There has to be more to life than hookups, wagecucking, and consumerism

[Deleted member 16220]

My brain is on its last neural fiber today, I am slowly seeing the world as it is, working makes me die inside, a manager comes to my desk and asks me why I filled out a paper in pen instead of pencil angrily, I apologize.

I use my lunch break to get some more work done, a woman who is much higher in power than me i go to to ask for a paper, she answers angrily as if I’m incompetent, not realizing I am twice her size and much more intelligent than her. I can do nothing, she is one of my supervisors.

I go home to my small room where I have little possessions and wait for my short lunch break to end to go back and sit at a desk. In my free time I have zero friends and wait for work to begin again. A year has passed and it’s exactly the same.

I gym cope in my free time with other normies just to see that we all are miserable and just trying to be happy. I see that the gym doesn’t fix the issue, it just gives you a better body and that’s it.

I see subhumans at my work again, talking happily about their travel plans, consumerism plans, media consumption plans, sports consumption talk, and i watch it all and die inside because none of those things make me happy. I leave work again and wait for it to begin, again.

I used to hookup with women but realized I was deeply unfulfilled after and the women are exactly what I hate, whores with no personality and high body counts, who just want you to fuck them better than the last guy and be better looking too. Afterwards you find out they have no brain and it’s exactly what you would imagine. I keep looking only to find nothing.

Finally I say, there must be higher quality women. I use dating apps but obviously can’t find any and no social circle or friends leaves me with no options. I say “okay. I will get surgery, move to a new place, and keep trying”.

This is the current plan. I don’t know anymore. I am empty inside. My lunch break is up.

 

[Bewusst]

What would make you happy? I know what would make me happy

 

[Deleted member 20422]

No there is not, stop trying to be philosophe so hard goym

 

[ALP]

This is very similar to American Psycho's final monologue.

 

[FootballPlaya69]

Go lift, pussy.

You sound low T

 

[Hueless]

@Bhupal57

 

[Deleted member 4430]

welcome to the rest of your life
that's it.....all

 

[Deleted member 7725]

God.

 

[Gonthar]

I use my lunch break to get some more work done, a woman who is much higher in power than me i go to to ask for a paper, she answers angrily as if I’m incompetent, not realizing I am twice her size and much more intelligent than her. I can do nothing, she is one of my supervisors.

Yes, you can, get the fuck out of that toxic work place and go NEET!

 

[smvmaxxertilllate]

Unironically religion or finding some higher purpose in life. Truly accepting that this life is temporary and there is a better one coming afterward allows people to get through the most insane shit with a smile on their faces.

 

[Deleted member 16220]

Go lift, pussy.

You sound low T

You are just coping for a moment with lifting weights to which you will show back up to the office, back to wanting to suicide.

 

[fauxfox]

There's nothing really. The best you can do is delude yourself with religion, porn, sports, etc. They're all different flavors of the same thing.

Personally my vice is video games. I've been wageslaving, saving and investing money so I can retire before 40 and play + stream games.

 

[ALP]

Try god like me. It s the biggest and most famous cope in history.

 

[ALP]

religion, porn, sports, etc

All bullshit and bad habits.

 

[racoon4]

No there is not, stop trying to be philosophe so hard goym

oi, change your pfp, you fucking goof

 

[ALP]

You need higher purposes and goals for yourself.

Seems like your only goals are looksmaxxing and slaying.

 

[Deleted member 16220]

Unironically religion or finding some higher purpose in life. Truly accepting that this life is temporary and there is a better one coming afterward allows people to get through the most insane shit with a smile on their faces. Religionmaxxing, monkmaxxing, higherpurposemaxxing are the copes of all copes.

I read the entire bible a few times then went even deeper and learned “Middle English” and read the King James 1798 version multiple times, but my own brain started questioning the world view and thought it was false, so I started looking into arguments for God like the kalam cosmological argument and the moral argument and doing fasting and prayer and nofap for 2.5 years. In the end I realized God does not exist and stopped pursuing any of it. Now I genuinely think nihilism is the answer.

It’s just not an answer we want. But it’s true.

 

[Deleted member 7725]

I read the entire bible a few times then went even deeper and learned “Middle English” and read the King James 1798 version multiple times, but my own brain started questioning the world view and thought it was false, so I started looking into arguments for God like the kalam cosmological argument and the moral argument and doing fasting and prayer and nofap for 2.5 years. In the end I realized God does not exist and stopped pursuing any of it. Now I genuinely think nihilism is the answer.

It’s just not an answer we want. But it’s true.

How did you come to the conclusion God doesn't exist? You must've not understood the arguments correctly or you simply don't want to believe in him so you can keep sinning.

 

[Deleted member 16220]

There's nothing really. The best you can do is delude yourself with religion, porn, sports, etc. They're all different flavors of the same thing.

Personally my vice is video games. I've been wageslaving, saving and investing money so I can retire before 40 and play + stream games.

Brother I would rather just suicide somehow than sit there and cope and watch my own body decay and be 40 just to wait for the end to come in another 20, 30 years after that. I will probably be a wageslave until I die as well. One day I’ll probably have a breaking point at work then just fucking drive off a bridge or something. I don’t understand how people cope, coping doesn’t work for me.

 

[smvmaxxertilllate]

Brother I would rather just suicide somehow than sit there and cope and watch my own body decay and be 40 just to wait for the end to come in another 20, 30 years after that. I will probably be a wageslave until I die as well. One day I’ll probably have a breaking point at work then just fucking drive off a bridge or something. I don’t understand how people cope, coping doesn’t work for me.

Relatable bro. I am on this website trying to looksmaxx as if that will ever fix my subhuman genes JFL. I am way too much of a pussy to suicide but I am already thinking of a bunch of copes to last me a lifetime .

 

[Deleted member 14774]

Did you really write this? Mirin’ your writing skills, maybe you should write a novel

 

[Deleted member 16220]

Relatable bro. I am on this website trying to looksmaxx as if that will ever fix my subhuman genes JFL. I am way too much of a pussy to suicide but I am already thinking of a bunch of copes to last me a lifetime .

coping does not work for me, i feel dead inside when i am gaming and when i am done i look up and get reminded that i am a loser, the only difference is the sun is now down because i spent hours in an imaginary world where i am not subhuman.

 

[Deleted member 14774]

Brother I would rather just suicide somehow than sit there and cope and watch my own body decay and be 40 just to wait for the end to come in another 20, 30 years after that. I will probably be a wageslave until I die as well. One day I’ll probably have a breaking point at work then just fucking drive off a bridge or something. I don’t understand how people cope, coping doesn’t work for me.

How old are you? If you’re younger than say 21-22 your brain could just be going through a depressive phase and in a few years you may find life more enjoyable (even though it’s all meaningless)

 

[Deleted member 15669]

may I ask which country do you live in?

 

[Deleted member 16220]

How old are you? If you’re younger than say 21-22 your brain could just be going through a depressive phase and in a few years you may find life more enjoyable (even though it’s all meaningless)

I am 21 and have felt the same for years, almost 22. This loneliness will not go away until the brain that feels it no longer exists. I cannot be the only one who feels this way. I have no clue how other men function. Even if I did exactly what they do I would see the world as it is, just pointless consumerism, low quality women, endless striving which has no benefit, and worst of all, endless loneliness and pointless pain.

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

yeah that's all humans can do is consume since we bring nothing to this planet and i mean NOTHING

How did you come to the conclusion God doesn't exist? You must've not understood the arguments correctly or you simply don't want to believe in him so you can keep sinning.

your brain is on another level of cope.

 

[smvmaxxertilllate]

I am 21 and have felt the same for years, almost 22. This loneliness will not go away until the brain that feels it no longer exists. I cannot be the only one who feels this way. I have no clue how other men function. Even if I did exactly what they do I would see the world as it is, just pointless consumerism, low quality women, endless striving which has no benefit, and worst of all, endless loneliness and pointless pain.

Congrats to you bro you have seen reality for what it truly is and now your brain is raped and you will never recover. You should have never escaped the bluepilled coping matrix.

 

[disillusioned]

No.

Sex and pleasure > Everything else

 

[Deleted member 14774]

I am 21 and have felt the same for years, almost 22. This loneliness will not go away until the brain that feels it no longer exists. I cannot be the only one who feels this way. I have no clue how other men function. Even if I did exactly what they do I would see the world as it is, just pointless consumerism, low quality women, endless striving which has no benefit, and worst of all, endless loneliness and pointless pain.

Most guys feel this way but they distract themselves from it. They drink a lot of alcohol, do drugs, go out with friends, hook up with girls, but when it’s over they’re depressed again and they need to distract themselves. This is life. Your brain isn’t designed to be satisfied, it’s just designed to make you cope so that you do things that will directly or indirectly result in you having sex. At the end of the day, you either cope or you rope

 

[Deleted member 20565]

My brain is on its last neural fiber today, I am slowly seeing the world as it is, working makes me die inside, a manager comes to my desk and asks me why I filled out a paper in pen instead of pencil angrily, I apologize.

I use my lunch break to get some more work done, a woman who is much higher in power than me i go to to ask for a paper, she answers angrily as if I’m incompetent, not realizing I am twice her size and much more intelligent than her. I can do nothing, she is one of my supervisors.

I go home to my small room where I have little possessions and wait for my short lunch break to end to go back and sit at a desk. In my free time I have zero friends and wait for work to begin again. A year has passed and it’s exactly the same.

I gym cope in my free time with other normies just to see that we all are miserable and just trying to be happy. I see that the gym doesn’t fix the issue, it just gives you a better body and that’s it.

I see subhumans at my work again, talking happily about their travel plans, consumerism plans, media consumption plans, sports consumption talk, and i watch it all and die inside because none of those things make me happy. I leave work again and wait for it to begin, again.

I used to hookup with women but realized I was deeply unfulfilled after and the women are exactly what I hate, whores with no personality and high body counts, who just want you to fuck them better than the last guy and be better looking too. Afterwards you find out they have no brain and it’s exactly what you would imagine. I keep looking only to find nothing.

Finally I say, there must be higher quality women. I use dating apps but obviously can’t find any and no social circle or friends leaves me with no options. I say “okay. I will get surgery, move to a new place, and keep trying”.

This is the current plan. I don’t know anymore. I am empty inside. My lunch break is up.

If you arent spending every millisecond of your free time figuring out how to break free from the wage cage you dont deserve anything
also idk how do you tolerate women supervisors id unironically kill any female trying to command me

 

[Deleted member 17429]

I view life like a videogame.
I have a certain set of stats, and I can build on whatever I want to (examples being social skills, money, looks, even videogames/copes, etc)
I don't feel unmotivated to do anything anymore. I just put in 100% effort towards whatever statistic it is which I want to build. It's rough, but I'd rather die knowing I maxxed out everything possible then dying with some bullshit stats.

Rightnow the current statistics I'm working on are hghmaxxing and pubertymaxxing.

 

[Virgin at 29 😔]

My brain is on its last neural fiber today, I am slowly seeing the world as it is, working makes me die inside, a manager comes to my desk and asks me why I filled out a paper in pen instead of pencil angrily, I apologize.

I use my lunch break to get some more work done, a woman who is much higher in power than me i go to to ask for a paper, she answers angrily as if I’m incompetent, not realizing I am twice her size and much more intelligent than her. I can do nothing, she is one of my supervisors.

I go home to my small room where I have little possessions and wait for my short lunch break to end to go back and sit at a desk. In my free time I have zero friends and wait for work to begin again. A year has passed and it’s exactly the same.

I gym cope in my free time with other normies just to see that we all are miserable and just trying to be happy. I see that the gym doesn’t fix the issue, it just gives you a better body and that’s it.

I see subhumans at my work again, talking happily about their travel plans, consumerism plans, media consumption plans, sports consumption talk, and i watch it all and die inside because none of those things make me happy. I leave work again and wait for it to begin, again.

I used to hookup with women but realized I was deeply unfulfilled after and the women are exactly what I hate, whores with no personality and high body counts, who just want you to fuck them better than the last guy and be better looking too. Afterwards you find out they have no brain and it’s exactly what you would imagine. I keep looking only to find nothing.

Finally I say, there must be higher quality women. I use dating apps but obviously can’t find any and no social circle or friends leaves me with no options. I say “okay. I will get surgery, move to a new place, and keep trying”.

This is the current plan. I don’t know anymore. I am empty inside. My lunch break is up.

Have goals nigga. My goal is to become rich and have a nice social circle

 

[Deleted member 16220]

How did you come to the conclusion God doesn't exist? You must've not understood the arguments correctly or you simply don't want to believe in him so you can keep sinning.

morality has nothing to do with God. murder and rape are wrong morally because we evolved to believe so not because some God says so. Man evolved to believe in morality by natural selection. If morality was made up by religion then religions would have MUCH different rules than they do. Some religions might even say murder is GOOD but that’s not the case because of the inherent biological rules we evolved to believe.

 

[tehVigilante]

Well maybe start by figuring out a hobby and try to make money off that hobby, that would be better than rotting as wagecucking.

 

[Tenshi]

you know, life is a game where you make not only the rules, but also the goals.

Maybe your goal is to find something meaningful and genuine.

 

[Deleted member 16220]

I view life like a videogame.
I have a certain set of stats, and I can build on whatever I want to (examples being social skills, money, looks, even videogames/copes, etc)
I don't feel unmotivated to do anything anymore. I just put in 100% effort towards whatever statistic it is which I want to build. It's rough, but I'd rather die knowing I maxxed out everything possible then dying with some bullshit stats.

Rightnow the current statistics I'm working on are hghmaxxing and pubertymaxxing.

All you are telling me is that you are in theory separating yourself from your ego. The feeling that what you are working on is “yourself”.

Life is a video game the only difference is you physically feel the consequences of losing, you are the ego, you are the character. Life is NOT the same as a video game nor should it be viewed as such because by saying “it’s a video game” you are essentially saying “I don’t bear the consequences of the mistakes, but only benefit from the improvements”

but that’s not how life works is it. you mainly JUST feel the pain of life and not the benefits. It’s not like a video game at all.

 

[ascension]

No there is not, stop trying to be philosophe so hard goym

I wonder if this man has tasted the fabulous delicacy that is bugs? They are full of nutrition, and are so good for your overall health. He must also own nothing and be happy.

 

[Deleted member 16220]

I wonder if this man has tasted the fabulous delicacy that is bugs? They are full of nutrition, and are so good for your overall health. He must also own nothing and be happy.

Copypasta tier response I feel like a computer wrote this, is this the alternative to being human, writing nonsense then participating in society as a cog in the machine, it is over.

 

[eduardkoopman]

This is very similar to American Psycho's final monologue.

 

[LebenistneHure]

My brain is on its last neural fiber today, I am slowly seeing the world as it is, working makes me die inside, a manager comes to my desk and asks me why I filled out a paper in pen instead of pencil angrily, I apologize.

I use my lunch break to get some more work done, a woman who is much higher in power than me i go to to ask for a paper, she answers angrily as if I’m incompetent, not realizing I am twice her size and much more intelligent than her. I can do nothing, she is one of my supervisors.

I go home to my small room where I have little possessions and wait for my short lunch break to end to go back and sit at a desk. In my free time I have zero friends and wait for work to begin again. A year has passed and it’s exactly the same.

I gym cope in my free time with other normies just to see that we all are miserable and just trying to be happy. I see that the gym doesn’t fix the issue, it just gives you a better body and that’s it.

I see subhumans at my work again, talking happily about their travel plans, consumerism plans, media consumption plans, sports consumption talk, and i watch it all and die inside because none of those things make me happy. I leave work again and wait for it to begin, again.

I used to hookup with women but realized I was deeply unfulfilled after and the women are exactly what I hate, whores with no personality and high body counts, who just want you to fuck them better than the last guy and be better looking too. Afterwards you find out they have no brain and it’s exactly what you would imagine. I keep looking only to find nothing.

Finally I say, there must be higher quality women. I use dating apps but obviously can’t find any and no social circle or friends leaves me with no options. I say “okay. I will get surgery, move to a new place, and keep trying”.

This is the current plan. I don’t know anymore. I am empty inside. My lunch break is up.

So what was the question again?

 

[Deleted member 19152]

My brain is on its last neural fiber today, I am slowly seeing the world as it is, working makes me die inside, a manager comes to my desk and asks me why I filled out a paper in pen instead of pencil angrily, I apologize.

I use my lunch break to get some more work done, a woman who is much higher in power than me i go to to ask for a paper, she answers angrily as if I’m incompetent, not realizing I am twice her size and much more intelligent than her. I can do nothing, she is one of my supervisors.

I go home to my small room where I have little possessions and wait for my short lunch break to end to go back and sit at a desk. In my free time I have zero friends and wait for work to begin again. A year has passed and it’s exactly the same.

I gym cope in my free time with other normies just to see that we all are miserable and just trying to be happy. I see that the gym doesn’t fix the issue, it just gives you a better body and that’s it.

I see subhumans at my work again, talking happily about their travel plans, consumerism plans, media consumption plans, sports consumption talk, and i watch it all and die inside because none of those things make me happy. I leave work again and wait for it to begin, again.

I used to hookup with women but realized I was deeply unfulfilled after and the women are exactly what I hate, whores with no personality and high body counts, who just want you to fuck them better than the last guy and be better looking too. Afterwards you find out they have no brain and it’s exactly what you would imagine. I keep looking only to find nothing.

Finally I say, there must be higher quality women. I use dating apps but obviously can’t find any and no social circle or friends leaves me with no options. I say “okay. I will get surgery, move to a new place, and keep trying”.

This is the current plan. I don’t know anymore. I am empty inside. My lunch break is up.

Enjoy the act of existing, be grateful and humble.
I never identify with opinions since nothing veridic, but I do believe that the pleasure of life is the intellectual development.
Keep it up, fam.

 

[Deleted member 16220]

you know, life is a game where you make not only the rules, but also the goals.

Maybe your goal is to find something meaningful and genuine.

No dude we aren’t free creatures at all. Life makes up the rules by giving you an instinct to live and chase after power and dominance socially. Then your biology further controls you by giving you pain whenever you don’t have social dominance (what we call mogging, slaying, having a social circle) and dominance over your material environment (having nicer things than others is what makes you enjoy them more, that’s why there are so many car copers).

Your biology in conclusion controls you by pain as a means to get you to stay in the lane towards striving for more social power, more material power.

We are not free at all.

 

[Deleted member 19551]

Why would there be? You can only blame yourself for this sense of empty, numb indignation because of the false premise that you, a self aware ape are destined for anything greater than eating, fucking, shitting, pissing and dying, AKA the typical life experience of an organism.

Think of it this way; when was the last time you saw a cat crying about not being destined for anything greater than chasing its tail and eating? Obviously cats don't have abstract cognition, but unless you have a good argument for why you are intrinsically different than cats existentially, this shouldn't bring you down.

You are an eating, fucking, shitting bag of water and protein that will forget all of this astronomically tiny, existential fluke happened in roughly about 3100 weeks of living, except you were unlucky enough to be born as a monkey with hyperactive agency detection that wants to assign an explanation and causative relationship with every phenomenon you observe in your life.


Don't take life too seriously. Yes, there's no greater purpose. There is no God, no afterlife, no sin, no virtue, no justice, no morals. It's all just useful (ish) constructs made by wise ass grandpas that thought the same things you're thinking now, trying to make sense of it all.


Women are whores that want Chad, pussy gets boring, food gets boring, video games get boring, hobbies get boring, you're overworked, underpaid, ruled by techno-feudalist oligarchs that value money over your health, there is no justice in the world, and you will put up with all of it and keep going, because might as well. You're gonna die soon enough anyway, why end it now?

 

[Deleted]

Parkour, the answer is parkour.

 

[Deleted member 15669]

which country do you live in bruh

 

[EverythingMattersCel]

pain, suffering, misery, disappointment, sadness, loneliness, depression, pain, suffering, misery, disappointment, sadness, loneliness, depression, pain, suffering, misery, disappointment, sadness, loneliness, depression, pain, suffering, misery, disappointment, sadness, loneliness, depression, pain, suffering, misery, disappointment, sadness, loneliness, depression, pain, suffering, misery, disappointment, sadness, loneliness, depression

You're playing the game on regular difficulty. I am living in nightmare mode... spawn trapped. Insta-death.

 

[smvmaxxertilllate]

Why would there be? You can only blame yourself for this sense of empty, numb indignation because of the false premise that you, a self aware ape are destined for anything greater than eating, fucking, shitting, pissing and dying, AKA the typical life experience of an organism.

Think of it this way; when was the last time you saw a cat crying about not being destined for anything greater than chasing its tail and eating? Obviously cats don't have abstract cognition, but unless you have a good argument for why you are intrinsically different than cats existentially, this shouldn't bring you down.

You are an eating, fucking, shitting bag of water and protein that will forget all of this astronomically tiny, existential fluke happened in roughly about 3100 weeks of living, except you were unlucky enough to be born as a monkey with hyperactive agency detection that wants to assign an explanation and causative relationship with every phenomenon you observe in your life.


Don't take life too seriously. Yes, there's no greater purpose. There is no God, no afterlife, no sin, no virtue, no justice, no morals. It's all just useful (ish) constructs made by wise ass grandpas that thought the same things you're thinking now, trying to make sense of it all.


Women are whores that want Chad, pussy gets boring, food gets boring, video games get boring, hobbies get boring, you're overworked, underpaid, ruled by techno-feudalist oligarchs that value money over your health, there is no justice in the world, and you will put up with all of it and keep going, because might as well. You're gonna die soon enough anyway, why end it now?

Extremely high iq response.

 

[Deleted member 19152]

No dude we aren’t free creatures at all. Life makes up the rules by giving you an instinct to live and chase after power and dominance socially. Then your biology further controls you by giving you pain whenever you don’t have social dominance (what we call mogging, slaying, having a social circle) and dominance over your material environment (having nicer things than others is what makes you enjoy them more, that’s why there are so many car copers).

Your biology in conclusion controls you by pain as a means to get you to stay in the lane towards striving for more social power, more material power.

We are not free at all.

I think your problem is the identification of the self, we give us attributes as superior entities, our ego, humans are so brain-dead they think god created them superiorly to other creatures, and that we are unique, we deserve, etc.

We don't deserve anything, we shouldn't cope or complain, just live and that's it.

Enjoy the act of being and live, there's nothing more to it, don't cope with logical biased rationalizations.

 

[Deleted member 19152]

Why would there be? You can only blame yourself for this sense of empty, numb indignation because of the false premise that you, a self aware ape are destined for anything greater than eating, fucking, shitting, pissing and dying, AKA the typical life experience of an organism.

Think of it this way; when was the last time you saw a cat crying about not being destined for anything greater than chasing its tail and eating? Obviously cats don't have abstract cognition, but unless you have a good argument for why you are intrinsically different than cats existentially, this shouldn't bring you down.

You are an eating, fucking, shitting bag of water and protein that will forget all of this astronomically tiny, existential fluke happened in roughly about 3100 weeks of living, except you were unlucky enough to be born as a monkey with hyperactive agency detection that wants to assign an explanation and causative relationship with every phenomenon you observe in your life.


Don't take life too seriously. Yes, there's no greater purpose. There is no God, no afterlife, no sin, no virtue, no justice, no morals. It's all just useful (ish) constructs made by wise ass grandpas that thought the same things you're thinking now, trying to make sense of it all.


Women are whores that want Chad, pussy gets boring, food gets boring, video games get boring, hobbies get boring, you're overworked, underpaid, ruled by techno-feudalist oligarchs that value money over your health, there is no justice in the world, and you will put up with all of it and keep going, because might as well. You're gonna die soon enough anyway, why end it now?

tldr: enjoy act of existing and don't complain/cope

 

[Deleted member 16220]

I think your problem is the identification of the self, we give us attributes as superior entities, our ego, humans are so brain-dead they think god created them superiorly to other creatures, and that we are unique, we deserve, etc.

We don't deserve anything, we shouldn't cope or complain, just live and that's it.

Enjoy the act of being and live, there's nothing more to it, don't cope with logical biased rationalizations.

A whole lot of words that don’t make sense. Just live? Just suffer for what end? To suffer for the purpose of suffering? You are not even realizing what you are saying.

All these words but the truth is you are saying this shit but thinking something completely different. You SAY just live and endure the suffering, but you secretly BELIEVE that you yourself can live a life worth living.

In essence in all that essay you typed, all you really said was “I think I at least, even if just me alone, will be happy”.