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Back when I was like 15 I wasn't nearly as GL as I am now and didn't think that highly of myself at all looks wise but there was this pretty lil mama that I had a giga crush on but was subconsciously blackpilled before ever even knowing what the blackpill was and knew that our looks were absolutely just not compatible, she was just too good looking at the time compared to me then (not rly anymore now at all).
Obviously the looks disparity was the main reason to never try and make anything meaningful of it, but I picked up things like in class she always would copy what a nigga would do and say like body movements and postures. She would copy my voice sometimes and exact things that I would say (even like right after I would say it), even started wearing the same color clothes that I would wear (I had a very limited wardrobe and would wear the same shit on specific days) and we would just be happening to wear the same exact color clothes every single time it was so legit lmao.
The next year she started making her hairstyle similar to mines. The disparity still had me feeling like it was so strange yet I was flattered at the same time and this was all 100% legit, and as I greatly ascended throughout the year (still ascending to this day tbh) she was more direct this time around (like eye fucking and putting on makeup while eyefucking from a distance). I ascended even further and the disparity was close to none, maybe even in the negatives at this point (which I couldn't be any happier about, I still think she is very GL).
I think when it got to that point she stopped liking me for some reason or maybe not because we didn't even have any classes together so there's no way of me actually knowing. But why would any foid even a GL one be doing this to a subhuman (at the time) I was extremely confused while it was happening but still felt like a cool nigga tho lol, she prob was just geekin and lovin the wave.
Obviously the looks disparity was the main reason to never try and make anything meaningful of it, but I picked up things like in class she always would copy what a nigga would do and say like body movements and postures. She would copy my voice sometimes and exact things that I would say (even like right after I would say it), even started wearing the same color clothes that I would wear (I had a very limited wardrobe and would wear the same shit on specific days) and we would just be happening to wear the same exact color clothes every single time it was so legit lmao.
The next year she started making her hairstyle similar to mines. The disparity still had me feeling like it was so strange yet I was flattered at the same time and this was all 100% legit, and as I greatly ascended throughout the year (still ascending to this day tbh) she was more direct this time around (like eye fucking and putting on makeup while eyefucking from a distance). I ascended even further and the disparity was close to none, maybe even in the negatives at this point (which I couldn't be any happier about, I still think she is very GL).
I think when it got to that point she stopped liking me for some reason or maybe not because we didn't even have any classes together so there's no way of me actually knowing. But why would any foid even a GL one be doing this to a subhuman (at the time) I was extremely confused while it was happening but still felt like a cool nigga tho lol, she prob was just geekin and lovin the wave.
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