so I went to...

[SendMePicsToRate]

Work... I'm 30 by now, so...

Oof I can understand why that would be brutal honestly, honestly that sounds rough. I cannot really act like I know what to do in that situation

 

[Deleted member 10536]

ok, why no family? Do u have bad relationship with them? How did u break ur leg btw?

They told me to leave and never show my face ever again. They pretty much hated me entire life, I'd always hear them talk shit about me. Literally was fed dog/cat food.
Was running in forest and there were lots of fallen over trees, so I became ape and started jumping. Did a big leap, while landing on one leg and it just didn't hold and bent sideways a bit and then it broke.

 

[Deleted member 8853]

After this I can't even call myself virgin, technically? I feel even more virgin than before though.

BRUTAL

 

[Deleted member 10536]

BRUTAL

Feel like I've been robbed.

 

[Deleted member 8853]

No girl would ever let me do anything with them willingly...
Literally all my dates go well, they tell me they've enjoyed the time we've spent together, etc and that they'd like to meet again, and every single one ignores me/ghosts me afterwards. Dates are never really awkward or anything and we just chat a lot and all goes well. But actions > words.

Dates me

I can't even get a girl to look at me for more than 3 seconds

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Dates me

I can't even get a girl to look at me for more than 3 seconds

Yeah. Was same for me, but I invested thousands into my looks and went from 0 on tinder to tens of matches and I have 4-5 dates. 1 date this year a few days ago.

 

[Deleted member 8853]

Yeah. Was same for me, but I invested thousands into my looks and went from 0 on tinder to tens of matches and I have 4-5 dates. 1 date this year a few days ago.

Wow what did you do.

 

[Pietrosiek]

They told me to leave and never show my face ever again. They pretty much hated me entire life, I'd always hear them talk shit about me. Literally was fed dog/cat food.

i understand why u feel like that now. People who never had love from their family will look for the love outside. What was the reason of hate from ur parents? Btw If u want to talk to someone, u can always talk to me man.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Wow what did you do.

Everything. Copelements, skin care, clothes, fillers, makeup.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

i understand why u feel like that now. People who never had love from their family will look for the love outside. What was the reason of hate from ur parents? Btw If u want to talk to someone, u can always talk to me man.

Idk why. They never liked me, I ruined their life, was an annoyance/nuisance/money drain. Was ugly so...

 

[Pietrosiek]

Idk why. They never liked me, I ruined their life, was an annoyance/nuisance/money drain. Was ugly so...

do u have any brother or sister? How old were ur parents when u were born

 

[Deleted member 10536]

do u have any brother or sister? How old were ur parents when u were born

I have now, but I don't know them. They were in early 20s

 

[john2]

So you lost your virginity to a hooker and didn't enjoy it?

 

[Deleted member 10536]

So you lost your virginity to a hooker and didn't enjoy it?

Pretty much. She was hot too. But sex was actually not something I'd ever do willingly, it was unpleasant.

 

[Pietrosiek]

I have now, but I don't know them. They were in early 20s

ok. Hmmm, idk how exactly are u feeling, but i would suggest to try make some money, go on some vacation, rest and forget about that shit for a while. MAybe in the summer. Then maybe try to contact ur parents? Say to them what they did to u? Maybe that would make it easier? Idk, but u can try.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

ok. Hmmm, idk how exactly are u feeling, but i would suggest to try make some money, go on some vacation, rest and forget about that shit for a while. MAybe in the summer. Then maybe try to contact ur parents? Say to them what they did to u? Maybe that would make it easier? Idk, but u can try.

I've made money from crypto, so I was trying to cope.
No point in parents, seriously.
I was thinking of seamax, but idk... Also can't leave country anyway.

 

[Deleted member 8853]

Everything. Copelements, skin care, clothes, fillers, makeup.

Surgerymaxxing?

 

[Deleted member 10536]

Surgerymaxxing?

Too expensive and I need maxilla reconstruction/lefort 3. So pointless.

 

[Deleted member 8853]

Too expensive and I need maxilla reconstruction/lefort 3. So pointless.

Damn dude.
Get the money because it's the only thing what holds you back.

 

[Pietrosiek]

I've made money from crypto, so I was trying to cope.

thats good. Money is not gonna bring u happiness on its own, but at least u have resourses to live.

No point in parents, seriously.

Did u try? WHen did u talk to them last time.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

thats good. Money is not gonna bring u happiness on its own, but at least u have resourses to live.


Did u try? WHen did u talk to them last time.

Father visited me some not very long ago. It didn't go well.

 

[Pietrosiek]

Father visited me some not very long ago. It didn't go well.

he visited u? Can u tell me more?

 

[Deleted member 10536]

he visited u? Can u tell me more?

Yeah. Not much to talk. He was just angry and complained a bunch, blamed me for everything. No idea why he even came after all those years. He tried throwing me from 8th floor when I was a kid, but others stopped him. Wish he did tbh.

 

[Pietrosiek]

Yeah. Not much to talk. He was just angry and complained a bunch, blamed me for everything. No idea why he even came after all those years. He tried throwing me from 8th floor when I was a kid, but others stopped him. Wish he did tbh.

dude, what did he complained about? If i was u, i would punch him in the face, grab him and ask what did u do to him. Honestly. And btw, ik that u feel bad, but if everyone wanted u to fail, how can u get that ''revenge''? Just become as succesfull as u can. U said that u made quite alot of money, make even more. One day visit him and do what i wrote above. U need answers. Honest answers. Hes a bitch yk, if he wanted to kill innocent kid, he was just a fucking coward who couldnt handle being a father. Not ur fucking foult.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

dude, what did he complained about? If i was u, i would punch him in the face, grab him and ask what did u do to him. Honestly. And btw, ik that u feel bad, but if everyone wanted u to fail, how can u get that ''revenge''? Just become as succesfull as u can. U said that u made quite alot of money, make even more. One day visit him and do what i wrote above. U need answers. Honest answers. Hes a bitch yk, if he wanted to kill innocent kid, he was just a fucking coward who couldnt handle being a father. Not ur fucking foult.

It is stressful to trade. I've been too tired and lifeless to trade lately. I feel like I'd lose everything now if I did. So I've been doing nothing at all. Staring at ceiling and crying over here. Burning money on whores and useless shit.
Idc enough to go out and make conflicts with people.

 

[to_stop_da_cope]

After this I can't even call myself virgin, technically? I feel even more virgin than before though.

only raw dog counts as losing virginity these days man

 

[Deleted member 10536]

only raw dog counts as losing virginity these days man

Lifefuel tbh...

 

[Pietrosiek]

It is stressful to trade. I've been too tired and lifeless to trade lately. I feel like I'd lose everything now if I did. So I've been doing nothing at all. Staring at ceiling and crying over here. Burning money on whores and useless shit.
Idc enough to go out and make conflicts with people.

hmmm ok then. Dont trade if its risky. If i am honest, finding what people here call ''copes'' would be good for u. IM not in the same sitation as u, but i kinda can apricitate small things, like games, youtube videos, tasty food or good workout. I think if u could do that it would benefit u alot.

 

[to_stop_da_cope]

Lifefuel tbh...

I'd give whoremaxing second shot after you recover tbh
you had wrong mentality to begin with, get some rest, watch this guy https://www.youtube.com/c/LooksMaximus/videos
and try again

 

[Deleted member 10536]

hmmm ok then. Dont trade if its risky. If i am honest, finding what people here call ''copes'' would be good for u. IM not in the same sitation as u, but i kinda can apricitate small things, like games, youtube videos, tasty food or good workout. I think if u could do that it would benefit u alot.

I've been eating candies and other trash food. But it doesn't make me feel better tbh... I used to play games, but I can't anymore. I feel too bad to play them. It makes me feel incredibly bad.

 

[BigBiceps]

A hooker. And it was seriously incredibly underwhelming.
Girl was quite pretty though, easy 6 or even 7/10, light blue eyes, blond hair, 165-170cm, harmonious face, good body, very nice beautiful pussy and near ideal size c cup boobs, but a bit affected by gravity. Not 25 yet, but more than 20 yo. Seriously a girl I could only dream of. Really strange, because she mogs everyone in terms of looks here, for sure. Personality essentially 0 though, wasn't very happy, a bit angry, anxious?
Sex felt like worthless experience. It didn't feel any good. Mid way through nearly lost erection. Also was very awkward all the way through. Experience was just shit. She would often time just look away from me too, only after I asked if she finds me so disgusting that she started to even look at me. I only wanted to watch her eyes and hug... But she'd only go for "sex".
She did blowjob which was meh. Then cowgirl, which was by far the worst. I felt actually nothing at all, she could have been there for hours and I'd just have gone asleep.
Switched to missionary, which is when I started to feel something, but still quite crappy. Like pleasure wise masturbation mogs pussy to I don't even know what kinds of depths.
Then she started to pester me when I'll finish, so I just finished, because it was a lost cause by that point.
So I was right. Sex is not about p in v. It's about sensations, whispering sweet nothings into each other ears, love, kissing, hugging, touching, intimacy. P in v is... Last thing on the list.
What now? I feel quite bad. If anything, my dick hurts as it was uncomfortable and I've lost several days worth of food.

You've been masturbating too much. Possibly death grip syndrome.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

I'd give whoremaxing second shot after you recover tbh
you had wrong mentality to begin with, get some rest, watch this guy https://www.youtube.com/c/LooksMaximus/videos
and try again

I don't get it how it can be a good experience. What else is there to it? Girls hate it and you don't get what you want. Lose lose really, except I also lose money too.

 

[Perma Virgin 666]

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Looks even better irl. asked to take a picture, but she wouldn't let me.

she got the thousand cock stare and she is not even attractive.
not surprising that it sucked. but there are hookers that are not dead inside
how much did you pay for her?

 

[Deleted member 10536]

You've been masturbating too much. Possibly death grip syndrome.

I've been going for months without masturbating... I barely ever do anymore nowadays. When I do I don't even watch any videos, either pure fantasy/imagination or some soft core pictures.

 

[Pietrosiek]

I've been eating candies and other trash food. But it doesn't make me feel better tbh... I used to play games, but I can't anymore. I feel too bad to play them. It makes me feel incredibly bad.

hmmm its sad man, what can i tell u. Is there anything that u enjoy doing?

 

[BigBiceps]

Can't imagine it ever going well. It's about everything and desire to do it from both sides. Hooker is never going to give you that regardless of anything.
At least she was really hot.

Good hooker can act. You had bad luck.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

she got the thousand cock stare and she is not even attractive.
not surprising that it sucked. but there are hookers that are not dead inside
how much did you pay for her?

50 jfl.
She was just bitchy tbh, she smiled a bit too, but felt forced. Wish she was friendly and clingy, a gf like...

 

[BigBiceps]

I've been going for months without masturbating... I barely ever do anymore nowadays. When I do I don't even watch any videos, either pure fantasy/imagination or some soft core pictures.

You can't cure it by nofapping. I have death grip syndrome too, once went 2 months without fapping and sex, and still couldn't cum from P in V. You need to get yourself used to light touch when masturbating, so your penis can cum easier.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

hmmm its sad man, what can i tell u. Is there anything that u enjoy doing?

Being together with a girl, talking, being close with her, intimate, kissing, cuddling, touching, whispering sweet little nothings into each other ears, going for a walk together and holding hands, fantasising about future and making future plans, adoring each other and caring for each other, helping each other and being perfect to each other to the best of our abilities. Simply loving each other.

 

[Deleted member 4430]

50 jfl.
Wish she was friendly and clingy, a gf like...

not gonna happen, unless you hire one that is specializes in it, but you wouldnt have the money for it anyway or complained that it was staged.

 

[Tony]

not gonna happen, unless you hire one that is specializes in it, but you wouldnt have the money for it anyway or complained that it was staged.

 

[Pietrosiek]

Being together with a girl, talking, being close with her, intimate, kissing, cuddling, touching, whispering sweet little nothings into each other ears, going for a walk together and holding hands, fantasising about future and making future plans, adoring each other and caring for each other, helping each other and being perfect to each other to the best of our abilities. Simply loving each other.

its all down to not having loving family. The truth is that u are not gonna find it in a girl. Thats it. Thats just the truth. If thats the only source of happiness for u, u are never gonna be happy.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

You can't cure it by nofapping. I have death grip syndrome too, once went 2 months without fapping and sex, and still couldn't cum from P in V. You need to get yourself used to light touch when masturbating, so your penis can cum easier.

I can easily... In a minute, if I want to. Of course I try not to, because it's a pleasurable experience. Thing is, it just felt bad and it hurt, was bruising me. It's like inserting your dick in a rubbery grater. I'm too sensitive. Need way much more softness and care. I've never had "problem" with porn or fapping, I've rarely if ever did it more than a few times a week ever in my life. Legit, thinking about it, some people might call me asexual, but it's not the case, I just need passion and intimacy. Love...

 

[to_stop_da_cope]

I don't get it how it can be a good experience. What else is there to it? Girls hate it and you don't get what you want. Lose lose really, except I also lose money too.

they win, hoes are rich
average gay whore in central london makes easily 10k+ a month

if you never had girlfriend i guess its just your desire to be in the ltr making you depressed enough not to have huge dopamine rushes out of cumin in sluts
trust me one relationship will be enough for you to realize what kind of blessing to us are hoes, no need to jestermax, motivation to moneymax, no need to talk with them which is huge advantage, nothing worse than women making you listen to their shit

been in one ltr personally and will never try walking this way again uff

 

[Deleted member 10536]

not gonna happen, unless you hire one that is specializes in it, but you wouldnt have the money for it anyway or complained that it was staged.

So I should go again...?

 

[Deleted member 4430]

Being together with a girl, talking, being close with her, intimate, kissing, cuddling, touching, whispering sweet little nothings into each other ears, going for a walk together and holding hands, fantasising about future and making future plans, adoring each other and caring for each other, helping each other and being perfect to each other to the best of our abilities. Simply loving each other.

but how do you know its the only thing you enjoy when youve never been through it?

 

[Deleted member 10536]

its all down to not having loving family. The truth is that u are not gonna find it in a girl. Thats it. Thats just the truth. If thats the only source of happiness for u, u are never gonna be happy.

Time to rope then?

 

[Pietrosiek]

they win, hoes are rich
average gay whore in central london makes easily 10k+ a month

if you never had girlfriend i guess its just your desire to be in the ltr making you depressed enough not to have huge dopamine rushes out of cumin in sluts
trust me one relationship will be enough for you to realize what kind of blessing to us are hoes, no need to jestermax, motivation to moneymax, no need to talk with them which is huge advantage, nothing worse than women making you listen to their shit

been in one ltr personally and will never try walking this way again uff

his problem is that he never had love from his parents. Thats why hes searching for it in girls. Thats a common thing among people with those experiences. intjcel u need to change ur mindset tbh

 

[Deleted member 10536]

but how do you know its the only thing you enjoy when youve never been through it?

It's the only thing that I've ever wanted since I was like 14...

 

[Pietrosiek]

Time to rope then?

no, u need to realize why do u want that. If u are gonna accept that women are not like that, if u are gonna accept that u want love so much becouse of ur parents, if u are gonna accpet ur life as it is, u will be able to enjot smaller things.

Im not in same situtaion as u, but i felt bad for some time. And then i kinda accepted reality, now im just enjoying simple thing.