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This thought has never crossed my mind that I hit it and quit it with girls because I view them as subhumans if they are willing to fuck me
I think I was just hypersexual to the point where I dropped my standards so I was fucking girls I would never consider a relationship with so I knew I'd never see a reason to fuck them again
But having a large tally of girls you've fucked that you don't consider attractive enough to be seen with publicly possibly takes a toll on you subconsiously
Even if I by chance fucked a hot girl, it wasn't enough to undo all the bad ones I racked up just so that I didn't go on a dry streak
Since I became celibate (only 1 slay in past 22months) I feel like my self belief is much greater
I feel like bad slays may have been sapping me of my self esteem
If sex has a spiritual component, I was allowing my soul to rot by intentionally fucking girls I thought were retards and unattractive just to reach my slay number target
Being celibate may ascend me to a higher level now that I have no real sexual desire left since I know fucking girls I'm attracted too is off the table with my looks level and aspieness level, the only slimmer of hope is attaining gigastatus
This thought has never crossed my mind that I hit it and quit it with girls because I view them as subhumans if they are willing to fuck me
I think I was just hypersexual to the point where I dropped my standards so I was fucking girls I would never consider a relationship with so I knew I'd never see a reason to fuck them again
But having a large tally of girls you've fucked that you don't consider attractive enough to be seen with publicly possibly takes a toll on you subconsiously
Even if I by chance fucked a hot girl, it wasn't enough to undo all the bad ones I racked up just so that I didn't go on a dry streak
Since I became celibate (only 1 slay in past 22months) I feel like my self belief is much greater
I feel like bad slays may have been sapping me of my self esteem
If sex has a spiritual component, I was allowing my soul to rot by intentionally fucking girls I thought were retards and unattractive just to reach my slay number target
Being celibate may ascend me to a higher level now that I have no real sexual desire left since I know fucking girls I'm attracted too is off the table with my looks level and aspieness level, the only slimmer of hope is attaining gigastatus
