
Future Arablite
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The Agepill is without a doubt the most brutal and depressing pills of them all. This is actually the only pill that affects everyone (albeit not equally but still), including Chad and Stacy. This is the pill that will ultimately lead to the mortality of every single one of us.
Let's suppose every single one of us here ascends at a fairly young age (pre 25) and slays frequently. Thing is, after 30 the perception of youth from society and the people around you in regards to you will barely be visible anymore, this is despite the medical and scientific breakthroughs made in the world of science for the past 50 years or so. The only thing you will have from those slays and love that you experienced will be mere memories from a time, long past. That is to say, you don't get afflicted with Alzheimers and not only lose your memories but also the sense of identity you always carried.
Things just won't be the same when you enter middle age (40+). Youth is behind you and the friends you have had since younger days are getting older just like you and may or may not even want to hang out anymore due to age related depression, lethargy and/or illnesses. For some they will probably just be too busy with their families and forget about you. You will be called terms such as "senior" or "old man", by the young crowd, even your own children.
I can't imagine the thought of my parents and majority of my much older siblings gone when i enter my middle age (sucks to say but parents will probably be gone before that). I can already see myself as a 40/50 year old man, looksmaxed but still carries around emptiness inside of him due to loneliness and mostly losing a sense of time, feels really awful ngl. The thought of me driving while blasting music from my own era that is bound to be considered "old and nostalgic" in 20-30 years time, is truly sad.
I cannot bear the thought of seeing young people having a blast when i become older/enter middle age. Even when i hopefully ascend at 19 and slay/get to experience love and all of that, i will still feel depressed when those opportunities vanish from me, the older i become.
How and which methods will you guys use to overcome/ cope with such feelings ?
Let's suppose every single one of us here ascends at a fairly young age (pre 25) and slays frequently. Thing is, after 30 the perception of youth from society and the people around you in regards to you will barely be visible anymore, this is despite the medical and scientific breakthroughs made in the world of science for the past 50 years or so. The only thing you will have from those slays and love that you experienced will be mere memories from a time, long past. That is to say, you don't get afflicted with Alzheimers and not only lose your memories but also the sense of identity you always carried.
Things just won't be the same when you enter middle age (40+). Youth is behind you and the friends you have had since younger days are getting older just like you and may or may not even want to hang out anymore due to age related depression, lethargy and/or illnesses. For some they will probably just be too busy with their families and forget about you. You will be called terms such as "senior" or "old man", by the young crowd, even your own children.
I can't imagine the thought of my parents and majority of my much older siblings gone when i enter my middle age (sucks to say but parents will probably be gone before that). I can already see myself as a 40/50 year old man, looksmaxed but still carries around emptiness inside of him due to loneliness and mostly losing a sense of time, feels really awful ngl. The thought of me driving while blasting music from my own era that is bound to be considered "old and nostalgic" in 20-30 years time, is truly sad.
I cannot bear the thought of seeing young people having a blast when i become older/enter middle age. Even when i hopefully ascend at 19 and slay/get to experience love and all of that, i will still feel depressed when those opportunities vanish from me, the older i become.
How and which methods will you guys use to overcome/ cope with such feelings ?
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