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BeChadOrDieTryin'
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Was chatting with a Polish chick on insta when she suddenly asked how old I am. I said "well age is irrelevant" and she replied "well it is relevant if you are above 35. I don't want to date a daddy (she's 25 JFL). It would feel strange".
Now I'm 28 and had only 11 body count, most of which were LTRs or flings with below average girls. Most of my LTRs failed because I got tired easily and I was always looking for more attractive girls. The blackpill made me realize the root of my frustration was that I never got the one I 100% WANT.
After the lower bleph + cantho I don't have anything to improve about my traits anymore. But once my mask is off there is always something off about my face. I know it's because my lower third is too small - I need more jaw projection, mandibular width and taller chin. That's the only thing left to do.
All I can do atm is continued hair / skincare and home workout. The consultation with Zarrinbal won't happen till November. However, even if I get the needed surgery in summer 2021,considering the long downtime I can't re-enter the dating scene till late 2021/ early 2022, which means I'll be 30 then. If I have to wear braces for 2 years, then I'll be 32 by the time everything is done.
The max age difference I've had with a chick is 9 years, but she's not very attractive. Let's say 6-7 years is the max difference a young slim fit psl 5.5 girl would accept, I'd better finish all my looksmaxing procedures before I turn 32 so that I could still date one who is below 25. But even then she could disqualify me for a younger chad.
It sucks not being chad in your prime years and not getting the girl you 100% desire. As you age you'll feel that void in your heart aggrandizing, and yourself deeply absorbed in regret and distress. Looksmax as early as possible buddy boyos. Time is not on our side.
Now I'm 28 and had only 11 body count, most of which were LTRs or flings with below average girls. Most of my LTRs failed because I got tired easily and I was always looking for more attractive girls. The blackpill made me realize the root of my frustration was that I never got the one I 100% WANT.
After the lower bleph + cantho I don't have anything to improve about my traits anymore. But once my mask is off there is always something off about my face. I know it's because my lower third is too small - I need more jaw projection, mandibular width and taller chin. That's the only thing left to do.
All I can do atm is continued hair / skincare and home workout. The consultation with Zarrinbal won't happen till November. However, even if I get the needed surgery in summer 2021,considering the long downtime I can't re-enter the dating scene till late 2021/ early 2022, which means I'll be 30 then. If I have to wear braces for 2 years, then I'll be 32 by the time everything is done.
The max age difference I've had with a chick is 9 years, but she's not very attractive. Let's say 6-7 years is the max difference a young slim fit psl 5.5 girl would accept, I'd better finish all my looksmaxing procedures before I turn 32 so that I could still date one who is below 25. But even then she could disqualify me for a younger chad.
It sucks not being chad in your prime years and not getting the girl you 100% desire. As you age you'll feel that void in your heart aggrandizing, and yourself deeply absorbed in regret and distress. Looksmax as early as possible buddy boyos. Time is not on our side.