laaltin
stagnation breeds stress
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It’s Friday evening, going out isn’t fun anymore for me. I can’t relate to any of my friends, just pretend to enjoy when I’m with them. Lays feel meaningless, no feelings of victory or conquest whatsoever. Life feels like a series of goalposts that keep on moving. I have been dabbling in philosophy for last 5-6 months, it’s how I found this forum. I don’t know what’s next. Never been so clueless in life, nothing seems to fill the void. Searched everywhere, everything is cope or escapism from the miserable existence that is life. I feel like a faggot writing this. Wish I could turn this brain off and enjoy life for what it is. Ignorance is really bliss. There’s no curse greater than being an inquisitive person. Excuse me for being a faggot who writes essay on an obscure part of internet.