maxilofailo
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Growing up my parents taught me nothing basically
All they told me to do was do good in school and stay out of trouble, and read your Bible and pray
Now these are things you should do but that’s all they ever said to me nothing else
They never taught me anything else
So all the social shit about life (you know the stuff that actually mattered) I had to learn on the fly and learn on my own
I never felt comfortable going to my dad about these problems cause I was afraid he was just gonna yell at me or get annoyed
and my older brother is autistic (he literally has autism diagonised with it) and its the kind where he doesn't talk or barely talks to anyone
no friends by choice so I couldn't go to him obviously
so I guess I always subconsciously searched out older brother figures and male guidance
my mother was worse because she would never let me go out any where
9pm was my curfew I never went to a party and everytime I was out late she would always harass and call my phone asking where I was it was fucking brutal
looking back I should've just rebelled but I was too much of a pussy cause I've always been conditioned to by my parents
all these things plus growing up in middle class white community led to me being labeled as the title of a "good kid" people would say that to me and I don't like it thats honestly a whole nother thread in itself
honestly, had it not been for this forum changing views on things + starting to smoke man it would be bad jfl
this is what happens when you hold your kids back from socially developing
remember always rebel if you're a minor they ain't gonna do shit
All they told me to do was do good in school and stay out of trouble, and read your Bible and pray
Now these are things you should do but that’s all they ever said to me nothing else
They never taught me anything else
So all the social shit about life (you know the stuff that actually mattered) I had to learn on the fly and learn on my own
I never felt comfortable going to my dad about these problems cause I was afraid he was just gonna yell at me or get annoyed
and my older brother is autistic (he literally has autism diagonised with it) and its the kind where he doesn't talk or barely talks to anyone
no friends by choice so I couldn't go to him obviously
so I guess I always subconsciously searched out older brother figures and male guidance
my mother was worse because she would never let me go out any where
9pm was my curfew I never went to a party and everytime I was out late she would always harass and call my phone asking where I was it was fucking brutal
looking back I should've just rebelled but I was too much of a pussy cause I've always been conditioned to by my parents
all these things plus growing up in middle class white community led to me being labeled as the title of a "good kid" people would say that to me and I don't like it thats honestly a whole nother thread in itself
honestly, had it not been for this forum changing views on things + starting to smoke man it would be bad jfl
this is what happens when you hold your kids back from socially developing
remember always rebel if you're a minor they ain't gonna do shit