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Pre summer 2021 - 5'8, 18yo
To put it short, I was a literal incel. Not on forums or suicidal, just your average sexless teen. I warm approached women but they did not even render me sometimes. Depressed as hell, I saw no point in going to the gym and just decided when I would get arranged marriage from my parents. To put it into perspective, I am Somali (black) MTN to HTN facially but was incredibly short. Living in Norway, you can imagine the brutal mog. Adults did not even respect me, saw me as no less than another immigrant. I decided to get job for summer and try to pursue football (soccer if your gay) on the side.
Summer 2021 - Growth spurt from 5'8 to 5'10
One day when browsing tiktok, I saw one of those cringy ass fact videos, but it stated that most people were Vitamin D deficient. I was intrigued and as a normie knew nothing of supplements. I ordered pack of Vitamin D for 90 days and also Omega 3 because I read that it could decrease depression. During this time, I was playing 3 hours of intense football everyday. After one football game about a month and a half into holidays, I broke my hand. While at doctors office, I was measured at 5'10. Thinking this was end of story, my retarded ass fucking stopped using Vitamin D when 90 days pack ran out, because I thought that it was steroids.
Autumn 2021 - Hit 5'10
I was at work and a beautiful Kurdish girl came to counter, I asked her for her number and we got to talking. My self esteem was still at an all time low, and she was no less then Stacylite. She was single but I later learnt she had been rejected by multiple Nordic Chads. Nevertheless, I lost my virginity to her and we met up a couple more times but she ghosted me afterwards. I truly loved her, not on any gay shit or personality, but I could relate to her. In this Chad filled Nordic country, we were both ethnics. But now the roastie bitch is dating a 6'6 ogre Nordic 25 year old software engineer. Wtf man.
End of 2021 - 5'11
I did not feel as if I had grown during this period, I believed Vitamin D and Omega 3 were steroids and did not take them at all. It was Norwegian winter, and cold as shit, with no Vitamin D I felt deficient. I did more research and found out Vitamin D is not fucking steroid (JFL man). I cried my eyes out and thought I had ruined my growth. 5'11 is not tall for a young man in Norway, especially when you are supposed to be BBC 8x6 NBA player halo minimum 6'5. I tried to cope hard, I fucked local big booty light skin Somali roastie mega whore. I had worst post nut clarity ever and barely pulled out wtf.
January 2022 - 5'11.5
Measuring myself everyday I immediately started using supplements, this time adding K2 to the mix. As it was still cold I decided to try out the gym and had no idea what I was doing but attended everyday because of FOMO. During this time, I approached Iraqi chick at this gym and was brutally rejected. I was fucking angry and told her that she was ugly and I was joking. She laughed and told me I was ugly too. I decided to focus on legs so that I could get quicker in football and ran sprints everyday.
May 2022 - shot up to 6'2.75
Had an insane growth spurt 6 months after. Taking supplements, and now doing Squats at gym to increase athletic performance, I felt I was naturally increasing my T levels and felt horny as fuck. I deleted Instagram, snapchat and all social media and stopped talking to friends. I felt empty in life and created incels.is account. I read all about inceldom and thought it was right for me because I didn't use enough Vitamin D and that I descended.
Being 6'3 by now, I felt somewhat better but still terrible emotionally. I approached Iraqi girl after gym and she finally gave me her number. I added ashwagandha to my stack of D3 and K2 and started to feel symptoms of anhedonia. I had sex with her many times, but felt no pleasure and wanted to kill myself every time. She dumped me after I cried to her. Maybe it was because of ashwagandha, not sure though.
Now - Almost 6'3 19
Still depressed, feel directionless in life and almost suicidal. I briefly did cold approach experiment which I posted here. I am still speaking to that Nordic women, I still have not slayed a white foid afterall. I do not attend gym anymore, do not looksmax. Being taller, women treat me better but I am mogged everyday by tiktok e boys and football Chads. Meaningless sex is not helping my life, I cannot even keep myself in relationships with ethnic roasties. My life is brutal, I cannot even return to Somalia as it a fucking warzone wtf.
I get depressed looking at my gonial angle and I feel embarrassed when approaching ethnic women. Being both objectively short and tall I can tell you, PEOPLE DO NOT FUCKING TREAT YOU DIFFERENTLY.
FUCKING GREW 7 INCHES IN ONE YEAR WHERE ARE NORDIC STACIES I WAS PROMISED?
THE LIFE OF AN ETHNIC IS BRUTAL NO MATTER WHAT HEIGHT
this is kurd I lost my virginity to JFL
I AM NOT DONE FUCKING GROWING, HEIGHTMAXX OR DIE
To put it short, I was a literal incel. Not on forums or suicidal, just your average sexless teen. I warm approached women but they did not even render me sometimes. Depressed as hell, I saw no point in going to the gym and just decided when I would get arranged marriage from my parents. To put it into perspective, I am Somali (black) MTN to HTN facially but was incredibly short. Living in Norway, you can imagine the brutal mog. Adults did not even respect me, saw me as no less than another immigrant. I decided to get job for summer and try to pursue football (soccer if your gay) on the side.
Summer 2021 - Growth spurt from 5'8 to 5'10
One day when browsing tiktok, I saw one of those cringy ass fact videos, but it stated that most people were Vitamin D deficient. I was intrigued and as a normie knew nothing of supplements. I ordered pack of Vitamin D for 90 days and also Omega 3 because I read that it could decrease depression. During this time, I was playing 3 hours of intense football everyday. After one football game about a month and a half into holidays, I broke my hand. While at doctors office, I was measured at 5'10. Thinking this was end of story, my retarded ass fucking stopped using Vitamin D when 90 days pack ran out, because I thought that it was steroids.
Autumn 2021 - Hit 5'10
I was at work and a beautiful Kurdish girl came to counter, I asked her for her number and we got to talking. My self esteem was still at an all time low, and she was no less then Stacylite. She was single but I later learnt she had been rejected by multiple Nordic Chads. Nevertheless, I lost my virginity to her and we met up a couple more times but she ghosted me afterwards. I truly loved her, not on any gay shit or personality, but I could relate to her. In this Chad filled Nordic country, we were both ethnics. But now the roastie bitch is dating a 6'6 ogre Nordic 25 year old software engineer. Wtf man.
End of 2021 - 5'11
I did not feel as if I had grown during this period, I believed Vitamin D and Omega 3 were steroids and did not take them at all. It was Norwegian winter, and cold as shit, with no Vitamin D I felt deficient. I did more research and found out Vitamin D is not fucking steroid (JFL man). I cried my eyes out and thought I had ruined my growth. 5'11 is not tall for a young man in Norway, especially when you are supposed to be BBC 8x6 NBA player halo minimum 6'5. I tried to cope hard, I fucked local big booty light skin Somali roastie mega whore. I had worst post nut clarity ever and barely pulled out wtf.
January 2022 - 5'11.5
Measuring myself everyday I immediately started using supplements, this time adding K2 to the mix. As it was still cold I decided to try out the gym and had no idea what I was doing but attended everyday because of FOMO. During this time, I approached Iraqi chick at this gym and was brutally rejected. I was fucking angry and told her that she was ugly and I was joking. She laughed and told me I was ugly too. I decided to focus on legs so that I could get quicker in football and ran sprints everyday.
May 2022 - shot up to 6'2.75
Had an insane growth spurt 6 months after. Taking supplements, and now doing Squats at gym to increase athletic performance, I felt I was naturally increasing my T levels and felt horny as fuck. I deleted Instagram, snapchat and all social media and stopped talking to friends. I felt empty in life and created incels.is account. I read all about inceldom and thought it was right for me because I didn't use enough Vitamin D and that I descended.
Being 6'3 by now, I felt somewhat better but still terrible emotionally. I approached Iraqi girl after gym and she finally gave me her number. I added ashwagandha to my stack of D3 and K2 and started to feel symptoms of anhedonia. I had sex with her many times, but felt no pleasure and wanted to kill myself every time. She dumped me after I cried to her. Maybe it was because of ashwagandha, not sure though.
Now - Almost 6'3 19
Still depressed, feel directionless in life and almost suicidal. I briefly did cold approach experiment which I posted here. I am still speaking to that Nordic women, I still have not slayed a white foid afterall. I do not attend gym anymore, do not looksmax. Being taller, women treat me better but I am mogged everyday by tiktok e boys and football Chads. Meaningless sex is not helping my life, I cannot even keep myself in relationships with ethnic roasties. My life is brutal, I cannot even return to Somalia as it a fucking warzone wtf.
I get depressed looking at my gonial angle and I feel embarrassed when approaching ethnic women. Being both objectively short and tall I can tell you, PEOPLE DO NOT FUCKING TREAT YOU DIFFERENTLY.
FUCKING GREW 7 INCHES IN ONE YEAR WHERE ARE NORDIC STACIES I WAS PROMISED?
THE LIFE OF AN ETHNIC IS BRUTAL NO MATTER WHAT HEIGHT
this is kurd I lost my virginity to JFL
I AM NOT DONE FUCKING GROWING, HEIGHTMAXX OR DIE
