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I can fraud NT fine and am outgoing but I have no interest in NT stuff or behaviour. I can participate in it with believable fake enthusiasm when I need to in order to get something out of an NT like workplace bonding + a friendly relationship with roommates but the interaction does not interest me in the slightest. My interests are all seen as weird, my true personality is seen as weird. I hate NT culture, NT aesthetics and even the way NTs talk. It's gotten to the point where I don't believe in true male friends at all and just use people for life experience. I can never really be my true self around anyone ik.
I sometimes forget how how the threshold to be considered weird by NTs is until I get real with them, people will regularly tell me I'm the weirdest person they've ever met and I'm not even that weird imo. I've gotten completely real with gfs before but it still feels wrong cuz they aren't on my wavelength. I need true love tbh, I don't really care about this issue that much atm but it's a little isolating. I can't cope with being so out of the norm.
I sometimes forget how how the threshold to be considered weird by NTs is until I get real with them, people will regularly tell me I'm the weirdest person they've ever met and I'm not even that weird imo. I've gotten completely real with gfs before but it still feels wrong cuz they aren't on my wavelength. I need true love tbh, I don't really care about this issue that much atm but it's a little isolating. I can't cope with being so out of the norm.
