I remember watching Nat Geo and being completely focused on the shows

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Now i couldn’t give a fuck about something on tv or nfl or whatever it just doesn’t keep me focused. i can’t enjoy it. i always have negative feelings when trying to enjoy some show. i feel like it’s meaningless and i feel regret about my life and i feel sad. i wish i could enjoy stuff without analyzing it and without intrusive feelings and thoughts. i am unable to cope.

 

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I always enjoyed watching the lions rip the zebras apart on animal planet and nat geo as a kid.