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Lisan al Gaib
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Been talking to her since october. We get along and share the same views pretty much. She‘s super religious (muslim) and im atheistic but im not telling her. We cant kiss hug or touch at all and it drives me crazy. I dont just wanna marry a person out of lust. I dont wanna cheat on her either (not that i even could that easily tbh).
She talks so dry and boring, only laughs when i try to flirt or avoids it. Then suddenly talks about marriage, like i barely got to truely know you and im not ready either.
It‘s really exhausting having neither physical, nor mental or emotional pleasure/connection. She gives me none of these 3 and i just feel like shit and unappreciated. She never compliments me back either. She barely makes conversation and it‘s awkward allot of the time. I dont really have a connection to her.
Im gonna meet her soon should i cut her off and tell her the truth?
(We‘re chechen and in austria. Im 19)
She talks so dry and boring, only laughs when i try to flirt or avoids it. Then suddenly talks about marriage, like i barely got to truely know you and im not ready either.
It‘s really exhausting having neither physical, nor mental or emotional pleasure/connection. She gives me none of these 3 and i just feel like shit and unappreciated. She never compliments me back either. She barely makes conversation and it‘s awkward allot of the time. I dont really have a connection to her.
Im gonna meet her soon should i cut her off and tell her the truth?
(We‘re chechen and in austria. Im 19)