice to me and hated me and had evil plans against me

Damn i didnt know loneliness could cause this much of damage imo, i hope ur good bro

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Damn i didnt know loneliness could cause this much of damage imo, i hope ur good bro

Its weird. I like being alone, but sometimes i get lonely, but i dont seek human interaction whilst being lonely, so i tried to fix it.

 

[Don_and-idk]

Its weird. I like being alone, but sometimes i get lonely, but i dont seek human interaction whilst being lonely, so i tried to fix it.

Ahh so ur trying to get NT with vyvanse?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Ahh so ur trying to get NT with vyvanse?

I will never become NT but im trying to minimize the effects.

 

[HexumReincarnated]

I’m on 30 mg Vyvanse/Elvanse and 3 mg guanfacine and still this happens too me and has happened 5 minutes ago and now:

1. I get unbearably strong desires to do certain stuff that heavily goes against the law and my belief
2. I start to cry and fall on the ground and lay there
3. I stare at things for long periods of times
4. I start making sounds that have no meaning
5. I start to bite my hand
6. I get visions that behind the corner is standing someone that wants to kill me
7. I get desires to talk to one of the voices/imaginary ppl I know
8. The voices are silent and say nothing
9. I get really scared and really stressed

No I won’t elaborate on what that “certain stuff” is.

My question is if someone somehow knows what I’m experiencing. It really draining, I don’t want to have it. It comes and goes and comes.

just say what you think it might is or what could help with it
@iwannasleeponurlap @HexumReincarnated @yyk117 @Lamskiiii @sonic55555

If you are planning a massacre or something, don’t do it, bro.

Talk to your parents and get medicated.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

If you are planning a massacre or something, don’t do it, bro.

Im not

Talk to your parents and get medicated.

I did but they dont give that much of a fuck
but i wrote my psychologist

 

[HexumReincarnated]

And if you could put into a psych ward so be it’s not as bad as you think you just feel droopy for the first couple days that like you have oatmeal brain life is simple and you cannot hurt anybody.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

And if you could put into a psych ward so be it’s not as bad as you think you just feel droopy for the first couple days that like you have oatmeal brain life is simple and you cannot hurt anybody.

The thing is i already know the game, psychologist wont help me, only God can, i just need to get closer to God. Im afraid that the problem wont go away with a psych ward

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

And if you could put into a psych ward so be it’s not as bad as you think you just feel droopy for the first couple days that like you have oatmeal brain life is simple and you cannot hurt anybody.

bro i just i want to stop getting these waves, i want to have a simple boring day

 

[HexumReincarnated]

The thing is i already know the game, psychologist wont help me, only God can, i just need to get closer to God. Im afraid that the problem wont go away with a psych ward

There is no god man I was Catholic for 10 years up until two weeks ago when I realised I’m a slave in worshipping a Jew.

Praise the sun

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

There is no god man I was Catholic for 10 years up until two weeks ago when I realised I’m a slave in worshipping a Jew.

Praise the sun

I believe in Christ

 

[HexumReincarnated]

I believe in Christ

So did I bro I went to church on my own. Nobody in my family is religious. I got baptised by myself. I worship God went to church every Easter the whole day.

Until two weeks ago I realise there is no God and to just live your life to the fullest.