(READ IF YOU WANNA WASTE YOUR TIME) I don't care about the side effects anymore (I fucking care about them I wanna sleep good)

[Jesus_ist_König]

Problem: Cant concentrate good enough
Subproblems from medication: Insomnia, Belly pain from eating, numbness (mentally, I dont feel happy nor sad (i fucking feel sad)), I GO CRAZY IN MY MIND (but without meds even more)

Current stats:
20 mg Methylphenidate and 25 mg daridorexant
Today I took 25 mg methyphenidate, better concentration a little but the side effects and rebound effect is so fucking strong im going insanse. Side effect/concentration ratio = retarded very shitty, even worse than my ugly face

Plan for tomorrow, bump it (methylphenidate) up to 30 mg and see if i mutate into fucking Albert Einstein.

Side quest: Try to go up in dose until my imaginary friend becomes real.
super side quest: Making gym plan to be less hyperactive

the more i go up in dose the more side effects i get and no i need to take medication i cant live without it.
Tomorrow back to 20mg methylphenidate or go 30 mg
Today 25 mg daridorexant or 50 mg?????
Listen to music or not?????
Am I retarded = yes

@KellSS @Sandriguez @Brava

Honorable triggering mention:
@ibonesmashmyramus @austrianpsycho (my existence annoys him hehehehe)

 

[ibonesmashmyramus]

Try not to die ig

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Problem: Cant concentrate good enough
Subproblems from medication: Insomnia, Belly pain from eating, numbness (mentally, I dont feel happy nor sad (i fucking feel sad)), I GO CRAZY IN MY MIND (but without meds even more)

Current stats:
20 mg Methylphenidate and 25 mg daridorexant
Today I took 25 mg methyphenidate, better concentration a little but the side effects and rebound effect is so fucking strong im going insanse. Side effect/concentration ratio = retarded very shitty, even worse than my ugly face

Plan for tomorrow, bump it (methylphenidate) up to 30 mg and see if i mutate into fucking Albert Einstein.

Side quest: Try to go up in dose until my imaginary friend becomes real.
super side quest: Making gym plan to be less hyperactive

the more i go up in dose the more side effects i get and no i need to take medication i cant live without it.
Tomorrow back to 20mg methylphenidate or go 30 mg
Today 25 mg daridorexant or 50 mg?????
Listen to music or not?????
Am I retarded = yes

@KellSS @Sandriguez @Brava

Honorable triggering mention:
@ibonesmashmyramus @austrianpsycho (my existence annoys him hehehehe)

Is this how schizophrenic users structure their posts?

 

[Sandriguez]

Konig chill tf out yo

just pm me

 

[austrianpsycho]

Problem: Cant concentrate good enough
Subproblems from medication: Insomnia, Belly pain from eating, numbness (mentally, I dont feel happy nor sad (i fucking feel sad)), I GO CRAZY IN MY MIND (but without meds even more)

Current stats:
20 mg Methylphenidate and 25 mg daridorexant
Today I took 25 mg methyphenidate, better concentration a little but the side effects and rebound effect is so fucking strong im going insanse. Side effect/concentration ratio = retarded very shitty, even worse than my ugly face

Plan for tomorrow, bump it (methylphenidate) up to 30 mg and see if i mutate into fucking Albert Einstein.

Side quest: Try to go up in dose until my imaginary friend becomes real.
super side quest: Making gym plan to be less hyperactive

the more i go up in dose the more side effects i get and no i need to take medication i cant live without it.
Tomorrow back to 20mg methylphenidate or go 30 mg
Today 25 mg daridorexant or 50 mg?????
Listen to music or not?????
Am I retarded = yes

@KellSS @Sandriguez @Brava

Honorable triggering mention:
@ibonesmashmyramus @austrianpsycho (my existence annoys him hehehehe)

bruder ka was du erreichen willst aber ich glaube das ist keine gute idee

 

[zophlol]

This is why .org has a bad rep

 

[austrianpsycho]

Problem: Cant concentrate good enough
Subproblems from medication: Insomnia, Belly pain from eating, numbness (mentally, I dont feel happy nor sad (i fucking feel sad)), I GO CRAZY IN MY MIND (but without meds even more)

Current stats:
20 mg Methylphenidate and 25 mg daridorexant
Today I took 25 mg methyphenidate, better concentration a little but the side effects and rebound effect is so fucking strong im going insanse. Side effect/concentration ratio = retarded very shitty, even worse than my ugly face

Plan for tomorrow, bump it (methylphenidate) up to 30 mg and see if i mutate into fucking Albert Einstein.

Side quest: Try to go up in dose until my imaginary friend becomes real.
super side quest: Making gym plan to be less hyperactive

the more i go up in dose the more side effects i get and no i need to take medication i cant live without it.
Tomorrow back to 20mg methylphenidate or go 30 mg
Today 25 mg daridorexant or 50 mg?????
Listen to music or not?????
Am I retarded = yes

@KellSS @Sandriguez @Brava

Honorable triggering mention:
@ibonesmashmyramus @austrianpsycho (my existence annoys him hehehehe)

your existence dosent trigger me you just make threads that are agrovatingly retardet

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Is this how schizophrenic users structure their posts?

I will take that as a compliment, I kinda wish i was schizo

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

This is why .org has a bad rep

Its offtopic section but i understand you

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

your existence dosent trigger me you just make threads that are agrovatingly retardet

but what if i am "retarded"

 

[austrianpsycho]

I will take that as a compliment, I kinda wish i was schizo

bruder du kannst nicht so downbad für freunde sein

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

bruder du kannst nicht so downbad für freunde sein

Check ich nd?

 

[austrianpsycho]

Check ich nd?

du hast vor so 2threads gesagr das du scizo werden willst dammit du "imaginary friends" kriegst

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

du hast vor so 2threads gesagr das du scizo werden willst dammit du "imaginary friends" kriegst

Ja das stimmt

 

[austrianpsycho]

Ja das stimmt

wie antisozail bist du das du keine freunde findest

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

wie antisozail bist du das du keine freunde findest

Ich weiß es nicht. Ich habe mit ungefähr 60 Leuten auf Discord geschrieben, aber alle haben mich blockiert

 

[Brava]

Problem: Cant concentrate good enough
Subproblems from medication: Insomnia, Belly pain from eating, numbness (mentally, I dont feel happy nor sad (i fucking feel sad)), I GO CRAZY IN MY MIND (but without meds even more)

Current stats:
20 mg Methylphenidate and 25 mg daridorexant
Today I took 25 mg methyphenidate, better concentration a little but the side effects and rebound effect is so fucking strong im going insanse. Side effect/concentration ratio = retarded very shitty, even worse than my ugly face

Plan for tomorrow, bump it (methylphenidate) up to 30 mg and see if i mutate into fucking Albert Einstein.

Side quest: Try to go up in dose until my imaginary friend becomes real.
super side quest: Making gym plan to be less hyperactive

the more i go up in dose the more side effects i get and no i need to take medication i cant live without it.
Tomorrow back to 20mg methylphenidate or go 30 mg
Today 25 mg daridorexant or 50 mg?????
Listen to music or not?????
Am I retarded = yes

@KellSS @Sandriguez @Brava

Honorable triggering mention:
@ibonesmashmyramus @austrianpsycho (my existence annoys him hehehehe)

Bro talk to a doctor before doing that or atleast with a parent plsss.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Bro talk to a doctor before doing that or atleast with a parent plsss.

yes yes yes. I see my psychologist this week. I will tell about my imaginary friend and that i want it to be true.

 

[gunterrr]

Problem: Cant concentrate good enough
Subproblems from medication: Insomnia, Belly pain from eating, numbness (mentally, I dont feel happy nor sad (i fucking feel sad)), I GO CRAZY IN MY MIND (but without meds even more)

Current stats:
20 mg Methylphenidate and 25 mg daridorexant
Today I took 25 mg methyphenidate, better concentration a little but the side effects and rebound effect is so fucking strong im going insanse. Side effect/concentration ratio = retarded very shitty, even worse than my ugly face

Plan for tomorrow, bump it (methylphenidate) up to 30 mg and see if i mutate into fucking Albert Einstein.

Side quest: Try to go up in dose until my imaginary friend becomes real.
super side quest: Making gym plan to be less hyperactive

the more i go up in dose the more side effects i get and no i need to take medication i cant live without it.
Tomorrow back to 20mg methylphenidate or go 30 mg
Today 25 mg daridorexant or 50 mg?????
Listen to music or not?????
Am I retarded = yes

@KellSS @Sandriguez @Brava

Honorable triggering mention:
@ibonesmashmyramus @austrianpsycho (my existence annoys him hehehehe)

Try methyleneblue to raise serotonin levels