What is your blackpill CV (How you found the blackpill)

[Germania]

How did you hear about the blackpill and this forum?

My CV:

-> started lifting before many years
-> joined a Fitness/Bodybuilding Forum
-> read about pick up artists in this forum
-> educated myself about pick up and practiced it on and off
-> a so called "PUA" did a video about MGTOW and Red Pill
-> read about MGTOW and Red Pill and watched many videos
-> through the red pill community i heared about the black pill
-> randomly found lookism (good informations, but bad people)
-> trough lookism i found looksmax.me

 

[Deleted member 2933]

Oneitis blackpilled me.

 

[Deleted member 2352]

-Sister tells me about franchisco because of tumblr
-Googles him and is mesmerised
-Goes on youtube and looks for videos how to be better looking because he was ugly
-Finds out about „Jawline“
-Stumbles on mike mew
-Starts mewing
-Searches mewing on google
-Finds lookism.net and Is sucked into all information and blackpill
-Is now on looksmax because fuck lookism


That all started in 2016 when i was 14

 

[Chadelite]

How did you hear about the blackpill and this forum?

My CV:

-> started lifting before many years
-> joined a Fitness/Bodybuilding Forum
-> read about pick up artists in this forum
-> educated myself about pick up and practiced it on and off
-> a so called "PUA" did a video about MGTOW and Red Pill
-> read about MGTOW and Red Pill and watched many videos
-> through the red pill community i heared about the black pill
-> randomly found lookism (good informations, but bad people)
-> trough lookism i found looksmax.me

saw a youtube video called from a youtuber called "looksmax"
then i found this site afterwards.

so this was around feb 2019.

not because i am ugly

quite the opposite

That all started in 2016 when i was 14

im sure we were blackpilled before that, we knew looks were no.1

 

[GenericChad1444]

idk what the fuck happened but the universe some how aligned to make me find lookism

 

[prgfromnl]

>I watched some red pill dating coach and he mentioned black pill
>Discover this youtube video ->
>Discovered /r/truerateme

>Because of /r/truerateme, discovered looksmaxing
>googled a looksmaxing forum
>came across this site
>Site destroys my confidence completely and I discover what I already knew long time ago

 

[Framletgod]

i think i was looking to max out my gaming rig (buying the best cpu and gpu) and then ended up writing ¨computermaxxing¨ some years ago, then stumbled to lookism.net

 

[Deleted member 2634]

There was a mirror in the h&m wich reflected another mirror
I tell myself" that guy looks like shit"
Realized it was me from a side view

 

[Chadelite]

i think i was looking to max out my gaming rig (buying the best cpu and gpu) and then ended up writing ¨computermaxxing¨ some years ago, then stumbled to lookism.net

ha ha
computermaxxing
guarenteed incel


jk
im building a pc too.
already have the gtx 1060
and my mouse,keyboard,desk and monitor (144hz)

 

[UglyMan]

ha ha
computermaxxing
guarenteed incel


jk
im building a pc too.
already have the gtx 1060
and my mouse,keyboard,desk and monitor (144hz)

Hey just logged into say: those specs are absolute dogshit in 2019. Wyd bro?

 

[BonesAndHarmony]

I started balding and took the hairpill

 

[Usum]

Being cheated on twice helped a lot.
Because men are rational and when the story does not match facts, we need answers.
The luckiest or more curious finish on MGTOW or here.

 

[TylerDurden]

Growing up with PSL 5.5+ friends and listening to their stories about how much better their life was compared to mine; I was a lot smarter and a lot more talented than them all put together and it never mattered. I discovered lookism then came here

 

[lookserumaxeru]

I looked around one day at the side of people's faces and realized they look fuckin weird and i mentioned it to my friend who was blackpilled and i asked him if i looked okay from the side and he said i look like shit and here i am

 

[middayshowers]

I found looksmax after going on /r/orthotropics and wanting to do further research

 

[fOreVER]

I was blackpilled at 15 after a lot of boyd at a boys only school kept calling and referring to me as ugly and bullying me. At that time I thought it was because arabs are bad people then i lost weight and looksmaxed. It went down but still continued. I watched a good looking friend get nudes out of nowhere and made me wonder what cant i. At 19 i watched faceandlms and dived deep looking for answers then everything preached matched my life exactly and here i am

 

[NiBBaCel]

I was blackpilled at 15 after a lot of boyd at a boys only school kept calling and referring to me as ugly and bullying me. At that time I thought it was because arabs are bad people then i lost weight and looksmaxed. It went down but still continued. I watched a good looking friend get nudes out of nowhere and made me wonder what cant i. At 19 i watched faceandlms and dived deep looking for answers then everything preached matched my life exactly and here i am

jfl at getting bullied in his own country

 

[Lorsss]

How did you hear about the blackpill and this forum?

My CV:

-> started lifting before many years
-> joined a Fitness/Bodybuilding Forum
-> read about pick up artists in this forum
-> educated myself about pick up and practiced it on and off
-> a so called "PUA" did a video about MGTOW and Red Pill
-> read about MGTOW and Red Pill and watched many videos
-> through the red pill community i heared about the black pill
-> randomly found lookism (good informations, but bad people)
-> trough lookism i found looksmax.me

my CV

- in April 2018 I was browsing youtube when I saw a video named "youtubers who killed someone"



- one of the youtubers featured in that video was Elliot Rodger
- I searched the youtube channel of ER
- I watched all his videos
- I watched videos about Elliot Rodger's forum posts
- I saw the word "incel" and googled it
- I realized I was an incel
- I joined braincels
- I joined incels.me (now .co)
- I joined looksmax.me
- thanks to looksmaxing, I got deflowered by a landwhale

 

[SikKunt]

Hey just logged into say: those specs are absolute dogshit in 2019. Wyd bro?

Not everyone can afford a i9 9900k rtx 2080 ti combo like you mate

 

[Chadelite]

Hey just logged into say: those specs are absolute dogshit in 2019. Wyd bro?

im making a budget build for fortnite, i will get very good fps in the game i will play
minimum will be around 100
avg is like 150

dw

everything else i got is top of the line
144hz 1ms monitor 24inches
best gaming mouse
copycat 60% keyboard
massive desk

 

[SikKunt]

im making a budget build for fortnite, i will get very good fps in the game i will play
minimum will be around 100
avg is like 150

dw

everything else i got is top of the line
144hz 1ms monitor 24inches
best gaming mouse
copycat 60% keyboard
massive desk

whats ur cpu?

 

[Chadelite]

Not everyone can afford a i9 9900k rtx 2080 ti combo like you mate

yh bro

he probs has rtx 2080ti sli just to run looksmax.me

whats ur cpu?

i will get ryzen 5 2600.

 

[SikKunt]

he probs has rtx 2080ti sli just to run looksmax.me

Legit

i will get ryzen 5 2600.

Decent cpu for the money.
But the Ryzen 5 3600 recently came out and It's not a big difference in price so you might wanna pick that one up.

 

[Chadelite]

Legit

Decent cpu for the money.
But the Ryzen 5 3600 recently came out and It's not a big difference in price so you might wanna pick that one up.

im a brokecel,
saved for years for this
and my paretns are paying the rest
dw
i will money max to the next galaxy soon.

 

[Hector]

I been blackpilled but didn't know shit abput aesthetics my whole life but to internet communities I was watching YouTube and the Looks Theory video about Eye Area poped up, watched it and liked because I realised I have decent eye area.

Then FACEandLMS video appeared, watched them and got even more blackpilled, but I already was so no shocking info for me. But I didn't join shit.

I was searching in Reddit things about rhinkplasty and r/Braincels appeared, lurked and spend good time laughing at memes. And now I am here because i found that forum. Never posted in Lookism, but I knew about that since FACEandLMS vids.

 

[Velvet]

I remember seeing this post back when I started browsing r/incels. Then I saw some people talking about looksmaxxing and that led me to finding lookism

 

[Deleted member 39]

-> Googled how to get women
-> started watching PUA videos (RSDMax and RSDTyler)
-> they made me feel hopeful but deep down I knew it was only the half truth
->probably read in the comments about MGTOW
->watched a lot of MGTOW videos, landed on FaceandLMS videos and I thought they were MGTOW content not incel content

That was the end tbh. I only discovered incels.is by accident.
I was always a fan of documentaries on school shooters etc. so I watched one about Elliot rodger. In the comments someone mentioned the forum incels.is and I clicked on it. That's where it all began. At first I laughed at them because they seemed like trolls, then I got interested, then I got obsessed, then I joined and got more obsessed. And now I'm here.

 

[Roping Subhuman]

I think i always subconsciously knew what the Blackpill was (or at least with regards to looks) but i never knew word for it and never realised it fully.

That is until i got brutally Blackpilled when i was 13, and then it happened again 2 years later. so from there due to my depression and suicidal thought i stumbled upon the videos of ER and out of curiosity i googled the word 'Incel'. and the rest is history.

 

[fOreVER]

jfl at getting bullied in his own country

You are dumb asf

 

[Deleted member 2352]

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I remember seeing this post back when I started browsing r/incels. Then I saw some people talking about looksmaxxing and that led me to finding lookism

Fuck i remember this shit.I treat girls the same and still get them tho.So it works.

 

[Chadelite]

Legit

Decent cpu for the money.
But the Ryzen 5 3600 recently came out and It's not a big difference in price so you might wanna pick that one up.

Changed it to a 3600 rx 590 now

 

[OCDMaxxing]

I was blackpilled from birth.

Was one of first guys spreading looks dogma on seduction / attraction forums decades ago.

Of course I was getting banned left and right.

 

[Deleted member 2227]

Observing people (girls talk too much in my school).

I was blackpilled from birth.

Was one of first guys spreading looks dogma on seduction / attraction forums decades ago.

Of course I was getting banned left and right.

Basically everyone born BlackPilled, you just get brainwashed by society after a time.

 

[MewingJBP]

Was blackpilled since my first interactions with girls. Only recently thanks to these forums I fully realized how disgusting female nature is lol

 

[Cardiologyscribe]

Oneitis blackpilled me.

Same

-> Broke up with ex after 2 years
-> Expected to be hot shit on tinder
-> Wasn’t
-> dated two people, 1 for 3 months and 1 for 1 month to eventually be passed up for someone else
-> Started to question my appearance
-> Started to compare myself to gl guys and try to see what “it is” that makes them so attractive
-> Thought I knew - chin and mandible
-> Was looking for jaw angle implant results which there ARE NOT MANY so Looksmax sites kept coming up
-> Lurked for months and joined today.