NarrowBones
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No matter how much I suffered in the past 2 years, no matter much my brain is plagued by pure rot a pain, it all seems numb when you hear your mom cry.
It doesn’t matter how big your problems are in that moment when you hear the only person who ever truly loved you shed a tear from their own battles. She works hard every day at work dealing with drug addicts and assholes, been living that way for 10 years. Every day the same bs, not to mention the countless guys that didn’t treat her right, struggling to put food on the table while I sit here and complain about my eye shape. I’m a failure yes, but it’s not my fault.
It’s a horrible feeling knowing that you can’t help you mom, you want to just take away all her pain and stomp it out, but yet, there you remain, a weak and pathetic genetic failure.
I’m the only good thing in her life according to her, which is a very sad reality, that she slaved away most of her life to raise a kid that resents her for her genetics, she loves me, and I love her. I love her despite what she did to my face.
You won’t read this mom but I am so sorry for everything, you are truly the best humanity has to offer.