AsGoodAsItGets
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Originally started writing this comment in response to @wereqryan 's post about his life in the threadDude, stop being an insecure hypocrite trying to act like all of this doesn't affect you and that its all bullshit, when in reality you're literally in the same position as me, drowning in sorrow and despair. You know its over for you because of your curry subhumanity.
but its tarted to get too long and I thought it might help other people. So for visibility and for my dopamine rush, i made a post, which will become blackpill classic and people will worship me like a God after my blackpill death (note for autists - jk , /s). Note: some gent asked me to format better on my one of my comments so added some dumb headings so that you can read what grabs your attention. Also images are unrelated, just making it colorful for page flippers.
REALITY (S)
honestly. everyone "knows" about a common accepted reality in a community. there is a certain reality here in the blackpill, there is a certain reality in the redpill, purplepill, bluepill, there is a certain reality in religious communities and ther is a whole untethered world in shamanic communities. it all works and is true for the believers of said community. and it affects them to some extent depending on their "starting" genetic as well as social standing position.
NEUROCHEM
When people dwell on it (not a personal attack, im just trying to explain whats happening here on a psychological and neurochemical level) its due to being practically addicted to the neurochemical ratio that was dominant during their childhood mostly and then later in their life through the years until year 35. by then a human mind is practically set in stone due to reinforcements on the neural networks that exist in their brain (actual physical matter created through thought and / or feelings) regarding each person in their life, thing, place, event, behaviors, meanings, interpretations.
CHANGE?
and unless expending massive energy for change in their pattern of thinking, just like the deltaFosB pattern dopamine water slide in the case of porn addiction which i have like many people here, they will stay the very same person like on autopilot till death. that is, certain events trigger the same neurochemical response creating a certain feeling, lets say, sad and hopeless, over and over again until this feeling, like an insidious entity starts to become the dominant mood over months. you carry that dominant feeling with you without trying to flush away that "sense of being", ie, how you feel most of the time over years, it becomes a personality.
CHECKPOINT
im not trying to shit on you, because i can hopefully (most likely not) understand where you're coming from. but this is a good checkpoint to see how youre feel about something on a default autopilot. that is, i want you to think inside your mind like literally close your eyes right now and try to understand what emotional label, (i say label; because if you think about it, sometyimes we can feel sad and happy at the same time, angry and sad etc so essentiually its not ecxactly what it is really, its just our human way of making sense of the state of our body due to the prefrontal cortex) ie sad, attacked, happy, pity, hopeless, hopeful, relieved, triggered etc you may be feeling at the moment right now reading this hopefully elevating response.
now think why would you be feeling that way, when someone else reading this right now, would be having a completely different feeling? you would say, i feel that way because this thing happened to me and then this happened etc. and now i want you to try and go back to the last time when you felt this way, and then go back again and again until you reach the most primitive memory of this feeling in response to a similar event. thats where it started. we dont have to be exact. its just a silly experiment. we can even extrapolate and say that this pattern may even be embedded in ones DNA through genrations of suffering. rich stay rich, poor stay poor? i can only guide you, not get inside your mind detached from your reality.
TRAUMA >- ROTTING
when a traumatic event or another extremely elevated emotion like massive success occurs, the brain essentially captures an image of the event and stores it. this is much more true in the case of truamatic events due to the survivalist nature of the human animal and the inborn fight or flight response. and the brain AND the body (due to the body being the action and the brain being the code) stores this event and response in preparation for any future events and drives a certain action for survival. ie, if you were strong and bullied, you fought the guy and won. that stored. next time you have a similar event happen, the brain and the body is ready for the same response. this is why you can see people who lost to khabib in the MMA, lose over and over again, essentially repeating the pattern though the face of adverse opposition has disappeared and the threat is way lesser. but their mind changed and very few people bounced back as the person they were before the fight with him.
MONKS HAPPY AF
think about monks living in places with no electricity. they live happier than any third generation rotschild without any kind of social standing or hierachical structure. i mean but who the fuck wants to live that way? but what is it that we want? where did our want come from? culture have anything to do with it? media? is it really "our want"?
NEVER FORGET AMNESIA
theres very little difference in your mind (right now, can be different in the future)) vs the mind of amnesia. im not tagging him because i dont want to make him miserable and he seems to have ascended to narcy levels. good for him to be elevated from apathy, but bad for his "being" or his existence as a whole. both are miserable. and what makes you think that if you looked like him or were him, you would feel any different? not attacking, just a thought experiment. again, its hard to "see" when you're looking at the world from your filter of perspectives stacked thick through your life from experiences and meanings about events, ie thoughts like "this happened because x". "i knew this would happen" "this always happens to me". oh ive been there. like Carl Jung says, i've seen my shadow. how fucked up i am. present a nice self. whats going on in other peoples minds though?
PSEUDOSCIENCE
ill leave you with this. just look at it. you dont have to read it fully.
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scarcity vs. abundance
you can contact me if you need to know more about this including thought-induced-feeling, feeling-induced actual changes in the brain through brain scans (yeah, science not just esoteric talk) and the change that happens in an instant not only to the body but also the photon energy field around the body through advanced scans
IM NARCY AF
my objective with this essay here is not to change you, but to hopefully plant a seed in your mind. and if you felt better about yourself, good for you. if you didn't, you only wasted 5 mins and i "wasted" like 15-20 putting my thoughts together in a near coherent manner through years of "changing" myself. i dont think its ever wasted, because theres so many people visiting the site unregistered too. nd from the views i see on some imgurs, i know theres so many people here than just actually those engaged in conversation. also ive ust bought some greens and im putting off smoking that until im back from the gym tbh. but i want to help you man, not because i think you'll rope. actually i know you wont because you show some signs of self awareness. and but you're stuck. and its a miserable to live that way man. it really is. try to not change but just analyze as if playing a character in a game from a third person perspective. what do you think the character is feeling, what is he doing, why is he doing what hes doing? is he in free roam? why does he still do the same thing?
I AM AMAZING
i have helped people like you but mostly women because they more open minded in a mystical sense generally because of their softer nature and also more willing to try new things when they trust someone. i have also seen some of them relapse when ive met some of them after a few years. hell, i relapsed and ended up here among many other places in search for an answer to my suffering. but i learned new truths and ill build a new future, more shatterproof. but ill get broken, ill fix it and build again. ill do it again man. this character im playing is worth that to me.
PUPPET
ill make a final example, last night i made an attempt to support makinithappen in a very small way when @volcelfatcel was on his case jjfl firstly because i actually think he's funny af and also to see what he would do (not tagging him because i dont want his energy near me at this time tbh). and if you know makinit, hes all about drama. he loves that shit. lives off of it. lives for it. so what did he do, he got triggered for no reason like a puppet. why is he that way? what drives him to behave that way? that he gets triggered at anyone? everyone? ill just make a quick passing judgement looking at a psychoanalysis of his character (if youve watched brooklyn 99, youll get this refernece of narcy character psychoanalysis scene played by Chelsea Peretti), he thinks hes the guy from fight club.
WANNABE TYLER DURDEN
i was that guy in reality, which is why i kinda like him. degeneracy abound, our frat house looking like the meth den in which the guy hits a bong in rocknrolla. living in filth. actual borderline hazardous conditions. roaches, ants, stray cats. there were still foids walking around our house all the time. and i thought before going into uni, high class girls liked high class shit? jfl we never even invited them. they just came because they wanted to be part of the degeneracy and visit their shadow, so to speak. how animal can one be? nearly getting killed in an ambush. it was degeneracy. would i go back and do it again? i would but why did i live that way in the first place? because i was popular? jfl laughing at myself
NIHILISM
at the end of the day, we can live however we want. there is no meaning, only what we believe.
PLEASE GIVE ME MY DOPAMINE SO I CAN NOT SMOKE UP UNTIL IM BACK FROM THE GYM @Mongrelcel yeah i scored fuark (thugmaxxing 101)
tagging some bros who might like this "insanely high IQ shit" jfl but more importantly people of hope (sorry if theres some errors because i didnt proofread jfl lazy rn need to go to the gym and my chest is hurting like im carrying double Ds from yesterdays workout) @Mongrelcel @Preston @volcelfatcel @Ryan @datboijj @Copeful @randomvanish @changcel @Salludon @EvenOverBeyond @Aquiillaxo @Chad1212 @eduardkoopman @Nameless_Sunflower @loksr @johncruz12345 @LocalDanger @BrownBoy @lilhorizontal32 @curryboy123 @Biiyo03 @AcneScars @Shrek2OnDvD @Gonthar @CookiesAndCream @Chadethnic101 @tyronelite @mamacookoil jfl mama cook oil caging at username @Lawton88 @subhuman incel @OldVirgin @Chinlet Ascension @MarstonAlloy @eyelidcel @Yellow_fever_cel @Chadeep @rebs1999