MikołajPolesUgliest
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Its over at 18
Well boyos, I am a slavcel. I had a list of surgeries to do, knew exact dimensions and the exact amount of money I would need. I also knew it would be a rough road to there, but there at least was any. However, since my parents are extremely opposed to those things, I doubt I will ever do them...
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Lmao Slavcel threatens suicide after hitting 18 and Slavic dna deterioration kicks in
Well boyos, I am a slavcel. I had a list of surgeries to do, knew exact dimensions and the exact amount of money I would need. I also knew it would be a rough road to there, but there at least was any. However, since my parents are extremely opposed to those things, I doubt I will ever do them. And its not due to economic reasons, as I planned to earn money by myself anyway, nor due to me following them blindly, but my dad literally told me he would commit suicide if I did them.
With that, there goes any hope of a better future. I wish a war breaks out or I get sick and just die, and therefore spare both myself of this painful life and my parents of seeing me rope or, as I planned but failed, ascend.
Sometimes the prospect of a better future, the future that has a meaning, is the only thing that can give some meaning to the meaningless present. Without this future I have no reason to live, neither in the present nor in the future. Fuck